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- okay now the first question. Who's gonna ask?

- ME

Jin yelled as I prepared myself to answer his question. 

- Miso, If you wanted to kill someone here, whom will you kill?

-I still don't know you guys so I don't know.

- what an absurd question Jin.

- I'll ask now.

Nancy said smirking as I shifted on my seat uncomfortably and nodded. I knew she was going to ask questions which will make me uncomfortable for sure so I braced myself, I don't have anything to hide. 

- Are you a Virgin?

I heard all of them shouting.

"Woooooohh"

Those noises were like those when I was being bullied. I was frozen for a minute, those haunting memories were still fresh in my mind. Their shouting probably triggered my anxiety as my heart started beating rapidly and I felt my hands going cold. I took three deep breaths to calm myself as I internally counted till ten as my therapist suggested me to do. 

- What happened Miso? 

I heard Chaeyoung asking me as I blinked. I thought of lying but I was angry at myself. Why should I lie? One should have the right to do whatever and whenever they want with their life.

- Yes I'm a Virgin.

- what?

- really?

- still?

I heard them and their gasps. I knew it. This wasn't my place.

- I knew it. What did you even expect from her? A girl who plans for the whole next semester when she still has a whole week. A girl who dresses like a church girl.

I heard Taehyung saying with a smirk as I frowned. 

- Well, I wouldn't expect anything from you too. You are at fault if you are already expecting things from me when we just met, Taehyung. It is not my responsibility to match up to your expectations. 

I said and took a deep breath in as I heard gasps and whistles around me. 

- Damn Miso just marry me already. 

I heard Jeongyeon saying as I chuckled, I looked at Taehyung who's expression was still same.  

- Guys guys guys let's not judge her. Okay? Stop with your over dramatic dramas.

I heard Jungkook saying, although I stood up for myself and barked back at him I was shaking from inside chewing my inner cheek to stop myself from crying. 

- well I hope you at least kissed someone.

I heard Nancy asking as I shook my head shrugging. 

- what? No way! You didn't even kissed anyone?

Nancy laughed louder.

- well at least she isn't like you fucking every single person you see.

I heard Jimin saying.

- yeah and throwing themselves at them even though they don't even want to touch you.

Mina said as I felt a little better. I was biting my lip so hard that I could feel the pain.

- yeah right.

Dahyun and Momo said.

- why don't you answer my question Nancy,  How many guys did you fuck in last two days?

Chaeyoung said

- probably the whole uni.

Namjoon said and they all laughed.

- okay it's alright now. Stop, let us not judge her for her personal life

I said as they all looked at me with disappointment. I think they wanted to diss Nancy more but I didn't want any drama for god sake it was my first day.

- the next question.

Momo said.

- if you want to date someone from all of us. Whom would you choose?

Jungkook said and I immediately looked down. 

- Miso answer the question.

I heard Hoseok saying.

- Uh

I did not know what to say. I, obviously didn't want to answer that question. They all were looking at me with curious expression. All expect Taehyung and Nancy who were busy with each other.

- 5 4 3 2 1

Namjoon counted as they all groaned when I still did not answer.

- okay then. Drink this.

Jimin said pushing a glass of alcohol towards me as I looked at it hesitantly. It wasn't like I never had alcohol before, it's just I never liked the taste of it. 

- woah calm down Miso. 

Namjoon said.

- isn't this your first time too?

Taehyung said and smirked as I scoffed and pushed my hair back. 

- I don't think I am obligated to answer any of your question. 

I said and stood up pushing the glass as it landed with a loud thud. Everyone looked at me with amused expression including him.

- I'm sorry but I will go to my room now. You guys enjoy and don't mind me.

I sprinted towards the exit as I heard them shouting my name and "tsk" sounds.

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After a long shower, I changed my clothes in pajamas and entered my room. I saw a figure of someone. I switched on the lights thinking it was Jeongyeon. I screamed when I saw him. He covered my mouth with his large hands and I was beating his chest.

- God, shut up. 

I was continuing my abuse on him.

- will you stop? Otherwise the next room will hear you.

I stopped. And he removed his hand but didn't moved from his place. He looked at me as if he was reading me and I felt intimidated under his gaze.

- Why did you run away from there?

His breath was tickling my skin. He is close. SO close. I pushed him with all my force as I heard him laugh.

- Haven't you bothered me enough you Blobfish!

He tilted his head intrigued by what I said just now. 

- What's that?  

I didn't answer him as he sat on my bed, resting his hands behind him as he leaned on my bed. I crossed my arms around my chest as I glared at him.

- Why did you run away from there?

- get out of my room.

He stood up and started walking towards me. He pinned me to the wall again. Just like he did to me on that lockers during our school time. Flashback of those hidden memories came back in my mind as I gritted my teeth.

- I'm gonna ask this last time. Why did you run away from there?

I turned my head not wanting to look into his mesmerizing eyes.

- none of your business.

He held my chin as he forced me to look at him.

- I said I was asking you last time. Tell me.

I looked at him. His dark brown orbs and the way he was demanding an answer from me made me want to punch his beautiful face. 

- Because I have a lot of work to do tomorrow and I don't have time for stupid games. 

I said and looked away as he had an amused expression on his beautiful face. 

Miso stop calling him beautiful. He is just like a Blobfish. 

- really?

He said and leaned towards me more as if there's any more space left. I tried to push myself back towards the wall more

- y-yea-yeah

- then why are you stuttering? Are you nervous? That I'm so close?

I looked at him as I gulped and scoffed looking away. 

- why would I be?

He moved away and sat on my bed.

- of course.

He laid back on my bed as I sighed. 

-excuse me? That's my bed.

- I know that.

- and I've to sleep.

- I know you weren't actually planning to sleep.

what the-

- I was going to sleep. So if you will excuse me.

- oh I see.

He said and made some place on my bed and moved away.

- here we have enough place.

I raised my brow as I cleared my throat. He is not thinking that.

- please get out of my room.

He looked at me. And for a minute no one spoke anything.

- are you going to sa- AHHHH

He took my hand and made me sit on the bed.

- what in the world are you doing?

- uhm

He looked away.

- what? Listen I need to sleep I've a lot of work tomorrow.

- did you leave that place because of me?

- huh?

- I don't like to repeat my question.

- please go out Taehyung.

He looked at me with wide eyes.

- what?

- what did you say just now?

- please go out.

- you said my name.

okay fine this is annoying.

- yeah. So?

- nothing. I just wanted to know did you leave because of me?

- yes. I left because of you. Happy?

- why?

- because you were looking down at me. You were joking about me. You were bullying me like you used to-

I quickly shut my mouth as he narrowed his eyes an looked at me suspiciously. 

- What did you say? Used to? What do you mean by that?

Shit. Why did I say that? Please help me god. No matter what he shouldn't be knowing that he was my bully.

- answer me.

He said and I removed my hand from my mouth. I was this close to sprinting out of the room and I was even ready for it.

- yah answer me. What do you mean by used to??

- uh I-

I heard the door open and Jeongyeon was carried by Jimin. followed by Jungkook Jin and Dahyun entered the room.

- her face was so funny-

Jimin said

- what the fuck?
Jin said

- Taehyung what the fuck are you doing here?

Jeongyeon said.

Taehyung cursed under his breath and backed away.

- Hyung what are you doing here? you said that you were going back home. Then why did you come here?

Jungkook said and raised his brow.

- uhm I came here because.

- because?

- because....

- he came here because he left his book here.

I said showing them my notebook.

Jeongyeon looked at me suspiciously.

- Taehyung? Books? Good excuse Miso

Jin said and Jimin laughed

- I know right.

- what are you both up to?

Jeongyeon said.

- stop exaggerating it. I came here because these are some important notes. I got it and I was leaving now.

He said and left the room. But before leaving he turned back and looked at me mouthing

"We are still not done"

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