Authors note.

Hi 👋 it's author hyerin. First I'm so sorry. I told you all that I'll update frequently again since my works are all done but this past month I've been feeling sad and not well I'm constantly tired too. It's normal I'm only a human but it's hard to even write a word when nothing is going inside my brain. I've been having so much hard time updating because maybe I'm worried that the stuff I write are not good enough and I become sad. I don't know if I write good or bad?  But I'm happy now and I don't want to promise no more because Im afraid I'll break it again. So I'll just assure you all that I'm updating this book frequently as I can or as soon as I can. If for example it's already been three days or more please message me to update so I won't forget😉 yeah that's all! Good night! Hyerin is sleepy bye bye! Oh! And please do vote for BTS at VMA's too😊 thank u

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"S-stop! Please stop!!"

Begging.

Begging was the first thing you will hear when you enter the white basement or room.

Do you remember?.

The empty room.

The whole room painted with a glowing white color. The whitest light placed inside that made the room more brighter and vibrant. Every side..every spot..every corner is white. You won't be able to see no other color inside except the color white. The room is also empty. No single furniture or things can be seen. Just two white chairs placed in the middle.. Thinking about it..when someone enters this room it seems so gloomy..so refreshing and so innocent to look at..but what they don't know its all the complete opposite. Behind those white beautiful painted walls are blood from all the pained voices that screamed help in this room.

Help. Help. Help.

This is the word that always surrounds the bright white room.

Though even if they shout until there lungs would break no one will ever help them or even hear them.

It's there final fate.

They got no other choice but accept the bitter truth.

Taehyung smiles as he gaze upon the two bastards with broken nose , broken teeth , broken arms , and bloody face..

He did such a amazing job of decorating there faces with blood , bruises and cuts.. he couldn't be more proud of himself for what he had done so far.

"What an art I made!! It's so pretty!! Suits so well with your ugly faces." Taetae happily chirped as he clapped satisfied of seeing the two old man's suffering and in pain.

"P-please..e-enough..pl-ease.."

"Is that all you can please? Such a loser..couldn't even beg like the fuckers you both are.." Tae smirks..the two old man looked at him in pain they have been begging Taehyung for so long that there lungs were voluntary giving up on them but it wasn't enough for the mafia itself.

"W-why a-are you w-working for t-hose mafia espe-cially that j-jeon..j-just fl-ee us..we can pay y-you more m-money t-then him.." Mr.Lee spoke out with so much difficulty..his voice was so raspy because of begging for too long while the Mafia just raised an eyebrow as his statement. So he finally knows this two fools don't know him fully yet.

He smirks as he was about to reply but someone else spoke before he can even open his mouth.

"Jeon Taehyung..what is going on in here?"

A dark and deep voice questioned so creepily that belonged to the mafia boss himself..

Jeon Jungkook

He walks towards them with a demon look he makes sure his footsteps were damn clear to send shivers down the two bastards spine..while taetae happily turned towards Jungkook and ran to him for a big hug as soon as he heard the dominant male's voice.

"Jungkook..." Tae mumbled in the Mafia leader's neck as he hugged him with a big smile.. longing for the male was so evident judging by how tight he hugged the raven male.. Taehyung closes his eyes resting a little bit in Jungkook's warmth while the said male smiled for a while as he hugged his Taehyung back.

Arms tightly secured around tae's slim waist..he mumbles softly in his taehyung's ear.

"You look tired baby..you've been torturing them for so long..go take a rest in my office m'kay? Kookie's gonna handle it from here alright my love?"

Tae looks up to his fiance..he smiles lightly as he obediently nods. He leans in to connect there lips and started to kiss jungkook which the mafia leader quickly responds dominating the kiss..taetae's one hand slightly cupping jungkook's cheek as he deepens there kiss for a little while then pulls away with a cheeky smile which the Mafia boss chuckles briefly finding the younger so cute.

"See you later.." Tae says hugging Jungkook again then pulled away quickly.

"See you later petal.." Jungkook smiles as he watched his taehyung leave the room.

The two old men's were so shock at the scene they witness. What the fuck just happened?.

When Taehyung finally left the room Jungkook slowly turns towards them with a evil look..

"W-hat..just happen.. w-hy did y-ou call him j-eon?..is t-that m-man your slut?" Mr. Lee spoke out jungkook's eyes narrowed with anger hearing the word he despises a lot and him saying that to his lover made him more piss.

He grabbed his gun with a boiling  blood then shooted it directly multiple times towards the legs of Mr. Lee without a doubt causing the older male to yelp in so much pain watching the blood pour out from his legs.

He wanted to kill the bastard so badly but he can't YET. This two needs to suffer more and longer. He wanted them begging until they run out of breath.

"Say one more word about my Taehyung , I dare you. .." Jungkook lowered his voice his eyes were displaying anger , veins in his arms were popping out. He hated it so damn much when someone insults his taehyung.

No one fucking insults his lover Infront of his face. No fucking one.

There's so many times Jungkook have killed people who dares throw a bad judgment on his tae without tae's knowing. He would kill everyone who insults his tae without a pity. He doesn't even give a fuck if it's old or young he just kills them.

He maybe more kinder and less scary now because of Taehyung but no one can change the fact that his always been a little psycho..

Going back..

Jungkook walked towards them with a serious dark look..he knows damn well these two bastards were shivering as he steps a foot towards them. He grips his gun in his hands tightly then stops walking when he finally reached them two.

Mr.Lee and Mr.Han's body and soul were shaking violently as the mafia leader raises his gun slowly placed it on his temple then traces it around Mr.lee's head then afterwards Mr.han as well.

"M-r..j-jeon.. d-on't kill us...." Mr.Lee stuttered badly..in his eyes were displaying pure fear same goes to Mr. Han but Jungkook obviously didn't give a fuck and just continued to stare them two with his evil dark eyes ..

"Don't kill you both?.." Jungkook displayed a creepy smile , sarcasm was heard from his voice. He walks in circle while he swiftly plays with his gun.

"Shameless are we?"

The two old man we're shivering in fear by this time.. both tried so hard to get themselves free from being tied up with a chain but in the end they failed anyways while Jungkook watched amused..

"Stop trying..you both look pathetic"

Mr.han looks down embarrassed.

"By the way you motherfucker.." Jungkook grabs Mr.Lee's face harshly gripping his cheeks with his nails until blood escapes from his skin...

"I never have or had any slut as long as I lived unlike you , Kim Taehyung is my only love and soon will be my husband so don't you fucking ever again think of him so low like you yourself because 'You Are Nothing.' You worthless piece of shit." 

Jungkook spat with venom. Letting his face off his grip so harshly..watching mr.lee shiver and cry in pain.

Jungkook gave him a disgusted look he was about to to speak again but by the time he tries to yoongi and the others made their way towards them.

"Did we miss anything?" Jimin spoke his hand were intertwined with Yoongi. They both walk towards the two man tied up.

"Yeah. The dicks are still alive are they ? I would surely love to play with them before they rot in hell." Jin commented the others smirk hearing that while the two dicks themselves were already shivering more than how they shivered with the mafia leader.

"P-please..we can still talk about things.." mr.lee stuttered Yoongi rolled his eyes.

"Pathetic."

Yoongi spoke out loud face stone hard expression. He went ahead and went closer to mr.lee before he goes and  continuously punch the lights out of him. Back to back until the older's teeth fall and mouth bleed.

"I'd like to see you talk now old shit."

Yoongi said sarcastically.

Mr.lee groan loudly because of all the pain. He now can't move his jaws because Yoongi's punch probably cracked the bones in his mouth and his gums were bleeding his teeth fell out all together with blood dripping down from his damaged lips.

Yoongi can't be more satisfied.

"P-please let us go..we promise we won't speak about any of t-this.." Mr.han stuttered. He was absolutely terrified for his life. He can't die now he's so desperate to escape but let's be honest there's no way he can even step a foot outside without being lifeless.

6 mafia's just smirk they all started to pull out there torturing tools..all of them have there evil smirks on ready to start a bloody fun..

All I can say is..

The night ended brutally for Mr.han and Mr.lee.

.

Taehyung made his way into jungkook's office.

He smiles and settles inside.

He has some blood splattered all over his outfit. He gazes at it for a long time then pouts.

"I'm a bad person.."  He mumbles sadly.

Back then when he's still a coffee boy he was living a peaceful quiet life. A life where only he and his tan existed.

He was a very kind boy. Help beggars on the street giving them water and food even though he himself doesn't have enough.

He'd always talk politely to everyone like strangers and even people who are rude to him.

He had his head down. Not trying to catch any unnecessary attention that would bring a storm in his silent life.

He was living that life he had always wanted. A life away from his mother and a life where he is happy and contented just being by himself.

But..

He knows for himself he can't hide the big fact that he was always lonely.

Loneliness.

He'd built up these walls around him and would just stay alone.

Him. Just him. Kim Taehyung only.

Have you ever felt the feeling of wanting to be left alone always but you know for yourself that you don't like being lonely. You hate being lonely but at the same time you like being lonely.

I know right it's crazy.

But that was taehyung's mindset back then..

He always been a good person.

A good boy.

And now looking at himself with this situation be didn't know what to feel..

He felt sick.

Confused.

Upset.

Guilty.

He felt so many things.

He knows he's a mafia now. He's strong and confident. He's suppose to do this. He knows everything there is to learn about this world he adjusted in but why is he's still feeling guilty and sad about it?

Maybe because he missed the life he had back then?.

Maybe that was the reason.

Thinking about all of this made him sigh in sadness.

Bad comments come in rushing into his poor weak mind.

All different kinds of thoughts were like being thrown to him all at the same time that he looses control and he just can't help but to slump down on his knees and tear up.

There he was.

Kim Taehyung

Like the poor valuable self he is was crying softly while slumped down on the floor crying...alone.

Alone..

But not to soon..a strong pair of arms were wrapped around his soft fragile body. Lifting him up slowly carrying his weight then placing his head on his own manly chest. Rubbing his back with his hand as he also softly kisses his head to show the younger affection and to reassure that he is safe and sound here with him.

Jungkook was cradling tae in his arms like a baby. The younger was still crying silently. To see him shedding tears made Jungkook's heart break into pieces.

He didn't know why he was crying. He was surprised to see his love on his knees head down crying alone in his office..it made Jungkook feel the worst.

Like someone is throwing so many knives at him when he saw his tae in that state.

"Shh..my love.."

Jungkook was sitting on the floor with tae on his lap arms wrapped around him secured , head on his chest.

He tries his best to stop him from crying.

"Tae..my love. Kookie's here..stop crying baby.."

Jungkook softly lifts tae's head up to see him clearly. He wipes his tear away then places a gentle kiss on both his cheeks were tear strains were still visible..tae closes his eyes feeling the love Jungkook has to offer for him.

"Hush now..tae my love your ok. Kookie's here do not cry anymore."  

Tae sniffles softly. He looks up into the eyes of the mafia leader.

Eyes that held love and worry inside it.

The pureness of jungkook's eyes got tae to stop crying. The warmth of the mafia leader made him calm down. Jungkook's presence made him feel stable again.

It made him feel so safe..

It felt like home.

Jungkook watched as tae calmed a d quiet down. He was still caressing his his head softly waiting for the younger to speak or tell him the reason why he cried while..

Tae just continued to look into jungkook's eyes.

How could he tell the reason?

If he'd tell Jungkook the reason of why's he's crying he's afraid the older might get sad or angry..

But he closes his eyes again for some seconds then opens them to look into the mafia leaders eyes again before speaking with no other thoughts in his head.

"Was I better off without you?"