Me and you?

Me and you.

K Y L O S T O R M

There are no words to describe how I am feeling right now.

Maybe one word? Two?

I don't deserve her.

Okay four.

We sit in her bedroom, blanket covering us as the tv plays as white noise. Katalina is fast asleep on my chest. Her arms wrapped around me like a koala.

My fingers mindlessly stroke the top of her head, brushing out the strands.

Is this how Azariah feels. Like something, something... words cannot describe? My heart has this feeling and I don't know how to explain it. You know, maybe it's just because I'm stupid.

Movement brings me back to my senses. "Hey." I say, brushing a strand that had fallen over her face. "How do you feel?" I ask.

She lets out a low and tired groan. "I feel refreshed." Smiling into the side of my chest.

I look at her, I look at her with new intentions, no funny shit. "You wanna know one of my favorite things about you?"

She looks up at me. "What?"

"Your eyes," I say, brushing my thumb underneath her eyes. "Because there's something about them that makes me always want to look into them, the way they sparkle when you look at me or the way they light up when you see something that excites you."

Tilting my head, I suddenly feel grateful for the lies and jealousy we've put each other through. Because would I have wanted her the same way I want her now? Or would I have walked past it all never noticing the little things she does? Never noticing who Katalina is?

I blink away my thoughts when she reaches up for my face, using one hand to cup the side of my cheek.

When she rubs a thumb back and forth, she snuggles closer. "Thank you," She says. "Thank you." Pressing a kiss to the side of my neck.

"But we should get up and go hang with Athena and Azariah," Katalina gets up fixing her hoodie. "Come on slow poke, I hear them. They're in the living-room."

"Fineee." I get up and push off of the bed, running over to her and wrapping my arms around her waist. As I inhale her scent. She smells heavenly.

*****

"There you guys are." Athena says, smirking as she cuddles Azariah. "We're watching Too Hot To Handle, join us!" She says, clapping happily.

"Ky, this is so interesting. They're so horny!"

Walking over to the couch with Katalina we sit down. I pull the blanket over us, as she snuggles closer.

"Dude this is- weird." I say, disgusted. "We're watching them have sex?"

"Nah man he's just jerking off-- actually..." He pauses. "He gave himself blue balls, damn."

Katalina slips a arm underneath me and wraps herself around me. The tv plays as we all talk, we talk about up coming plans, what we should make for dinner.

But all I can focus on right now is how the couple on the screen can't stop themselves from touching each other...

"How do you like the show Kylo?" Athena asks from her seat next to Zariah.

I make a disgusted face. "I have mixed feelings. That's for sure."

"Bro do you think we could go on the show? Like should we apply?"

"No?" Katalina randomly spits out. "Why would we?"

"I don't know? For the fun of it?" He says, cocking his head to the side.

"No ways," she says, suddenly getting up to look out the sliding doors. "it's wet outside." Frowning she wraps herself in the blanket, pulling it off of me.

"Hey!" Pulling some of the blanket back over my lap. "Watch it Lina."

Her mouth drops and her eyes shift to Azariah and Athena. The entire atmosphere has changed and I am so confused. I said a name, her name.

"What?"

Athena speaks up. "You just called her 'Lina' for the first time if I recall correctly." She looks to Azariah for confirmation. "You always call her 'Katalina.'"

"He did, holy shit!" He gets up from his spot and hugs me. "My best-friend is growing up."

"Oh shut up." Pushing him off I refocus my attention on Katalina. "Anyways, Lina. What about the rain?"

"Honestly," She shrugs. "I have no clue I just saw that it was raining and wanted to point it out, my bad."

We all laugh at her and continue watching this fucking show.

But right as we focus back into this reality tv show, Katalina's phone rings. "Let me take it."

"Yeah no worries, go ahead." I say letting her out of my arms.

"Hello?" She replies. "Eli? Oh yeah, come over. We aren't doing anything, I promise."

I sit straight up.

"Is Eli coming over?" I look over to Athena who calmly asks.

"Yeah he is, is that okay?"

"Yeah it is."

*****

Three timed knocks hit the door. Causing Katalina to jump up from her seat on the couch. She runs to the door fumbling with the lock. "ELIII!" I sit straight up and watch as she wraps her arms around him, he returns the hug. "I can't believe you actually came back."

He laughs. "I did," he says. "May I come inside?"

"Yeah yeah, come on in I'll introduce you to my friends."

I don't know why I'm feeling like this but I feel nervous? I'm meeting her bother, but the thing is, we aren't official yet or have't gotten to that topic so I have the right to be nervous right? Or do I not...

"You know Athena," he waves at her. "And then her boyfriend Azariah."

Walking in front of Katalina he grabs ahold of Azariah's hand and shakes it.

"And there is, Kylo." I stand up and take this hand in mine giving him a firm handshake.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Elijah."

"Kylo Storm."

Nah this is awkward. Or am I just imaging that it's awkward. Dude fuck me.

"Are you the guy my sister has been talking about?" He cocks a brow and smirks towards Katalina.

My brows furrow inwards. "She talks about me?"

"Oh yeah, but nothing bad- I think."

Katalina slaps his shoulder. "Let's eat guys."

*****

One thing I'm just so fucking scared for is being in a relationship. Because being in a relationship means you and your significant other have to put in the same amount of effort, have to trust each other and believe in each other.

But sometimes you don't get someone who is willing to leave up everything from behind. Sometimes you get someone who doesn't want to stay committed and still want to talk to others but never allow you to do the same. They try and trap you but allow themselves to be free.

But shit doesn't work like that and I don't understand how they can't put that shit in their mind.

My last girlfriend, last serious relationship. Did that to me. I was so, so in love with her. So blinded by the happy moments that I wasn't able to see clear. She lied to me and told me they were just close friends or family friends. And I believed her because I thought we trusted each other. But I was wrong, I was so wrong.

I don't get how you can't just tell the person that you don't want to be together anymore, that you don't want to put in the same effort. They always say that they don't want anyone else to have you.

Yet they can have anyone else they wanted.

A/N:

Hello my loves! This chapter is very very short and has a lot of dialogue. And I apologize for that, I think this chapter is just short because I need a filler before we all start to get into the love shit and before I start to like I don't know type more shit? I am on a deadline and I fucked myself over on that part. DECEMBER 7TH? WHAT WAS I THINKING LOL. Anyways I'm fine, school? I'm not fine.

And I guess I'm telling more of Kylo's past and why he had lied or talked to Skylar for a bit to make Katalina jealous.

If there is any grammar errors tell me! I am about to work on DIYL.

But have been getting my Christmas wishlist stuff, but can't buy anyone anything because I'm broke. But I wanna get a mechanical keyboard not for gaming but just to type and I cannot wait for the sound of that when or if I do get it.

Until next time I'll see you on the other side!

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