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Aditi pov: 

I was sleeping peacefully and I heard my stupid alarm sound. Damn!! I hate this. I thought and removed the blanket. I opened my eyes and switched off the alarm. God!! I need some more sleep. I thought and hugged my pillow tightly. Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing, It was Karan. 

"Hello!!" I said picking up the call.

"Sista!! Are you fine?" he asked me with concern.

"Yes of course" I said yawing.

 "Really?" he asked me again. Why is he asking these many times? What happened to him?

"Yes!!" I said walking towards the window. There is a few minutes of silence between us.

"I miss you, Karan" I said remembering for silly fights.

"I miss you too,Sista" he said and his voice is sounding different like he was in pain.

"Are you okay,bhai?" I asked.

"Yeah.. Just thinking about you" he said and I hummed.

"Twinkle, I want to talk a lot with you but I know this is not the right time. I'll definitely give a lecture" he said shocking me. Lecture? for what? I was about to speak but he hung the call.

What happened to him all of a sudden? I cleared my head and went to washroom. I took a quick shower and got ready in blue shirt and black jean. I took my things and went down. 

I went to the dining hall and the food is already waiting for me.

"Good Morning Miss. Ana" I greeted the maid and took my seat.

"Good Morning mam" she greeted me with a warm smile.

"Ana, how many times I told you not to call me like that? It's been three months and you are still calling me Mam. Break the wall Ana, I'm like your friend" I said and she smiled.

"So what have you made for breakfast?" I asked her.

"Eton Mess and scrambled eggs" she said and I smiled. She is the best cook. I love her cooking. I started having my breakfast with a smile on my face.

"I have also made cupcakes. I know you like them" she stated and it hit me somewhere.

"Cupcakes??" I asked her and she nodded. All my memories which I was hiding from the past three months started to flash in front of me. 

"What happened Aditi?" Ana asked breaking my stream of thoughts. 

"I hate Cupcakes" I said and got up from my seat. I loved them once. I loved the person who called me with that name but not anymore. I don't feel anything for him.

"Hey, you haven't ate properly" she said.

"I'm full" I said walking towards the hall. I took my things and left the place immediately. 

"Shall we go?" Jack asked me. He is my driver. 

"No jack. I'll go alone" I said.

"Mam, you are not allowed to go alone. Your dad will kill me if I allow you" he said stopping me.

"Listen, I don't want any babysitters so please stop this" I said and took the car keys from his hands.

"I'm going and don't try to follow me. Let me live my life" I said and hopped into the car. I turned the engine on and started the car. I don't want to go to the university. My thoughts are messed up and I should clear them first. I thought and changed the gear.

I pressed the accelerator and raised the speed. I started driving at the rate of 180. I don't know where I'm going. I don't know what's my destiny is.

These three months changed me a lot. I'm not the same Aditi. Everything changes with time and I'm the live example.

Now, I'm not scared of anything. Not even speed. I love what I became. The day when he pushed me away from his life that day itself I lost me. I lost the charm inside me. 

"You still feel for him right?" my heart asked me.

"Hell Yes, I feel for him but it's love it's hate this time. I loved him a lot. I cared him a lot but what he did to me? he just kicked me away with his leg" I mocked back by that time tears started rolling down.

I pressed the break and my head hit the steering. I looked at the surrounding and then I realized that I was near Liverpool. God!! What happened to you Twinkle? You came so far from your place. I thought. 

I wiped my tears and got down from the car. I leaned on the car's bonnet and all I feel is pain. A lot of pain after a long time. Tears started rolling down my cheeks and I wiped them. 

I stopped thinking about him a long time ago but today's morning incidents brought his memories back. He was only one who called me cupcake. I know one day or the other, I should face him for sure. May be at Karan's marriage. 

"Stay away from me, Aditi" his words are still echoing even after three months. I never talked to him from that day. I know he will be happy for this.

"Miss, are you okay?" I heard a male voice. I turned back and I saw an old man who was looking at me with concern.

"Yeah, I'm fine sir" I said taking a deep breath.

"You are not dear. Something is killing you inside" he said.

"Love!!" I want to shout but I controlled myself.

"No sir, I'm absolutely fine. If you don't mind excuse me. I have to go" I said and hopped into the car. I turned back and decided to go to the college.

I went to college and walked towards my class. 

"Hey Aditi!!" I heard Sonia's voice. I got a new friend here. Sonia's. She is so good and bubbly but she is not my best friend.

I had lost my best friend a long back. I know he lives in England but I haven't seen him once. I tried calling him but all my efforts went in vain.

"Back to Earth" Sonia said breaking my thoughts.

"Yeah!!" I said clearing my head.

"Where is your phone? I called you many times. By the way you missed the first lecture. Where were you?" she asked.

"I woke up late so I came late" I lied on her face. We attended the rest of the classes but my head is still messed up. I hate this feeling. I know it takes time for me to forget him completely. I thought.

"So are you coming for tomorrow's party?" Sonia interrupted me. Party? Once I used to hate this word but now I'm used to that place.

"Yes!! I'll join you" I said with a smile. We both started walking towards outside and suddenly my heart started to raise. What's happening?

"Hey, look at the guy over there. He is hot" Sonia said interrupting me. I looked at her and her eyes were on that guy. I turned my head to see him and my heart skipped a beat after seeing the person.

I was dumb shocked and my legs started to tremble.  All my memories started to flash in front of me.

"Hey what happened?" Sonia asked me and I couldn't answer her question.

All I want is to run away from this spot. He started walking towards me and I turned completely towards Sonia.

"I'm leaving, Sonia. I'll meet up later" I said and started running towards a cab.

"Twinkle!!" I heard his voice after three long months. My heart is picking up it's speed. Damn!! I hate this feeling. Twinkle, you are letting him again. Don't do that. He is already in a relationship. I thought.

I hopped into the cab and asked the driver to take me to my place. Tears started rolling down my cheeks and my face turned red.

What is he doing here? Why is this happening to me again? I don't want to see him again but what is this? I was in the thoughts and the driver stopped the car with a jerk.

I looked out and I saw him again. He blocked the cab with his car. He got down from his car and walked towards me. I wiped my tears and got down from the cab.

You can't hide from him, Twinkle. Face him and all this will be over. I thought.

Vachan pov:

She ignored me and took a cab. It pained me a lot but I deserve her hatred for my fucking behaviour.

I took my car and followed her. I overtaken that cab and blocked it's way.

I'm not going to leave you, Twinkle. You are mine. I thought and got down from the car. I saw her getting down from the cab. I signalled the driver to leave the place.

I looked at her and her face was red stating that she cried. I made her cry. I thought and the guilt broke my heart again.

"Twinkle!!" I called her and she looked at me for the first time. I saw a lot of emotions in those dark orbs.

"What are you doing here?" she asked me after sometime.

"We need to talk" I said.

"There is nothing to talk. I need to go so please don't follow me again" she said and started walking. God!! I should stop her. I thought and caught her hand.

She looked at me and tried to pull her hand back. I pulled her with a lot of force and she hit my chest. God!! I want her to be like this forever.  I thought.

"What are you doing?" she asked breaking my thoughts.

"Let go off me" she shouted and I saw tears in her eyes.

"Say it,Vachan. Say your damn feelings for her" mocked my brain.

"I love you" I said even without thinking about her reaction. She looked at me with her eyes wide open.

She was about to speak but I cut her off.

"Listen Twinkle, I created a lot of mess. I misunderstood you. I'm really sorry for that. Please understand me, cupcake. I'm sorry for everything" I said and she had tears in her eyes.

"What is this? Leave me alone" she said trying to get out of my hold but I tightened my grip.

"Let me go, Mr. Mehra" she shouted.

"No chance. I'm not going to repeat my mistakes" I said.

"Then face this" she said and sprayed something into my eyes. God!! My eyes started to burn like hell.

"Ahhhhhhh" I cried out.

"Don't ever show me your face again" I heard her voice. My eyes, God!! They are burning. She used pepper spray on me. 

Seriously? I never expected this from her. I collapsed on the road and cried loud.

I deserve this. I deserve her hatred. I'm not feeling sad for this because I have to face a lot further. I'll definitely get my girl back. Maybe not today but she will be mine soon.

Aditi pov:

I was in a shock after hearing his words.

"I love you" his voice is still echoing in my ears. What is he thinking of himself? He got engaged to a girl and now he said those words to me.

I'm living a happy life without him.

"Really?" mocked my brain.

"Yes, I don't want him again in my life. He injected a lot of pain before and I'm slowly recovering from it. Now I don't want him to play with my feelings again" I replied back.

I went to my home and rushed to my room. I jumped on to the bed and started crying like hell.

Suddenly, I heard a door knock and I got up from my bed. I opened the door and it was Ana.

"Mam, dinner is ready" she said smiling.

"I'm not hungry, Ana. You have your food" I said and decided to close the door.

"But Vachan sir is waiting for you. He asked me to call you down" she said shocking me.

Vachan!! Why did he came here? I thought he would never come into my life after that pepper spray incident.

"What is he doing here?" I asked clearing my head.

"I don't know mam" she said lowering her head.

"See, I'm not hungry and I don't care about him" I said and closed the door on her face. I walked towards my bed and sat on it.

Why is he haunting me like this? I kept my thoughts aside and went to my washroom. I took a quick shower and dressed up in pj's.  I walked towards my bed and laid on it. Soon I drifted into sleep.

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Suddenly, I heard a grumbling sound from my stomach. God!! I haven't ate anything from morning. I looked at the time. It was 12:30Am.

Twinkle, go and eat something. Vachan will not be there for sure. my inner voice said and I decided to go. I got up from my bed and walked towards the door.

I opened it and went down. I walked towards the dining hall and I saw vachan sitting in front of me with red eyes. Pepper spray effected him a lot.

"You came" he said getting up from his seat. What is he doing here at this time? I turned back to go but my stomach is growling inside.

"Don't show your anger on food, Twinkle" I heard his voice. Why the hell is he calling me Twinkle? I don't want him to call me like that. He don't deserve to call me with that name. I thought.

"Come let's eat" he said breaking my stream of thoughts.  I'm not going to eat with him at any cost.
I lowered my eyes and walked towards the kitchen. I saw him following me but I ignored.

I went to the refrigerator and opened it. I took a juice bottle into my hand and started walking towards the stairs.

"Twinkle!!" I heard his voice.

"Give me a chance yaar. I need to talk to you a lot. Please let me explain you" he said in a crooked voice. I turned towards him and I saw tears in his eyes.

Damn!! I don't know why I can't see his pain. He walked towards me and took my hands into his. He took me to the couch and made me sit on it.

"What are you doing? Leave me" I said.

"It will happen only when I die" he said and knelt before me.

"I'm sorry, it's a small word for what I have done to you. I came to know everything about you, cupcake" he said shocking me. What is he talking about?

"You love me right?" he asked with a spark in his eyes. God!! How did he know that?

"I shouldn't have mistaken you that day. I thought that you are in love with Sid but I was hell wrong. It's my mistake Twinkle. I should have given a chance for you to explain" he said with his eyes filled.

"That day I thought of confessing my feelings for you but I saw you kissing Sid. It broke up heart into million peices. I can't even explain the pain" he said.

"I was hell angry with you and in that angry I agreed to the marriage proposal"

"All I want is your happiness, Twinkle that's why I left you that day. I want you to be happy with Sid so I asked you to stay away from me"

"But I was wrong. These three months made me a mad fellow. It was like a living hell for me"

"I used to think a lot about you. I wanted to call you and hear your voice but my ego stopped me.  I loved you yaar. I loved you from the day I first kissed you. You have no idea how much I missed you"

"You are the only one for me,  Twinkle. I love you and I can't imagine my life without you" he said and laid his head on my lap.

What happened now? Did he mean it? He loves me. I want to hear these words a long back but it is too late now.

How can he think of me like that ? He wanted my happiness so he left me for Sid. How can he leave me like that?

"Say something please" I heard his voice.

"I don't love you,Vachan" I said gulping my tears.

"I never loved you before" I added.

"Really? Then what is this? Who wrote this?" he said showing my dairy.

"I know you are angry with me but don't say that you don't love me. I can't take it" he said with red eyes. God!! He read my dairy. I wrote everything about him in that book.

"You love me, Twinkle. I can see that in your eyes" he said.

"That's was past. I don't love you anymore" I said the truth.

"Only feeling which I feel for you is hate" I said and got up from the couch.

"I know that. You hate me like hell but at that same time you love me too. I'll prove that to you" he said.

"You can't make me fall for you again" I said turning towards him.

"I will. After all you are my dreamgirl" he said shocking me. He came to know about the tattoo also.

"I love you, cupcake and no one can separate us not even in dreams" he said smiling. 

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