Cruz,CJ,Canyon 18 in there senior year. Colton is 17 is in grade 11 Rosie 10 and in grade five going to be this way for a few chapters

Cruz POV

"oh my babies all grown up ana starting there senior year of high school. it's just to much." mom cried as we where sitting around the table eating breakfast.

"mom don't cry" i sighed and placed my hand on top of hers.

"i know i am just so emotional, your all growling up right before my eyes. and i want it to just stop" she sniffled.

"i know you do, but it's a part of life" i tell her.

"i know it is" she sighed.

"alright you guys should go before your late" mom says.

"okay and i am not going to be home after school remember" i reminded her.

"yes i know your going to Sams to study" she remembers.

you see a lot has happened since our sixteenth birthday. like for one Sam is my girlfriend and has been for almost two years. i asked her out a little bit after my birthday and had been history ever since.

to say our parents where shocked was an understatement, they where surprised but also happy. but always thought that she would date Colton if she was to date a miller boy. which in a way makes sense.

but non the less they where very happy for us. mom and Aunt Layla especially.

"like your actually going to study" Canyon scoffed as we made our way out side.

"unlike you and Hunter we actually do study thank you very much." i rolled my eyes.

"hey we study, we just study each other" he grinned like an idiot.

"your actually stupid" i rolled my eyes.

him and Hunter where PDA nasty. they didn't care where they where making out. okay i lied they where okay when mom and dad where around and Rosie but other then last. it's game over.

"ya right i am sure when you and Sammy are together alone your all over each other" he rolled his eyes.

i just shook my head, i didn't have time to have this conversation with him right now.

"wait wait wait your still a virgin" he whisper yelled.

"can we not talk about this we are going to be late" i groaned.

"no no we are taking about this, you have been together two years and still nothing" he looked shocked.

"look a relationship aren't based off having sex you know that right. and i am ending this discussion right now" i was serious.

he didn't push it and thank lord jesus, sure we have been dating two years. but we where just taking our time. we wanted to both to be ready. i mean what's the big hurry.

i pulled up to Sams house and was just about to get out so i could go to her door, but she came out the front door with a smile. i got out so that i could open her door for her.

"hi" she smiled and leaned up so she couldn't give me a kiss.

"hey" i smiled after i pulled away.

"are you okay? you seem tense" she grabbed my hand that wasn't on the steering wheel.

"ya i am fine, Canyon is just pissing me off. so nothing knew" i rolled my eyes.

"what about this time" she couldn't help but chuckle.

"us and our relationship" i kept it simple.

"okay? what about" she raised her eyebrows

"well he found out that we haven't slept together. and was like you have been together two years and blah blah blah. he just pissed me off. i mean where not all in to public pornography" i huffed.

"well he's a jerk for thinking that. there is nothing wrong with waiting. taking the time to get to know one another." she responded and that is one of the things i loved about her.

"see this is why i love you" i smiled and kissed our connected hands.

"i know i am pretty loveable" she joked

"yes you are" i grinned.

"so mom wanted to know if you where staying for diner?" She asked as we pulled into the school parking lot.

"sure, give me a brake from my crazy brother" i agreed.

"how's CJ feeling?" she questioned after a second.

you see yesterday when we where all hanging out at the bowling rink, CJ just randomly had an anxiety attack, and he was so embarrassed because the only ones who knew where Kayla, Canyon and i. so Hunter and Sam had never seen it before and now CJ is just embarrassed.

"he's going to be okay, just don't mention it to him today okay. he's still bothered by it." i informed her.

"okay" she nodded.

we pulled into a parking spot and i went around and opened Sams door. she smiled and grabbed my hand and i walked her to her locker.

"see you at lunch?" i questioned as we got to her locker.

"ya" she nodded.

"alright have a good class" i smiled then leaned down to give her a quick kiss.

"bye" she waved as i started my way to my locker. and you will never guess who was waiting at his locker which just so happened to be close to mine. i rolled my eyes.

"hey so i wanted to say sorry" he says.

i was shocked i wasn't expecting that one.

"alright well thanks" i kept it short as i opened my locker.

"that's all you have to say?" he tried to close my locker.

"ya that's all i have to say" i mean what else did he want me to say.

"wow okay i see how it is" he scoffed and walked away.

"what was that all about?" I heard Colton.

"oh hey" i turned and he was with Quinn, they where dating now too.

"nothing you know how he is, he doesn't get his way and he throws a huge stink" i rolled my eyes.

"ya i guess" Colton looked unsure.

"it's fine don't worry about it" i tried to assure him.

"alright well have a good class" he smiled then him and Quinn walked away.

i sighed i just wanted this day to be over with and it has only just started.

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"hey you ready to go" i came up behind Sammy who was at her locker at the end of the day.

she was talking to Quinn who just happened to be a good friend of hers.

"ya" she nods and closed her locker.

"here let me take you bag" i smiled and grabbed her bag and slung it over my shoulder.

"why thank you" she smiled. but then her face turned serious.

"what's that look for" i knew i wouldn't like this conversion.

"nothing i just couldn't help but notice how there was some obvious tension between you and Canyon. even when your guys are mad at each other you still talk during lunch. i just want to make sure that everything is okay." she was always so good at reading things.

"ya it's all good, no need to worry" i assure her with a quick kiss.

"alright" she sighed.

the drive to her house wasn't the long, which i was glad i just wanted to relax.

"can we not do homework right away. i just want to sleep" i complained as we made our way to her bedroom.

"fine you big baby" she chuckled.

"thanks god" i flopped down on her bed and sighed in content. then took my tie off as it was bugging me.

she came and sat down next to me, and i moved the that my head on in her lap. i looked up at her with a smile.

"what" she had a slight blush on her face.

"nothing your just beautiful" i couldn't help but admit.

"thanks" she smiled.

i smiled and tapped on my lips and she just laughed. but kissed me anyways. sure we might not have had sex yet, but we have done plenty of other stuff.

i slowly sat up more into the kiss, i love kissing her it just helps me destress in a way.

"let me help you relax" she whispered as she pulled away from the kiss.

i grinned she might seem shy, but when it's just the two of us. she has this confidence that i admire about her.

i nodded and she moved so that i could lay flat on my back. then she swung her legs so that she was straddling me.

i smiled at her and put my hands on her waist. she smiled and moved so that she could place a kiss on my neck just above my ear. which caused me to shiver.

she then slowly moved her hands to unbutton my shirt. and started to run her hands down my chest, her hands where slightly cold but i didn't mind.

"feeling more relaxed?" she questioned.

" not yet" grinned.

she smiled then leaned down to kiss me, i deepened the kiss was and moved my hands to slowly unbutton her shirt. i could feel her smile in the kiss and she slowly pulled away so she could take it the rest of the way off, which just left her in her bra. which just so happened to be one of my favourites.

"you planed this didn't you" i comment as i looked her bra.

"no idea what your taking about" she played innocent.

"ohh i think you do" i grinned and pulled her back in for a kiss.

"maybe" she smirked the slowly started to move her hips against me.

i pulled her back for a kiss, but when her moved her hips i would move mine to meet hers. and that caused her to moan into the kiss.

"Cruz" she moaned and i just loved the way that sounded.

"say it again" i whispered in her ears.

"Cruz i want you i am ready" she moaned and i just froze.

i slowly sat up and she looked shocked.

"what's wrong?" she looked consider.

"nothing i just think we should stop." i said and her face looked sad.

"oh" she said her face flashed with hurt.

and i felt like crap for second. "i love you i do.and trust me i do what to experience this with you i do. i just don't want it to be like this, i want it be in the perfect way. i don't want it to be in the heat of the moment. or while day has been crappy. i want to do it when it's right. and now that i know your ready it will happen okay." i brushed the hair out of her eyes.

she nodded but didn't look me in the eyes.

"look at me" i grabbed her chin to move her head to look at me.

"no" she closed her eyes.

"are you embarrassed? because you shouldn't be. trust me when i say that it was very hard me for to stop. but i want this to be just us. and plus your parents could be home any second. and i don't think that they would let me back over if they knew" i assured her.

"i know your right, i just let my hormones control me for a second. but your right." she finally looked at me.

"good and trust me now when i say soon i promise okay" i rubbed her arms.

she nodded, then moved to climb off me. and just as she did her mom called for her.

"Sam i am coming in." she called out.

"get in front of me and here put this back on." i pass her her shirt in a hurry.

"what why oh crap never mind" she quickly moved so that she was laying between my legs. and slipped on her shirt.

i quickly button mine up and then tell her i am good.

"okay" she called out.

"oh right i forgot that Cruz was coming over. and you know that the door stays opened when he's here" here mother gives us a look.

"i know i am sorry mom" Sam offered her a smile.

"alright well if your hungry i making a snack." she informed us.

"alright" Sam responded.

Aunt Layla turns and walked out of the room, and once she was far enough i started to laugh.

"why are you laughing." Sam moved so she was beside me.

"she totally knows we where doing something" i tell her which causes her eyes to go wide.

"oh god that's embarrassing she's going to tell my dad and now it's going to be weird" she threw her hand in the air.

i just smiled at her, she can be over dramatic sometimes but i still love her anyways.