51 | "She taught me both love and pain"

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Siddarth pov:

I opened my eyes when a ray of light hit my face. I looked at my surroundings and I was in a bed and the room is so beautiful. Wait!! Where am I? This is not my room.

"Good Morning!!" I heard a girl's voice. 

"Who are you?" I asked getting up from the bed. My head God!! It's aching.

"A stranger " she said smiling and I saw a aspirin tablet in her hand.

"Take this. You will feel better" she said giving me the tablet. I took it from her hand and gulped it.

"What happened to me?" I asked.

"You were very upset yesterday because of a girl and you drank a lot. You couldn't even walk properly so I brought you to my place" she said folding her hands and the last night incidents started to flash in my mind.

All I feel is pain. I hate the feeling of being rejected. I loved her like hell but she chose Vachan over me.

It's my mistake to fall for her. It's my mistake to love her without knowing her feelings. The moment I confessed her. I lost two things. One is my first love and the other is our friendship.

A silent tear escaped from my eyes thinking about my life. I had created a lot of mess. I thought that she will accept me and I can have a great future with her. But I was wrong.

"Hey!!" I heard her voice and I wiped my eyes. 

"Thanks for the help" I said walking towards the door.

"You can also share your problems with me. I'll help you to heal" she said.

"I don't need your help miss" I said and left the place.

Vachan pov:

I stood near the glass window thinking about my fucking life.

How I came to India?

How I met Twinkle in Preethi's store?

How I fought with her for silly things?

How I tought her driving?

How I kissed her for the first time? Everything.

A silent tear dropped from my right eye and I wiped it. Suddenly, I heard a door knock.

"Come in" I said without turning back.

"Sir, You have an appointment with Miss. Pooja" I heard my PA's voice. Pooja? Who the hell is she? I never heard that name before.

"Who is she?" I asked facing my PA.

"She is the daughter of Mr. Anurang Sharma" Meghana said shocking me. Then I realized that she was girl whom I should meet and discuss about the proposal.

"Send her in" I said and walked towards my seat. I sat and waited for her patiently. What should I talk to her? I'm not interested in this proposal but I have to do it to get rid of Twinkle. I thought and took a deep breathe.

I heard the door knock and I asked her to come in. She opened the door and stepped in.

She is beautiful but I don't know why is my heart not accepting he.

"Vachan, she is just beautiful but your girl Twinkle is an angel for you" mocked my brain and I closed my eyes with frustration.

"Hey!!" she said breaking my stream of thoughts.

"H..helloo" I said stammering a little. She took her seat and I was looking at me intently. What the fuck? I can't tolerant this. I averted my gaze from her and remined silent.

"So are we going to continue here?" she asked breaking the ice.

"What?" I asked as I didn't get her.

"I mean we are not having a professional meeting right? We can go to a restaurant and talk about our lives" she said.

Seriously? God!! Is it an official date? I don't want to go with her for God sake. I don't want to accept her as my date parter.

For me, only Twinkle is my crime parter as well as date parter. I can't go with any one atleast even after falling in love with Twinkle.

"What happened Vachan? What the hell are you thinking? Why do you still love her man? She broke your heart. Do you understand what it means. She is killing you inside. She is doing romance with others. Then why the hell are you still caring her. She is living her life and you live yours" my stupid brain mocked me. And I realized what exactly is was thinking.

"Hey!! What happened?" I heard Pooja's voice breaking my trance. I was about to speak but I got interrupted with the door.

I turned my head towards the door and I was shocked to see Twinkle. My heart picked up it's speed and those horrible incidents started replaying in my head.

She looked at me and Pooja. She gave me what-the-hell-is-going-on here look.

"What are you doing here?" this is what all I could ask. Twinkle was about to speak but Pooja cut her off

"Who is she Vachan? Is she your PA?" Pooja asked looking at me. What the fuck? She is not my PA she is my life. The one who changed everything in me.

"She is Aditi. Rajesh uncle's daughter" I said without looking at her. Because when I look into those orbs all I could see is that kiss.

"Oh, what is she to you, Vachan?" Pooja asked. God! I want to slap this girl. Here I'm controlling my feelings for Twinkle and this girl is irritating me.

"Just a friend, Pooja" I said looking at Twinkle. I want her to be my life parter but she chose some other one.

"Vachan!! Go head. Introduce Pooja as your fiance. It's time for you to move on. It's time for you give up on Twinkle. She is not meant to be yours" my inner voice said and I took a deep breathe.

"Well Aditi meet Pooja, my fiance" I said finally. God!! I never expected that I would introduce someone as my fiance to the person whom I loved.

"Would you please excuse us, Aditi? We both thought of having lunch outside" Pooja said breaking the stream of my thoughts. I looked at Pooja and tried to give a fake smile.

"Okay, I'll wait outside. Come fast" Pooja said and left the place. I walked towards the couch and took my things. I can feel Twinkle's eyes on me. But I decided to ignore her.

"Is this true?" I heard her voice. Come on Vachan. Say it. I thought.

"Yes!! I liked her a lot, Aditi" I said waking towards the door.

"Well, you like her but you don't love her" Twinkle said holding my hand.

Love? Yes I won't love Pooja and I don't think that I'll love her.

Because I love you and I'll keep loving you till my last day on this planet. I thought and my heart started to bleed inside.

No!!no.. I can't take this pain anymore. I'll get rid of Aditi here itself. I want to end this pain here itself. I thought and decided to speak harshly to her.

"Stop it Aditi. Why the hell are you worrying about me? It's my life and let me live it. Moreover, I don't love anyone" I shouted and It might scared her.

For the first time, I called her by the name.

"Really? You don't love anyone" she asked looking straight into my eyes. Damn!! Her eyes I can't look into them. She will find out my feelings if I look at her. So I averted my gaze.

"Yes!!" I said and jerked her hand. I rushed out of the cabin banging the door behind me.

I went out and I saw Pooja waiting for me. I took her to a restaurant and she started talking about her life. 

All I could hear is Twinkle's voice. God!! My head is messing up with me.

I had my lunch silently just with a fucking smile on my face. She is so talkative but I love only Twinkle's voice. Again Twinkle. I just wanna shout out of my lungs.

After the lunch she asked me to take out but I'm not in a mood. I posed a lame excuse and went to my home.

I went inside and I saw my dad and uncle's family in the hall. I didn't find Twinkle with them.

Damn!! Again thinking about her. I thought and pulled my hair out with frustration.

"How is the girl?" Dad asked pulling me back to present.

"She is good" I lied with a fake smile.

"So what is your answer?" Dad asked getting up from the couch. What answer? I said yes even without seeing her because I eat to get rid of Twinkle thoughts.

"Obviously yes!!" I said again and Karan came and hugged me.

"Congratulations dude" he said patting my shoulder. All I could do is to give a fake smile.

"Okay let's plan for engagement tomorrow" Dad said shocking me.

"What? Are you serious?" I asked getting out my shock.

"Yes of course. Karan's engagement is tomorrow so let's plan yours too" he said smiling. What the fuck? I don't want to get engaged so soon.

"But we had just met now" I said giving an annoyed look.

"So what? You liked her right? Then get ready for your engagement" dad said and I reminded silent. 

"I want you to be happy son. Please do this for me" he said and I nodded my head as I don't want to hurt him. 

"Perfect!! I'm really happy" Karan said in excitement and I gave a fake smile.

"Vachan, do you find anyone missing?" Karan asked and I know whom he is referring.

"Well, where is Aditi?" I asked him trying to sound normal.

"She went out with friends, I guess. She was not even lifting my calls. Please do call her because she will lift your calls" he said.

My calls? Never. Once, my number was added to her block list. How can I think she will lift my calls after today's incident? I shouted on her like a mad fellow but I need this. I need to be far away from her and this is the only way.

"Hey!! Back to Earth" Karan asked waving a hand in front of me.

"Yeah, I'll call her" I lied to him.

"Okay, let's go for shopping. We have to buy a lot of stuff for tomorrow" Karan said and dragged me outside.

"Hey!! Call your girl and I'll call my Jhaan. It would be nice if we go shopping with them" Karan said. Damn!! This guy is really crazy about this marriage.

"Okay" I muttered and called to Pooja. I told her about the engagement thing and she got excited. God!! Everyone is happy except me. I thought.

I asked her to meet me at sea woods grand central mall. She instantly agreed and we drove towards the mall.

"Hey!! Why did you agreed to this proposal?" Karan asked breaking my train of thoughts.

To get rid of your sister. I want to shout but I can't do that.

"For my dad's happiness" I said with a smile.

"Something is changed in you man. You are not the same Vachan whom I know" he said.

"Your attitude in everything has been changed. I never seen you talking so good to people but I found it recently. Moreover, I never thought that you will marry but you have changed my opinion" he said with a smile.

All the credits goes to your sister. She changed me a lot. She tought what is love and also what is pain. I thought and again my heart started aching badly.

Soon we reached the mall and I saw Pooja waiting for me. I walked towards her and she engulfed me with a hug.

Hug? All I could think is Twinkle hugging me tightly in the train. That was the first time. I felt something strange in my heart. 

Aditi pov:

His words are still echoing in my ears.

How could he say those words? My legs were trembling and I collapsed on the floor.

I hugged my face with my palm and started crying like a small baby. Yeah, it hurts. It's paining badly.

I cried till there are no tears in my eyes to shed. I stood up and walked out. I went to my home and I find my parents missing.

Where they went? I want to go and hug my mom tightly. I took my phone and I saw missed calls from my brother. 

Karan!! I just wanna hug you. I thought and tears started rolling down my cheeks. I dialed back to him and he picked up the call for the first ring.

"Where are the hell did you kept your phone?" he asked me in anger.

"I'm sorry. It was in silent mode" I said in a low voice.

"Hey!! What happened to you, sista? Are you fine?" he asked me with concern and I silently cried.

"Twinkle, where are you? Tell me I'll be there in few minutes" he said.

"I'm fine, Karan. Don't worry about me. Tell me where are you?" I asked after taking a deep breathe.

"I'm at seawoods buying stuff for tomorrow's ceremony " he said.

"What?" I asked him.

"Hey!! I forgot to say, tomorrow I'm going to get engaged to Deepika. I thought of saying you today morning but you had left early" he said.

"It's okay bhai. Congratulations" I muttered out.

"Not only me. Vachan is also getting engaged to Pooja" he said and that name itself brought tears in my eyes.

"I think Vachan might have filled you the details" Karan asked and I hummed gulping my tears.

"Why don't you join us, Twinkle? Please help me with shopping" Karan asked.

"No bhai. I can't come. You please cary on" I said as I don't want to face that idiot again.

"Please sista.. please" Karan asked in a pleading tone and I couldn't say no to my lovingly brother.

"Okay, I'll join you" I said and hung the call. I went to my room and looked myself in the mirror.  My face and eyes were red stating that I cried a lot . I went to washroom and washed my face.

I did my makeup again and took a deep breathe. You are not going to think about that idiot. You are just going to help your brother. I thought and again I felt tears in my eyes.

No!! No.. you are not going to cry for a heartless person like him. Don't spoil your makeup. I thought and wiped my fresh tears.

I went to the shopping mall and I parked my car. I went inside and I saw my brother and Deepika looking at the dresses.

"Karan!!" I called him and he turned towards me.

"Sista!!" he said and engulfed into a hug. God!! All I want is this. Someone for me. Someone's shoulder for me to cry. I thought and controlled my tears. I don't want to face Vachan at any cost. I may not control myself.

"Come on, select a suit for me" he asked and I nodded. I started searching and I found one.

"Try this, bhai" I said giving him the red colored suite.

"Do you want me to try this?" he asked and I nodded.

"Go, we will both wait outside of the trail room" Deepika said and he nodded. He made his way towards the trail room and I looked at Deepika.

"What the hell happened to you? You are looking so dull and devastated" she said.

"I'm fine, Deepika. Don't worry about me" I said with a small smile on my face.

"Okay, come on let's buy a dress for you" she said and dragged me to the ladies section.

"Hey! We should wait for my brother to come" I said.

"Don't worry. He will join us soon" she said and I gave up. She was searching for dresses for me and all I was feeling is to not to see Vachan at any cost.

"See, what I got for you" Deepika said showing me a peach colored frock.

"Now go and try this" she said and took me to the trail room. And to my shock I saw Vachan who was waiting patiently near the door. God!! This sight is killing me. I didn't even looked at him. I averted my gaze and turned completely towards Deepika.

"Hey!! Did you both completed your shopping?" Deepika asked Vachan.

"We are almost done. She is trying few other dresses" he said and my blood boiled.

"I don't want to try this" I said to Deepika.

"You are trying. Go to the next room" she said and pushed me to the next room. I wore the dress and looked myself in the mirror. It fitted me very well. But I'm not in a mood to showcase myself.

I opened the door and to my shock I saw Vachan in front of me. He was looking at me with out blinking his eyes. It made me feel disgusted. How can he look at me like that when he is going to get married to some other?

"Vachan, how is this dress?" I heard Pooja's voice and Vachan turned towards her.

"Perfect!! You look so beautiful baby" he said walking towards her and she engulfed into a hug.

It's killing my insides. I can't take it any more.

"I love you, Vachan" she said and kissed his cheeks. I went back into the trail room and closed the door behind me. I collapsed on the floor and started crying.

What have I done to you? Why did you choose her over me? Why did you kissed me? I cried leaning my head to the wall.

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***unedited***

Well, I wrote a long part of vachan's pov because I want you guys to feel his pain too. I think I have achieved that.

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