"You're breaking up with me?" I stood there in disbelief. He was breaking up with me. I was boyfriendless if that's even a word. Mom was going to be disappointed and utterly mad. I'm sure she would find a way to get us back together.

"Yes. Was that not clear." Jason retorted back. The lack of sympathy in his tone was annoying. His pretty blond hair was messy, I just wanted to touch it. 

No. Stop that. 

"You are a jerk. Why are you breaking up with me?" I sounded stupid and naive. If he didn't want me, that was his problem. I wasn't less than him, but as his words replayed in the back of my mind I wondered why he was doing this.

"I guess being with someone for almost four years does that to a person. I'm bored. I'm tired of you and our relationship."

"Fuck off." I sound lame and pathetic, but I am speechless. I have no words to describe how I'm feeling.

"Gladly." He slammed my car door as he left. I jumped a little, my nervous system being sensitive in these moments.

I threw my head against the wheel. Fuck Jason. Fuck him. I'm not boring. I'm Diana Lewis for fuck sake.

I left the mall's parking lot and headed for the nearest cold stone. I ordered a large chocolate ice cream not caring that tomorrow the sugar and extra calories were going to show in my cheerleading uniform.

Fuck him. Fuck him. Fuck him.

That was my initial reaction when the so-called love of my life broke up with me. I was confused and pissed off. We had an amazing four years together. We've always been friends since our families roamed in the same circle, but during freshman year we clicked and started dating. Our parents were ecstatic, to say the least. I mean the son of one of the best lawyers in town and the daughter of one of the best fashionistas, it was the perfect duo.

I wasn't expecting the break-up. No one was. We were the it couple. The ones that were getting married and all that jazz. Spoiler alert we aren't anymore. A week later after the break-up, I caught him and my so-called best friend Alyssa making out in the school's parking lot.

He did say he was bored of me. Guess he found someone more interesting.

Losing your best friend is never easy. Breaking up the classic trio is not easy either. Thankfully I had my other best friend.

Nia Harper.

I absolutely adore her. She was always by my side and helped me get over the humiliation that stupid break-up caused. High school sucks sometimes. No matter how hard I tried to avoid Jason and Alyssa we were bound to spend time together. Either in cheerleading practice, our parents' house, or parties. They were everywhere.

I couldn't run away like a coward. I wasn't that type of person. I was strong, fearless even.

The breakup was unexpected but it did give me some positive things. I was able to grow as a person. I hadn't been single in four years. I had spent my whole high school experience with an imbecile. At least I thought he was an imbecile now. He probably always was, but I was too dumb to notice.

However, Jason's words still stuck with me. I was boring. I was uninteresting. After a while, you get tired of me. Was that all true? Was that why Alyssa betrayed me?

I open my laptop and head over to the Instagram tab. Did you know you can open Instagram on your laptop? I didn't up until the other day when I was undergoing extreme stalking. Don't even ask. Sometimes you got to do what you got to do.

Obviously, the stalking led to nowhere as I ended up on his cousins' sister's boyfriend's aunt's page. It was horrible, who puts cats in all their post?

The sunlight rays hit my eyes making me squint. You know, sunsets are always my favorite part of the day. It's when the time feels to go slower as the colors change. Sometimes you get to see strokes of different shades of blue. Other days you get to see orange and red strokes. And some days, if you're lucky shades of pink are drawn on the sky.

Sunsets remind me of feelings for people. They can change every day or they can be like one big sunset. Changing gradually from a very strong yellow going into lighter colors of blue, yellow, and orange gradually combining to reveal the night. A process that happens so slow yet so fast you barely even notice it. You blink once and you already missed it. 

Hey... So, first chapter is out. Lets ignore the annoying fact that it's awfully short. I kind of didn't properly save it and lost it. *laughs* Had to rewrite it. 

What do we think? 

Anyways, I plan on updating weekly (usually wednesday or thursday) until I have the whole book written. Then I'll start doing updates three time a week.  But honestly, I don't have an updating scheduale right now. 

Hope you guys enjoy it! Feel free to vote and comment. 

PS. Drivers License goes to well in this situation... Alyssa is blond. 

K. Bye for now.