y/n pov

The guy was a good kisser, I would give him that plus he could be cast as a model too so I scored some points there. Though the main reason was to get Jungkook out of my head and the fact I was currently thinking about him proved to me it didn't work.

Not at all.

I stopped the kiss, it was a natural end to it.

The guy smirked at me

    'Maybe we can continue this at my place?'

     'I'm not really in the mood' I answered as I wasn't, a kiss that was fine but spending the night with this guy... it was rather stupid but it was just that it felt like I would really fuck up any chance with Jungkook.

Which sounded clearly ridiculous.

       'Perhaps a date then next week?' the guy asked and I started to get bothered. we had a kiss its fine but that's it.

        'No I am sorry I am not interested' I indicated trying to sound polite.

       'You just kissed me?' the guy asked baffled.

       'Yes and that was nice but I am not really ready for a date.'

I was about to walk away when he grabbed my wrist forcefully 'so you just like to make out with guys and then dump them? didn't take you for a slut'

I immediately twisted his arm, receiving some attention from all the bystanders.

     'Well if a guy does it it's cool and accepted isn't it? weren't you just laughing at another guys story of kissing two girls at a previous party? fuck your double standards' I smiled passive aggressive as his face showed the pain I was inflicting with my actions.

     'Please let go' he said while tears formed in his eyes.     

     'fine'  I let go.

I decided it was best to go home. First, that stupid shit with Jungkook ruined my mood and now this asshole. 

When I arrived home I drank some tea and ate some plain rice before going to bed. I wasn't too drunk anymore. or better said I wasn't drunk at all. I drank and it had affected me in some way but not to a large extent.

Just when I laid down in bed there was a continuation of knocking and I initially expected it to be some annoying ass drunk student.

it didn't stop so eventually I super irritated opened up the door, ready to fight this annoying asshole.   

       'Jungkook?'

There was this intense reek of alcohol surrounding him and damn he could hardly stand on his own feet.

      'Are you okay?' I asked as I didn't get any response

     'I'm perfectly fine' 'but uhm Jimwwin lewft wit some gurl and I only now realised he has the key to my apartment. so I don't really have a place to sleeeep'

I now fully opened my door

       'You can stay here if you want.'    

His eyes widened a bit but now in shock but rather in surprise I guess

     'Thsats okay with you?'

      'yes, you're my friend right?' I replied.

He scoffed 'yeah friend' he repeated.

I didn't understand what happened to him, well he was obviously drunk so perhaps he was cranky as fuck because of that.

I made some tea and heated some plain rice

       'Drink and eat this, you can thank me in the morning.'

       'Thanks'

He was still so distant, I really didn't understand as I never saw him this irritable before. I really didn't like it. 

After he was finished he yawned and I smiled softly. showing him my bedroom

    'Here you can sleep in my bed, ill take the couch' I indicated and he laid down

     'Why isn't your friend staying over?' he asked suddenly his tone was way soberer 'which friend?' I thought he maybe meant Taehyung but that wouldn't make a lot of sense.

      'The one whose mouth you were exploring during the party.'

I coughed, unaware he saw me kissing that guy and, rather perplexed he brought it up in such a direct way.

        'No, it was nothing.'

        'Nothing?' Jungkook sounded, I don't know? annoyed?

       'What about you and your whole army of girls who adore everything you do?' I asked crossing my arms not really able to keep my own emotions or better put jealousy in check.

      'They only adore me because I am a prince' he said but pretty sad,

it did hurt me to see him this way so I caressed his arm

       'I would adore you even if you weren't a prince' I said trying to comfort him but honestly, I wasn't an expert in the area of comforting another person.

I didn't lie though I'd adore him even if he had nothing to give me.

He crawled into a little bowl, and sighed

       'I am so lonely' he whispered, but it was loud enough for me to hear. my heart ached at his words. he sighed 'and the strange thing is that the only time I don't feel that way is when I am with you.'

I didn't reply to him, unsure what to say,   

       'I uh should let you sleep' I indicated, ready to leave. 

Then his hand suddenly grabbed mine.

     'Can you just stay with me?' he asked.

I looked at our hands, my tiny hand in his

I didn't want to go, I really didn't. it was unwise to stay of course but if nothing happened it would be fine right?

     'Sure, it's better than the couch I guess' I indicated and took place next to him. 

Jungkook pov

I woke up slightly disoriented as I didn't immediately recognize the room I was. My eyes shot open as fractions of last night's events entered my mind

indeed y/n was sleeping soundly next to me

I took a moment to save that image in my mind

her eyes closed, her softness.

it brought a peace to my mind midst my terrible hangover

but that peace soon was replaced with embarrassment. What was I even thinking?

I should just go and let her sleep and I don't know also try not to have awkward moments.

I silently got out of bed and as soon as I went outside the bedroom I faced a curious Bono who looked at me with big eyes.

       'hey boy' I said and he ran to me while twisting his tale.

I searched the place for a piece of paper to write a message on.

y/n pov

I woke up having no idea what time it was. The memories of yesterday quickly entering my mind. my eyes shot open, I expected Jungkook to sleep next to me but he wasn't there.

Did I imagine all of that?

No I saw based on the sheets someone definitely slept there.

Would he have left without saying anything? although perhaps he felt embarrassed.

I slowly got out of bed walking in my living room and kitchen. There was a piece of paper.

Sorry for waking you up last night and stumbling in drunk. Thank you for letting me stay.

Jungkook

I smiled at the message, it was considerate and cute I guess. I did check the hallway to make sure he wasn't stuck still, but it was empty so I assumed Jimin had returned with the key.

Later that day the doorbell rang and through the peek hole I saw it was Jungkook so I opened up.

    'Hey drunkard' I joked and Jungkook looked away embarrassed.

     'I'm sorry about that' he quickly said.

     'Don't be, things like that happen Jungkook' I reassured him.

      'How are you feeling though?'

      'Like my head explodes?'

I chuckled 'it's a wise lesson, and where is Jimin?'

       'He went home eventually.'

       'ah okay'

Jungkook took a deep breath  

     'Yeah uhm so I was thinking .... you know I think it would be good to exchange like backup keys? in case I forget or lose mine?' he asked 'I read online that's what people do sometimes like with their neighbors' he added a bit embarrassed.

My cheeks were flustered. I mean it would be good if I could enter his apartment, safety-wise but it felt weird to give him my key, maybe especially because of the timing. it hadn't been 24 hours yet since I realized I was in love with him. Giving him my keys? that felt strange.

      'Uhm yea sure that's a good idea' I eventually said.

Was it though?