Authors note:
So I understand that the last chapter was a cliff hanger. Please understand that I write at the speed I can write. I understand that you all are eager to read the next chapter, but once again, I write at the speed I'm able to write at. Its either I give consistent updates, or I write longer chapters that will come at the most, once a week. I don't have time to edit longer chapters. I did have this queued up to be posted tonight, but I almost didn't post it because I feel less inclined to write when more people demand I do. Y'all want my books to stay free, yet demand chapters like this is my full time job. Please enjoy the chapters when I can get them up, and appreciate the time I carve out to write them.

Warning: Explicit Content
Christian

I tossed Alex back onto his bed. I tried to do it as gently as possible, but his moans and groans were driving me absolutely mental, and I was growing impatient. He had tried his best to get my shirt off when I was holding him, but the sweater was a little difficult to pull out from my waistline.

Once I set him down on the bed, I was able to slip off his shoes and my own, before tugging at my clothes. I felt his eyes on me once I undid the bottom of my pants. Before I could pull them down, Alex sat up at the edge of the bed, and pulled them down for me. Seeing him in the direct view of my crotch made my cock twitch. I couldn't even fathom how I'd feel in his mouth. His hands moved to touch my bulge, but instead, I bent down to slip his shirt off.

"Move further up the bed." I directed him. He shimmied up until his head was rested on one of his pillows. Our eyes were glued to each other and our body movements, the entire time. I couldn't not look at him.

My body slowly crawled onto the bed until I made it to his waist. I all but ripped those damn buttons off his khakis, and the pants were pulled down in one fluid motion. I felt his breathing hitched when my fingers grazed against his bulge. The briefs he had chosen to wear today, had the Nirvana smiley logo all over them. They looked like perfection against his skin.

I climbed further up to attach my lips to his again. His breathing was sporadic by now, as he tried to capture oxygen between my kisses. It felt amazing feeling him beneath me as I kissed him. I ground my crotch against his, and he broke our kiss to let out a load moan.

"Fuck, Christian!" He called out, as his hips buckled up. That made me grip the sheets of the bed tighter. I began this slow torturous process of grinding ourselves together. Alex's hands had since latched on to my back as his eyes shut tight. After a few more thrusts, I had to stop, otherwise I was definitely going to cum in my briefs.

"Alex." I whispered hoarsely into his ear. He shuddered hard against me. "Tell me what you want." My tongue slid out against the side of his neck, as I nibbled at the skin there.

His grip tightened on me, and his hips buckled up again. I pulled my hips away before he could grind himself against me again. "Tell me." I growled at him again.

"Y-You." He stuttered out between pants. "I want you."

And that was the green light I needed. I slipped both Alex and my boxers off with ease. When Alex glanced down to take a look at me, his eyes grew wider.

"Don't worry," I whispered down at him. "I'll be as gentle and as slow as you want me to." I placed one long sweet kiss against his lips, before I started to redirect the kisses to his neck, then chest.

I could feel his pounding heartbeat against my lips as I continued further down. He was stuck between watch me intensely, and having his eyes roll back. When I reached his lower waist, right above his cock, his hips buckled up again at me. One hand grabbed hold of his cock, as his hands secured a death grip on his bed sheets again.

I slowly took him into my mouth. That was when a string of cuss words lefts his lips.

"Holy fuck of fucking god fuck me, Christian!" He called out, buckling his hips again with less control as I continued to slowly suck him off. He was rock solid between my lips, and a bit of precum was oozing out from the tip of his member.

"Christian I- I-" I knew this torturous pace was driving him mental, but I didn't want him to cum just get. I wanted him to feel everything tonight.

When I slipped him out from my mouth, I felt him whimper from the loss of contact. Instead, I had to create room for me to suck on something else. My fingers slipped into my mouth as I got them wet with my spit. When Alex saw that, his eyes rolled back all over again. "Jesus fucking Christ." He mumbled.

"I'll go gentle." I assured him, as my slick wet fingers circled the base of his entrance. To ease the feeling, my hand slowly stroked his cock. Once I was sure he had relaxed, I slowly started to slide my fingers into him. I started with one just to be sure he could handle it, and made sure his entrance was wet enough to alleviate the discomfort.

After a few slow inserts, I added the second digit. Alex didn't look to be in any pain, but I still asked him if he was okay. He gave me a nod and urged me to continue.

I slowly started to pick up the pace, curling my fingers inside him and slowly expanding him for me. When I added that third finger, I started to pick up the pace with my strokes on his cock as well. His eyes were squeezed shut tight as his hips started to buckle against me.

"Christian I d-don't know i-if I c-can..." he started between load moans. That was when I slowly pulled my fingers out from him and slowed the strokes on his cock again. It was all about pace, and I didn't want either of us to cum just yet.

"Do you have a condom?" I asked him. He signaled to the dresser on his bedside table. Or at least tried to. His hand waived over in that direction before they went back to gripping the sheets. I yanked the drawer open and pulled out one, before ripping the packaging open with my teeth.

I put the damn thing on in record fucking timing, and before we both knew it, I was positioned at his entrance waiting for his approval. He gave me a slow nod. His eyes tried to watch my movements, but they rolled back once more as my hand picked up speed on his cock. I slowly started the torturous decent inside of him.

I went as slow as my body could allow, and did my best to read his emotions, so I could stop if he looked like he was in pain. His face made many different expressions, but pain didn't seem to be one of them. I, myself, had to grip the absolute fuck out of those sheets because he felt so fucking goddamn amazing against my cock.

"God, you're so fucking tight, holy fuck." I moaned out, as I bent down to start kissing his lips and his neck.

"Fuck, Christian, oh my god. Oh my god. Please, fortheloveofgod please fucking move!" He practically shouted against me. My strokes against his cock sped up as I slowly pulled out, then pushed myself back in. I wasn't sure how much longer either of us was going to last. I had never felt anything like this, as he pulsated against me.

"H-Harder." Alex choked out. That was all I needed. I started to pull out and push back into him. His body shuddered against me as I jerked him off with intense speed.

"Christian I-I'm going to-" he started, yet I did nothing but speed up. I started to feel his hips buckle up against my strokes uncontrollably. His lips parted open slightly as his hands went from the bed sheets to my back again. He dragged his nails hard against my bare skin, which sent me over the edge. I was now pounding into him. He buckled once more before he let out one intense moan. I felt his body shake as he came into my hand.

I felt him throbbing with intensity against my own throbbing cock, and that did it for me. "Fuck, Alex." I called out. My own hips buckled as I came hard while still inside him. I tried to push a few more strokes, but it felt like my whole soul had been separated from my body as I came. Everything was heightened with intensity.

I collapsed against Alex who still had one strong death grip on me.

When I managed to pull myself out of him, I felt himself wince against me. I pulled back so I could see his perfect face.

"Oh my god." He whispered. His eyes found mine. His chest was rising and falling rapidly while his entire face was red with sweat. He looked perfect as he snuggled in against me.

I managed to slip and tie the used condom off. I was going to get up and toss it, but Alex snuggled in even further, and I decided I'd take care of it later.

"You're absolutely perfect." I whispered to him, as I placed a kiss on his swollen lips, then on his forehead.

"You're absolutely perfect." He whispered back, as he tried to fight off the sleep that inevitably captured him.

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