Madison couldn't control herself... She felt alone, lost, betrayed... It took her back to the time when Mike got married, as if she was reliving that pain again... The pain her chest , the heaviness , it felt like someone was sitting over her chest making it hurt badly, her so bs were increasing... She knew she was crying loudly...

"Why me???"
"Why... What have I ever done to have this feeling... I don't want it mama... Please come back it's too much to handle... Please...."
She was looking at the above ceiling... Wishing to see her mother, by any miracle... She knew, she wasn't going to come. These were the times she missed her mother a lot.

Her warmth, her presence... She blamed herself for being so gullible...

"I don't want to be this person mama... I don't want to be gullible, be used by everyone like a freaking toy, it sucks... IT SUCKS"

She was yelling at the ceiling continuously, after an hour or two, she felt her body getting, numb as she lay on floor, holding her mother's gown in her hand, feeling the warmth she was having...
Slowly, her hands and legs became cold and she knew she was going to faint...

For the first time she wished for it to come her way... All she wanted darkness to consume her world, she was loving this numbness, unable to feel any emotion.

And then darkness consumed her.

Ryan could hear her screams, as unstoppable tears fell from his face... He couldn't believe what and how badly he had opened her old wounds... But he knew she was in pain, he could feel hammer being beaten over his chest... He was guilty, and that guilt was unbearable.

The pain he was feeling was so bad that he wanted to stop breathing.... He could feel her pain, when Jennifer betrayed him, he went through hell, he knew that pain...

"I am sorry" a whisper was what came out. He was badly crying, he was crying he knew she won't look back, she will hate him, she will never love him, he won't be able to love someone else ever again.... She was his better half and he betrayed her...

He heard the main door bell rang, whipping his eyes he took deep breaths and went to open the main gates... He knew it was Mike and Kylie , he told them everything on phone....

Mike never thought to see Ryan in such a mess... It's just one year and he had a second heartbreak.
In that moment all the irritation he had for him was gone as he looked at his best friend and hugged him.

"She is never going to forgive me, Mike I am such a bad person I screwed up... I so fucking screwed up..... I did what Jennifer did to me... But I truly love her Mike... I know I do... I don't want to lose her please..."
His tears were flowing freely as he stood at gate hugging his best friend.

Mike could feel he had lot to say but he wasn't able to talk properly...

Kylie was rubbing his shoulders, trying to comfort him.
But they both knew nothing could ever ease the pain they both were going through.

"Where is she?" Kylie asked Ryan, as he pointed towards their room.
Kylie was making her way towards Room when she heard Mike

"Wait... I will talk to her"
"But.."
"No but Kylie, there is some unfinished emotions which I and she we both hold, I want best for her, I know her more than anyone... Please"
Mike could see the discomfort his wife had on her face, but he knew it was important for Madison to direct the anger, hateredness and every bitter emotion she had for him towards him.... She never got a proper closure she deserved... And all because of him being coward.

"Take care of him, and please knock some senses in him, he is nothing like Jennifer, she is a great gold digger, who never loved him, he at least love Madison"

With that he headed towards the stairs, making his way towards room.

Standing outside Madison's room, he took at least 10 deep breath, before knocking on doors. He wasn't expecting any response In Return, he tried three four times, he knew if he bang harder, Madison will open door, no matter how angry she may be, she hate loud and constant noise.

Still no response, his eyes went wide as he thought of something worse, his mind had a very bad scenario running , what if she has done something to herself?

"Holy Fuck!!"

With that he ran downstairs where Ryan was sitting his face hid under his palms as he talk to Kylie.
"Ryan.. do you have master key?"

He looked at Mike confused with narrowed eyes...

"She isn't opening her door, even when I bang on it continuously.... I don't want to think ... But I am getting worst thoughts, where is Master key?"

Ryan's eyes went wide as he jumped from sofa and ran towards his study, looking at drawers finding the master key...

He found the key, and ran towards their room, opening it , a loud gasp escaped his lips as he saw her on floor, unconscious, her body was cold, too cold...

"Fuck...you bring her downstairs, I will bring the car from garage, Kylie call Dr. Bing, we need to take her right now"

With that Mike ran outside for car, as Kylie started ringing Dr Bing, Ryan was still in daze, un able to grasp what Happened, his hands were shaking , he couldn't feel anything, all he was doing was to look at her unconscious body.

"Ryan... I can't take her please we need to take her"
He looked at Kylie, and trying to register what she was saying, nodding his head he looked back at Madison and pulled her in his arms.

Carrying her towards car, they made it to hospital in fifteen minutes, and soon she was taken to emergency room.

"I don't want this, I can't see her like this, if something happens to her I will die... I love her... I love her, Mike I want her back, I promise I will always love her, trust her, respect her I just want her back, bring her back to me... Please....."

Ryan was ranting again and again, the I love her became her chant, as all came out of his mouth was
I love her, I can't live without her... I love her....

Kylie called Mr. Cullen to hospital , as Mike just stood there looking at the door.

It was shocking for Mike, the fact that even in a state of panicked he was able to drive.
His eyes had unstoppable tears, seeing Madison in such state made him feel lost and low...
Suddenly he was lost in the past, the days he and she spend together, the way she always use to take care of him, love him .....

No matter what first love, always holds a place in our heart... Was what his subconscious mind stated.... He can never stop caring for her...... They had a bad ending, ending none of them wanted. They were never destined, and god made a great joke of it.....

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A/N
Hey guys.... I was actually not feeling good today, though I had pored my heart out in this one, hope you enjoy this one... Do vote and comment and share... Love you all's.....

Writing for you people is my greatest happiness.... Thank you for loving this book so far, I can't explain what your love means to me😘... It's not previewed or editied... Sorry for any mistakes in advance