50 | "It's hurting me inside"

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Aditi pov:

I was about to speak but he sealed me with his lips. God!! What the hell is this? Tears are rolling my cheeks. All I could do is, I pushed him with lot of force. 

I slapped him on his cheek and started crying.

"What do you think of me?" I shouted.

"Aditi.." he was saying but I cut him off.

"Did you just did that? Did you just kissed me?" I asked. He started walking towards me and I showed my hand to stop him.

"I never loved you,Sid. You are my best friend but I never thought of sharing my life with you" I said crying. 

"You spoiled everything. How could you think of me like that?" I asked and he had tears in his eyes too.

God!! I'm the reason. I'm hurting my friend. But he should know the truth that I love Vachan. I can't hide it any more.

"I love Vachan" I said taking a deep breathe.

"What?" he asked.

"Vachan, he is my life and I can't live without out him" I said and left the place without turning back.

I took a cab and asked the driver to take me home. Tears were on there way.

I miss him. I miss my best friend. He won't talk to me again. All the moments with Sid started to flash in my head.

I went to my home and I saw my family in the hall.

"What happened?" Karan asked looking at my face.

"I'm tired" I said with a fake smile on my face.

"Did Vachan came? He told me that he will pick you up" Karan asked. God!! Vachan must be waiting for me there. I thought.

"Actually, I took a cab. I'll call him and inform him that I'm home" I said.

"Why a cab? You could ask Sid to drop you right?" Karan asked and hearing Sid's name itself brought tears in my eyes.

"Yeah! He told that he would drop me but I don't want to trouble him. So I came alone" I said and he nodded.

"Okay, I need rest" I said gulping my tears. I went to my room. I jumped onto my bed and started crying.

Why me Sid? I never thought like that of you but how could you think of me like that?

I pulled the pillow into my hands and hugged it tightly.

I love you, Sid but as a friend. I can't give my heart to you. Well I know that I had lost him completely. I never excepted that our friendship would turn like this.

The moment he confessed me about his feelings, that's the moment when I lost my best friend.

He is there in every phase of my life and supported me in everything. Now everything is changed with his confession.

I'm not angry with him. I'm feeling bad for him. I know the feeling of being rejected. I broke his heart into million pieces. We can't move like a normal friends for sure. I thought with tears in my eyes.

Suddenly, Karan's words flashed into my mind. Vachan!! I should call him. I thought and took my phone from my wallet.

I don't want to say this incident to Vachan. I don't want Vachan to hate Sid. I took a deep breath and dialed to Vachan.

It was ringing but there is no response. I tried again but I had no response again.

Why the hell is he not lifting my calls? I threw my phone on the bed and collapsed on the bed. 

Why this is happening to me? I thought that I would have a best day with Vachan but I lost my best friend. Soon, I drifted into sleep thinking about Sid.

Vachan pov:

I started my car and pressed the accelerated. Tears! I felt tears rushing out my eyes. I hit the steering with my hand and wiped my eyes.

I don't know why I'm crying. I don't know why I can't stop this fucking tears. I stopped the car and got down from it. I hit the glass window with my hand and my knuckles turned red.

I closed my eyes and that fucking incident started to flash in my mind. I felt weak all of a sudden. I knelt on my knees on the road and I let my tears to flow.

"No!! I can't take this heart break. God!! It's hurting inside. Can someone help me?" I shouted out of my lungs.

I heard my phone ringing and I saw the screen with blurred eyes. It was Twinkle. I threw my phone into the car and cried out.

"This is not me. This is not Vachan. Come on, hate her Vachan" my brain mocked me.

"God!! How can I hate her? I love her for God sake. I can't hate her. She is my life" I said to my heart. 

"If I was a heartless Vachan then I would have definitely hated her but she changed me. She filled my heart with love" I mocked back.

"It's my mistake actually. I should have asked her before. I should have learned this before.I should have known her relationship with Sid"

"At least she should have stopped me when I'm kissing her. She didn't stopped me. Why?"

"Stop thinking Vachan. You are the one who kissed her at the first place. You didn't even gave her a chance to escape" mocked my brain.

It's me who loved her. It's me who filled my heart with her but she had already given her heart to someone else.

God!! I never thought that I would cry for a girl. Hell, it's hurting me a lot. I took a box from my pocket and opened it.

It was the ring which I bought for my girl. No!! She is not your girl. She is only Twinkle. No not even Twinkle she is Aditi for you. I thought and wiped my tears.

I don't want to cry for a girl. It pains but I should move on.

I love her and I want her to be happy so I'll leave her alone so that she can be happy with Sid. I'm not going to be in her life. I thought and got up from the road. I wiped my tears and took a deep breathe.

I started the car to my house and went there. I parked my car and went inside.

"You came?" I heard Dad's voice.

"Yeah!" I said turning towards him.

"What happened son? You look so dull and messed" he asked walking towards me. How can I say that I'm broken?

"I'm fine, dad. Stressed a little bit" I said with a fake smile.

"Okay, Don't be a workaholic person man. Is is head hurting?" he asked caressing my cheek. No!! My heart is hurting. I said to myself. 

"Yeah. I'll take some rest" I said and turned to leave as I can't control myself from breaking down.

"Hey!! It's not a right thing to ask now but I have to ask. Did you think anything about the proposal?" he asked.

What to think dad? I love Twinkle for God sake and now I got broken.

I was about to speak but he cut me off.

"Son, are you in any relationship?" he asked shocking me. Relationship? Well I want to have a life long relationship with Twinkle but It won't happen.

"No dad. I'm single and I want to be like this" I said clearing my head.

"Till when? Huh? If you love any girl then tell me. I'll talk to her parents" he said annoying me. What is he thinking?

"Okay" I said nodding my head dumbly.

"Think about this girl. She is so good and is a perfect match for you" he said. What the fuck?

"Sure dad" I said and turned to leave. 

I made my way towards the staircase and my dad words started to echo in my ears.

"If you want to move on. Then go and agree to the proposal. This girl will help you to get rid of Twinkle thoughts. Go Vachan. Go and agree" my brain mocked and I stopped my tracks.

"Am I taking a right decision?" I asked myself.

"Of course yes. Twinkle is going to be happy with Sid and you should be happy with some one else so go and accept" said my brain and I turned back. I rushed down and I saw my dad in the kitchen.

"It's yes for me" I said and he turned towards me.

"What?" he asked.

"I'll accept this proposal" I said and he got shocked after hearing my statement.

"That's great" he said hugging me and I gave a fake smile.

"Okay, I'll inform them" he said breaking the hug and I went back to my room. I collapsed on the bed as I felt weak all of a sudden.

I thought today would be the best day in my life but it turned into a worst day. It's all because of this fucking love.

Next day, I got ready in formals as I decided to go to office. I looked myself in the mirror. My eyes were looking red as I didn't have a sleep last night.

I walked towards the mini fridge and took a beer bottle. I placed it in my bag and went down.

"Good Morning!!" Dad greeted me.

"Morning dad. I'm going to office" I said taking my car keys.

"Why so early?" he asked.

"Work" I said with a fake smile.

"By the way, I have contacted Mr.Anuragh. His daughter will meet you at the office" he said shocking me.

"What? I don't want to meet anyone" I said giving an annoyed look.

"But she wants to meet you and I can't do anything in this. It's good for you too" he said and I nodded as I don't have any other choice.

"Okay, bye now" I said and left the place. I walked towards the car and hopped into it. I turned the engine and started driving fast. I switched on the music player to listen to music.

You're the light, you're the night You're the color of my blood You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could mean so much...

Damn!! These lyrics are reminding Twinkle. I felt tears in my eyes. God!! These fucking tears.

I turned off the music player and wiped my tears. I took the beer from my bag with one hand looking at the road. I opened it and I started drinking.

I reached my office and went directly into my cabin. I threw my jacket on the couch and walked towards the glass window.

Yes, she is the light in my life. Yes, she is cure for me. Yes, she is the whole world to me.Yes, I want to spend my rest of her.

Yes, I love her like hell but she loves someone else. A silent tear escaped from my eyes.

Aditi pov:

Next day, I woke up with puffy eyes. I took my phone and dialed to Vachan but there is no response from his side.

I dialed to Sid to make sure that he is fine but he too didn't pick up my call. Last night's incident brought tears in my eyes. I wiped my eyes and got up from my bed.

I did my morning chores and dressed up in a salwar. I'm going to meet Vachan at any cost. I don't know why is he not lifting my calls.

I took my phone and went down. My dad and mom are discussing about Karan's engagement.

"Mom, I'm going to uncle's house" I said.

"For what?" she asked.

"Actually I have a work with Vachan. I should talk about my higher studies" I lied. Well Aditi, you became professional in lying. I thought.

"He went to office it seems" dad said. Why so early? I thought.

"Okay dad. I'll go to office" I said and took the car keys. I started the office and went to the office.

I took the elevator and went to his floor. I saw his PA in the reception.

"Good Morning Mam" she greeted me.

"Good Morning Meghana. Where is Vachan?" I asked.

"Sir is in a meeting" she said.

"Meeting? At this time?" I asked as it is so early for a meeting.

"Yeah, he is in a meeting with Mr. Anurang's daughter" she said.

"Okay, I have to meet him. Would you please tell him that I'm waiting here?" I asked.

"Sorry mam. It's not possible" she said. God!! What is the meeting? That too with a girl. I should meet him at any cost. I thought.

"Okay, but you can't stop me from going to his cabin" I said and walked into his cabin.

I saw a girl in a mini skirt and she was looking beautiful. My eyes turned towards Vachan and he was looking at me with no expression on his face.

"Hey!!" I said in a low voice. All I want is a hug from him.

"What are you doing here?" he asked coldly. What happened to him? Is this meeting more important than me?

I was about to speak but the girl cut me off.

"Who is she Vachan? Is she your PA?" she asked. PA? Am I looking like an employee?

"She is Aditi. Rajesh uncle's daughter" he said without looking at me.

"Oh, what is she to you, Vachan?" she asked looking at me. Why is she so curious about my relationship with Vachan?

"Just a friend, Pooja" he said looking at me. Friend? It's hurting me inside.

"Well Aditi meet Pooja, my fiance" he said shocking me. Wait!! Did I heard that word?

"Would you please excuse us, Aditi? We both thought of having lunch outside" she said breaking my stream of thoughts. I looked at Vachan and he was smiling looking at her.

"Okay, I'll wait outside. Come fast" she said and left the place. I looked at Vachan and he was busy taking his things.

"Is this true?" I asked controlling my tears.

"Yes!! I liked her a lot, Aditi" he said waking towards the door.

"Well, you like her but you don't love her" I said holding his hand. God!! He is breaking my heart.

"Stop it Aditi. Why the hell are you worrying about me? It's my life and let me live it. Moreover, I don't love anyone" he said shocking me.

God!! I thought he is loving me. He is calling me Aditi. For the first time I'm hearing that name from his mouth.

"Really? You don't love anyone" I asked hoping that he would say my name.

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