Wednesday rolled up from the corner pretty quickly as it was now the day before I get transformed into a wolf.

The past month and a half of getting to know Jungkook and the rest of the pack has been very nice. They're really welcoming and seem like one big happy family ready to except me with open arms full of warmth. They're fun to be around and Jin's jokes never fail to make me laugh, Yoongi's dark sense of humour always amazes me, Hoseok's laugh that always manages to put a smile on my face, the love that I have for books and so does Namjoon so we have something in common, Jimin's playful flirty comments that always rials Jungkook up and Taehyung's beautiful boxy smile; and lastly, Jungkook's entire existence which makes me ecstatic.

Yesterday, Yoongi had told me to spend the day before the transformation with my family and friends just in case I don't survive it because there is always that one possibility, so that's what I'm currently doing. I'm going to spend the first half of my day with my friends and the second half with my parents and brother.

"Yah Y/N it's your turn!" Eunha pushed me out of my seat as Chan handed me a bowling ball.

I bowled the ball and it only hit off 3 pins before I turned around and picked up another ball and successfully hitting the rest down and they all cheered for me. I sat down again and couldn't help but think that if I did die, would they care?

"Hey, are you okay?" Yuju asked me as she took hold of my hand.

"Mhm? Oh uh, yeah I'm fine don't worry." I smiled at her.

"Are you sure?" She rubbed the back of my hand with her thumb.

"Yeah," I breathed out "I'm alright." My eyes suddenly started to tear up so I looked down and closed my eyes.

"No...no, you're not." She put her drink down and pulled me into a hug.

"What happened? What's up Y/N?" Chan bent down next to us and the rest of them came over as well.

"Nothing..." I sighed "I'm just being stupid." I smiled as I pulled away and wiped my tears.

"Here." Kai handed me a tissue and I muttered a thanks.

Yuju handed me a glass of water and I sipped onto it gently as they all looked at me worried.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Sowon rubbed my knee.

I nodded "Yeah, thanks for comforting me." I smiled at all of them individually.

"Anytime, gumdrop." Chan stood up and ruffled my hair before playing his turn and soon yelling that he won like a child making us all laugh.

We played a few arcade games and bought some lunch there and buying whatever we could with the tickets we won which ended up being a large penguin plushie.

"What shall we call it?" Eunha asked.

"..."

Nobody said anything.

"How about we call it "gumdrop" if any of you miss me then you can hug the penguin."

"Okay then, gumdrop it is." Eunha giggled at the silly name and I smiled.

If only they knew the real reason on why I called it that...

"C'mon, I'll take you all home." Chan said and we all followed him to his car.

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"Bye Y/N." Yuju hugged me and I whispered a bye in her ear and did the same with the rest of them.

"Bye my little gumdrop, I'll see you soon okay." Chan hugged me tightly and picked me up a bit as well.

"Bye Channie," a single tear fell from my left eye "I'll see you soon..." I pulled away and smiled at him. "I love you all so much!" I waved to them quickly before walking into my house and closing the door as I heard them shout back.

"We love you too Y/N!"

I leaned my back on the door as I smiled as I let more tears fall.

"Y/N..." I opened my eyes at Yeonjun's broken voice. 

He stood a few metres in front of me with red eyes and wet cheeks. I've told him that I'm transforming tomorrow and the risks that could come with it... we've also agreed that if I do die, one of the members from the pack will message him and once it's been a little while , he's going to tell mom and dad that I've went missing...

It's not a nice thing to do but we've agreed that we're not going to tell mom and dad about it at all.

He walked over to me and engulfed me into a tight hug. We really don't want to let each other go if it comes to that and I don't want him or our parents to be a wreck.

"Shhh...mom and dad are upstairs." He shushed me as I started to let out loud sobs.

I bit my bottom lip as I held in my audible sobs and let my tears soak into his shirt.

"Come on." He walked me up the stairs and sat me onto my bed and sat in front of me to hold my hands.

We didn't know what to say and I soon bursted into tears again which made Yeonjun come over and sit next to me. He laid down on his back and pulled me to lay in his chest and he hugged my waist tightly.

"I'm not going to die, I refuse." I shook my head as I sobbed.

"You won't, don't worry."

"Do you promise?" My body fell limp from tiredness as sniffled. 

"I promise..."

After a little while, me and Yeonjun went downstairs and sat with mom an dad on the sofa and watched a movie all together and spent the rest of the day with each other and enjoying the possible last moments together.

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