14 - Fucked Up

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Father also stepped towards me.

    'Good to see you here in one piece.'

It was the only thing he said, and I thought about what y/n had said. It was father that hired her or her organization while he promised me he wouldn't.

     'Can I speak with you for a minute?' I asked father and everyone looked at us intrigued and puzzled.

       'Sure'

I followed him into his personal room.

      'What would you like to discuss privately?' my father asked without emotion.

     'You broke your promise, you hired a bodyguard' I said angry.

Father scoffed 'and you're angry about that? if she wasn't there you would probably be tortured or dead right now?'

      'That's not the point. you promised me somethi..'

      'That's enough of this nonsenses Jungkook. Did you really think I would let the heir to the throne go to university unguarded? you have no idea about the value you hold. I was more than prepared to break a promise to keep you safe.' 

I stared at him, my blood boiling

      'Perhaps you are not solely angry about that. Did something happen with this bodyguard?' father carefully asked.

      'No of course not' I answered.

It was stupid but I was well aware that if father found out about it, whatever "it" was, y/n would lose her job and even though I felt betrayal to the core for what she did I also knew she didn't have much in life aside from her job.

Father raised his eyebrow 'fine then, I think this conversation is over'

     'Fine' I said and stormed out, I was soon met by mother and our family's doctor.

     'Darling I would like the doctor to take a look at you just to be sure.'

I growled 'fine'

I sat down and the doctor took a look at my bruised face, he then asked if I was hit anywhere else. I indicated my upper body. He requested that I took off my shirt. As soon as I did there was a loud gasp from my mother. Indeed my body did look like a punching bag. 

I stared ahead as the image of y/n choking the guy and then stabbing the guy in the neck with her knife. It was violent and yet she remained so composed.

My mother silently sobbed

      'Please don't cry mother, it breaks my heart' I indicated. 

       'We should have protected you better, I am happy that bodyguard got there in time, she must have taken the job seriously.'

I scoffed

Another image flashed through my mind, or rather the memory, as I pulled her wrist and kissed her shortly "is there anything else you need?" her voice echoed through my mind.

Next thing I know three men entered my room and fought me, and honestly the only thing I hoped for was that y/n wouldn't return because I was scared they'd hurt her. 

      'Jungkook?' my mother asked again. I only nudged and then turned to the doctor 'is everything fine?'

       'Yes but the bruises will need time to heal, it would be wise to take things slow the next days sir.'

         'Harry I've told you to call me Jungkook' I replied to the doctor, who I have known my entire life, yet he refuses to call me Jungkook but always formally addresses me as sir. 

When I entered my room I felt this rage coming over me. I laid down on the bed, but I only saw y/ns face next to me. her soft skin that I cherished and her hair I desired to run my hands through and I could even catch myself on smelling her scent.

It was as if the last two weeks I was living in a dream from which I, without any warning, was violently woken up from. 

The door opened and Yeonjun looked at me with his pitiful eyes

      'Come in' I shrugged. I guess I would rather have him here than think about y/n all the time.

      'There is something you're not telling' Yeonjun indicated

        'I've been through a lot if you didn't notice.'

         'Yes I know that but..' Yeonjun eventually stopped his sentence and sighed   'just know if you need to talk to someone you can talk to me. brothers tell each other everything remember.'

I did remember, I told him that when he was thinking of proposing to Jiya

He slowly stood up again and walked towards the door, leaving.

      'Dad hired a bodyguard.'

      'Yes I figured that you had some help' Yeonjun said, as if this was no new information.

       'It was a girl.'

Yeonjuns eyes widened slightly 'oh'   

        'yeah'

        'and I guess from your mood you weren't aware of it and you two were close?'

I nodded, Yeonjun made his way back but I looked at the ground. 

       'I love her'

        'What'

        'I love her but she betrayed my trust. I feel like a fool and I don't know what to do.'

Yeonjun hummed 'trust is very important in this, I guess maybe take some time to figure things out? keep your distance for now?'

      'You were always the wise one weren't you' I said diverting my gaze from to ground to my little brother. He gave me a soft smile 'one of us has to be.' 

I chuckled  'oh don't tell dad and mum about her okay? if they find out she might lose her job.'

       'You really do care for her. so am I the only one that knows?'

       Jimin suspected something I guess but perhaps he already forgot.'

        'I almost felt special' Yeonjun joked.

I smiled but I couldn't really keep the happy smile for long

       'Shall we game for a bit? I think you should also sleep early today perhaps' Yeonjun suggested and I agreed with that. 


y/n
pov

This evening I stayed in a hotel while my organization would take care of the mess in Jungkooks apartment. My phone rang and I saw it was Taehyung.

      'Tae hey.'

        'Y/n, are you okay? I heard something happened' I could hear from his voice he was worried and that for some reason made me tear up again.

       'Yes I'm fine, there were men coming for Jungkook but I fought them, or well Jungkook took one out and me the other two.'

       'ah good, and Jungkook is back safely in his palace I heard?'

         'yeah'

         'I think they will keep him there for now then as it is the safest place' Taehyung stated as a fact but for some reason this filled my body with anxiety. I hadn't considered it even though its so logical, but this would inherently mean I wouldn't see him again, not soon at least maybe not ever again. The thought alone made me want to crawl into bed and cry. 

      'I guess' I said trying to keep my voice steady.

There was a short silence.

         'There is something you're not telling me' Taehyung suddenly said. I sighed deeply and started crying

         'hey y/n don't cry.'

          'I fucked up tae, I fell in love with him and now everything is ruined,'

Another silence but longer this time.

         'I'm coming over, Ill be there in 30 okay?'

I sniffed 'yes okay.' 

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