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Sidharth pov:

"Where are you son?" my dad asked me on phone.

"In a pub" I said gulping the shot.

"Sid listen, drinking like this won't help you. Start new life man. That's the reason why I sent you to Australia" he shouted.

"Vicku!! I thought the same. I thought of starting a new life with Aditi" I said gulping another shot.

He was about to lecture me but I hung the call. 

"Sorry Vicku" I mumbled. I started drinking and my eyes started to feel heavy. It's been three months but I'm not ready to move on.

Love is pain for me. I would like to suggest not to fall into that pit.

"Hey!" I heard a female voice. I turned my head and I saw a pretty figure in front of me.

"Do you remember me?" she asked breaking my stream of thoughts.

"Who the hell are you?" I asked.

"Last time I saw you in India and now Australia. I don't know why I will always see you in this state" she said folding her hands to the chest.

"Oh, you were the one who took me to your home when I was drunk right?" I asked and she nodded.

"Why do you drink everytime?" she asked.

"To forget the pain" I said gulping another shot.

"What kind of pain?" she asked.

"It's none of your business, I guess" I said and stood up. God!! My head started rotating. I got tripped and she helped me to stand up.

"You can't drive in this state. Let me drop you at your place" she said and took me to her car.

She pushed me into the car and hopped into the other side.

"Can you tell me the address?" she asked and I showed the location on phone.

"Thanks!!" I said and sleep consumed me.

Next day, I got up with severe headache.

"Ahhh" I shouted holding my head.

"Good Morning!!" I heard a voice and I turned my head towards the door. She was the girl who helped last night. What the hell is she doing in my place?

"Take this aspirin" she said breaking my stream of thoughts. I took it from her hand and gulped it.

"What are you still..." I was about to speak but she cut me off.

"Who is Aditi?" she asked shocking me. Hearing her name frustrated me.

"Get out" I shouted.

"What?" she asked me.

"I said you to get out. If you don't then I'll throw you out" I shouted and she clenched her fist.

She gave a look and left the place banging the door.

Vachan pov:

"You won't see me again. Not even in your dreams" her words are still echoing in my ears even after three months of her disappearance.

These three months are the most worst days. I don't know why but her disappearance created an impact on me.

I'm not the same man. I thought if she is far away from me then I can get rid of her thoughts but I was totally wrong.

She is totally messing up with my brain. I don't know why but my tl dream girl stopped coming into my dreams.

I must be happy for that because I got relieved from the fucking thing but I don't know I'm feeling restless. I want her back in my dreams because I'm used to have her in my dreams.

And this marriage is again a hell. My dad is forcing me to marry her soon but my heart is not willing to do that. I agreed to this proposal only because I can get rid of Twinkle. But I realized that I can't get rid of her because I still love her.

"What happened?" I heard Yaswanth's voice.

"Nothing.... just think about the new project" I lied walking towards my seat.

"Really?" he asked raising his eyebrows and I remained silent.

"Come on, don't be silent. Pooja is calling me Vachan. She is asking about you" he said and I opened the files.

"Damn!! I'm talking to you only" he said snatching the file from my hand. 

"When will you go back to London?" I shouted with a frown.

"When I got my friend back" he said and I remained silent.

"These three months changed you a lot. Why don't move on?" he asked.

"I'm trying" I said in a low voice.  He was about to speak but I cut him off. 

"But it's highly impossible. I can't forget her man. She is like my shadow following me everywhere. She is my breathe." I said and my eyes turned red.

"Vachan!!" he called me.

"She is the only one for me, Yash. But I'm not the only one for her. Why? Why me? What have I done yaar?"

"Why did I get into this mess? It's really difficult for me to come out of this grief" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Stop this okay. Let's go to home" he said and dragged me out. He started the car and took me to home. 

I saw Mr. Anurag and Pooja in the hall. What the hell are they both doing here?

"Hey baby!!" Pooja said and rushed towards me. She engulfed me with a hug which I hate the most. I gave a little smile to her.

"I need to talk to you" she said holding my hand.

"Not now. I need some rest" I said and walked towards her dad. I bent my head and took his blessings.

"How are you son?" he asked me.

"Dying inside but showing a fake smile to the people" I thought.

"Fine" I said plastering a fake smile on my face. Well, I got  used to these fake smiles.

"Are you free? We need to talk about your marriage" my dad said. God!! They started again. Why don't they try to understand me?

"Dad, I'm busy right now. We can talk later" I posed a lame excuse.

"When will you talk?" I heard Pooja's voice. I looked at her and she was holding her anger.

"Dad, let's go to home. I'm tired" Pooja said giving me a what- the- hell look and left the place.

"I'll see you later, son" Mr. Anurag said and left the place.

"What's happening with you Vachan? You are the one who asked me to fix the marriage  then why are you not willing to marry her?" Dad shouted. I looked at Yash and he gave me a look to speak out.

"Dad, please give me some time" I was about to speak but he cut me off.

"How much time do you want? When we posed the same question to Karan then he told us to wait for one year. Now tell me how much time do you want" he asked.

"Lifelong. Because you can't forget your Twinkle" mocked my brain.

"See, you don't have any clarity in your life. You are even trying to answer my question" he said. I took a deep breathe and turned to leave.

"I'm talking to you, Vachan" he shouted.

"I'm not in a position to hear you,dad. Please let me figure out. My heart is not willing for this marriage. I need some time" I said and left the place.

I went to my room and locked myself. I shattered all the things and punched my hand to the wall. It started bleeding but I don't care.

My heart is broken like the piece of glass. It can't be fixed. I thought and collapsed on the bed.

Why can't I forget you Twinkle? Why did I loved you to that exact? What you have done to me? I was in my thoughts and suddenly my eyes fell on the paintings which I had sketched a long back.

Those eyes!!!

My dream girl!!!

I got up from my bed and walked towards the paintings. I took it into my hands and trailed my fingers on those eyes.

Why is this girl not coming into my dreams? All I want is to see her for at least once.

A part from all these, those eyes are really familiar to me. I have seen them.

Suddenly, I heard a door knock breaking my stream of thoughts. I opened the door and it was Yash.

"Did Earthquake hit your room?" he asked looking at the shattered things and broken pieces.

"Leave me alone" I said and tired to close the door but he stopped me.  He entered inside and sat on the bed.

"I'm not leaving you alone. Because I'm your best friend who will stay in your life no matter what happens" he said bringing a smile on my face. 

This guy is just awesome. He really know how to make me smile. I walked towards the mini fridge and took the beer bottles.

We started drinking and he took the painting into his hands.

"Are you still painting those eyes?" he asked.

"Sometimes" I said gulping the beer in one go.

"Go slow man" he said and I gave a smirk to him.

"I hate this life man. I just wanna die. Life without Twinkle is so horrible than I thought" I said and I felt tears in my eyes.

"See how I became. She changed me into a weak person. Love changed everything. But at least she is happy with Sid. That's enough for me" I said and my eyes felt heavy.

I rested my head on the pillow and closed my eyes to feel the pain.

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I felt like someone's shaking my shoulders. I heard a voice from all the corners. God!! What's happening.

"Vachan!!!" I heard a angelic voice. Yeah, it's her. The girl of my dreams. It's been a long time.

I heard the voice from one corner and I walked towards the door. I opened it and I saw her. After these fucking three months.

"Hey!!" I called her and she turned towards with a scarf tied to her face.

"How are you?" she asked blinking her eyes. Damn!! Those eyes. I have a strong connection with them.

"Where are you these three months? Why are you not showing up?" I asked talking steps towards her.

"I promised you man. Then why did are asking me again?" she said.

"Promise? What are you talking about?" I asked and I heard her chuckling.

"How is your life going? Are you missing me? Say yes, because I missed you like hell" she said with tears in her eyes and I don't know why but I feel the pain in my heart too.

"Who are you? Please reveal yourself. I'm already in a lot of  pain. Please don't leave me alone" I said.

"You are the one who asked me to leave you. Then why the hell are you asking me to come back" she said with red eyes.

What is she talking about? I'm not getting.

"What do you want to know about me? If you want to see my face then I'm ready to reveal myself" she said breaking my stream of thoughts.

"Please tell me whom you are" I said and walked towards the mirror and stood in front of it. I stood behind her seeing her every action. Her hands moved towards the scarf and she opened it looking straight into my eyes.

My legs started trembling after seeing her face. I took the support of the wall and controlled myself.

"Twinkle!! Is that you?" I asked aftering getting out of the shock.

"Yeah!! I'm her soul" she said with red eyes. I moved her long hair towards the other side and I saw the butterfly tattoo.

"You killed her, Vachan. You killed my body completely" she said turning towards me.

"She loved you a lot, Vachan. You are her life but what have you done? You killed her completely with your bull shit words" she said.

"What you had seen that day is not true. It was Sid who kissed her. He kissed her forcefully.  She didn't loved him. It was Sid who had developed feelings for her" she said.

"How could you do this? I don't know why I'm coming into your dreams but we are planned together. Get me back, Vachan. Fix this Vachan. Get your love back" she said and vanished.

I opened my eyes and my heart is jumping. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. What just happened now? Is this a dream?

Twinkle!! She is my dream girl. I couldn't believe this. I walked towards the painting and fixed it to the board.

I wiped the tears from my eyes  and started sketching the remaining portion. I painted her lips and then hair.

Suddenly, I heard a voice.

"What are you doing?" Yash asked me.

"It's Twinkle. She is the girl of my dreams" I said still painting her face.

"Have you gone mad? This is the reason why I told you to not to drink more" he said and snatched the paint brush from my hand.

"Just stup your damn mouth. I saw her again in my dreams and she revealed her face. This is true man. Twinkle is my girl" I said and showed the painting to him.

"She told me everything man. I did a mistake. I should fix it" I said crying and he hugged me tightly.

"Shhhh.... what happened to you man? I never saw you like this before. You haven't done anything wrong. Let's fix this, okay" he said tapping my shoulder.

"Do you really mean what you are saying? I mean Twinkle Aka dream girl" he asked and I nodded.

"Okay, don't get into conclusions. Let's find out whether it is true or not" he said and I nodded.

"See, we will go tomorrow and find out" he said and I nodded.

"Come sleep" he said and dragged me.

"No man. You go and sleep. She took my sleep away" I said and walked towards the balcony.

"You won't see me again. Not even in your dreams" Twinkle's words are echoing in my ears.

I took the painting and hugged it to my heart. I did a mistake. I should find out the truth. I thought and walked to the downstairs.

I took my car keys and went out. I hopped into the car and went to Twinkle's house. I parked the car at the end of the street and climbed the fence.

I took the pipeline and went to her room. God!! I missed this place. This is my sweetest place. All my moments with Twinkle started to flash in my mind.

I looked at the teddy and hugged it tightly. I miss you, cupcake. I thought and tears started again. 

Come on Vachan, go and search. Get some details about the tattoo. I thought and walked towards the cupboard.

I opened it and started searching for any clue. I took the albums and turned all the photos but there is no sign of the tattoo.

God!! Where to search? I almost searched everything here. I walked towards the bed and sat on it. Suddenly, my eyes fell on the photo frame on the bed table. It was Twinkle. I took the photo into my hand and kissed it.

"I'm sorry, cupcake" I mumbled with tears. My eyes fell on the book which was next to the frame. 

It was Twinkle's diary. I thought and took it into my hands.

How is the chapter? I hope you enjoyed it.

***unedited***

Guys what do you think of the story? Every character is so close to me.

Yash!! Everyone should need a friend like him.

Vachan!! Everyone should love a person like him.

Aditi!! One should be loved like her.

She has two epic love stories meaning she is loved to that exact for her character. 

Guess what is going to come next?

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Ramzz