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Friendship, it was something one should cherish, Friends, they are someone whom we can rely on, to whom we can tell all of our secrets without a single worry, to whom we can share every worry and feel less burden.

Guess I can never experience this huh?

You know that feeling when everything is going good, and then suddenly you realise how not okay you are and then feel this tight sharp pain in your chest?!

That is what was happening with me right now. I was at the bus stop clutching my heart when my vision started to get blurry, and the rain was not helping it. Dark clouds started forming in front of my eyes as I rebelled to stay awake and ask for help but it was of no use as I fell on the ground feeling giddy and closed my eyes but before it I saw someone running towards me.

- T-taehyung

I whispered and closed my eyes.

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I opened my eyes and a bright light pierced into my eyes. I squinted to have a better look as I sat up straight. I clutched my head as the pain shot in me.

- Ugh

I let out a whimper. I looked at my surroundings and saw I was in my room.

Who brought me here?

The questions started to fill my mind as I tried to remember the person whom I saw before fainting.

- Yes, send me the files. No no cancel the meetings I'm busy right now. Yeah-

I heard Taehyung's voice as I saw him entering the room talking to someone on the phone.

- Yes, hmm. Yeah, tell Mr. Oliver I will have a meeting with him regarding the show later. 

He said as he ended the call.

- How are you feeling?

He asked as he came near me. 

- I feel as if I just experienced a ride in a rollercoaster.

I said as he tried to suppress a smile and nodded and a awkward silence filled the room.

- Ask. I know you want to ask questions.

He said keeping his hands inside his pants pockets.

- Uhm, how did you find me there? Were you stalking me? Why did you bring me here? And where did you get the keys from?

I asked several questions as he sighed.

- I knew things were going to end bad there so I followed you and saw you at the bus stop I was going to leave but then I saw you clutching your heart as if your life depended on it and then you just fainted I thought of bringing you to the doctor but then I knew you wouldn't like that so I bought you here. Ah! And to answer your last question you forgot this is my hotel so of course I can get the keys whenever I like.

He said in a cocky tone as I clicked my tongue. 

- Well, thanks for bringing me here.

I whispered quietly. He nodded and again the silence filled the room but it was not awkward it was more like peaceful.

- Did you really didn't slept with her? 

I asked in a low voice as Taehyung shook her head, the plus point of studying psychology is you will know when someone is lying, and right now, I know Taehyung was not lying.

- I didn't, the last thing I remember of that night is I was trying to call you continuously and I was really drunk and the next thing I see is I woke up and saw you standing in front of me with a horrified expression. 

Taehyung explained as I looked down and started crying as I pulled my legs closer to be and sobbed. 

- I-I am sorry, I should not cry like this when I am an adult. God, it's just too much. 

I said as I looked up and wiped the tears wanting myself to disappear. 

- It is okay, just because you are an adult it does not men you need to bottle up all your emotions away. You are not weak or lame just because you are crying. Showing emotion is something which is very rare now a days. You are strong for showing your emotions and crying like this. 

Taehyung's words comforted me as I nodded and looked down not wanting to cry further as I chuckled and said. 

- I am the therapist here not you. 

I joked as he cracked a smile as I looked at him and our eyes met, his dark brown orbs boring into mine as I was yet again lost into those beautiful eyes.  The silence was ruined by the ringing if my phone as I saw Jungkook was calling me.

- Hello? Yes Jungkook.

I said as Taehyung shot his head to my side looking at me with wide eyes.

- hey Miso, are you free now? Shall we go and eat somewhere? Jin hyung and chaeyoung is coming along

I heard him saying as I looked at the time. 

- I am so sorry kook, but I am not feeling very well at the moment. Maybe tomorrow?

I said as he said it was okay and ended the call.

- You met them?

I heard Taehyung asking I looked at him and nodded.

- Waah and I was here worrying how you will feel bad meeting them

- hmm? Why would I feel bad? They are my friends.

I said as he folded his hands

- If they were, you would have contacted to them in these ten years wouldn't you?

- I did! I was in contact with Jeongyeon.

I said as he looked at me

- Why did you stop talking to them?

He asked as I looked at him and a sad smile appeared on my face.

- Because I didn't want to be with anyone who was with you. I wanted to get my mind off of you that's why I had to do it.

I said as a painful emotion flashed in his eyes.

- Did you succeed?

He asked.

- I don't know, I guess yes

I whispered as he nodded.

- Taehyung do you really think I can help you with this therapy thing? I don't think I can.

I said what was bugging my mind for a long time.

- You can Miso. Only you can, just after today I feel really light. I wanted to explain myself and hear your side story for a very long time and after I did today, I feel calm. 

He said as I bit my lip and nodded.

- Fuck.

I heard him whisper. I looked up at him

- What happened?

I asked as he came nearer to me

- You know what happens to me when you bit that lip of yours.

He whispered quietly as I gulped. He sat in front of me on the bed.

- Is there no way you can forgive me? I swear on everything I never had sex or any other thing with Jennie that night.

He asked tears filling in his eyes. I opened my mouth to speak but I knew that if I would open my mouth I would cry.

And I don't want to look weak in front of him.

So I just shook my head off as he looked down. I took a deep breath in

- Okay, suppose I believe you that you didn't sleep with that women. But I just cannot help myself removing that picture from my mind.

I said as he nodded

-How would you feel Taehyung? Seeing someone you love dearly being in someone else's arms? And on top of that naked. How would you feel if I am with someone else on the same bed naked, you seeing us. How would you fee- Ah

I was saying when he took my arms in his hands as he gripped it.

- I would kill that person.

He said rage filling his eyes as the veins on his neck were visible. I took my hand and rested it on top of his.

- Now you do you understand a little bit how I felt?

I asked as his grip loosened as he dropped his hands.

-I understand. I'm sorry.

He whispered as he left the room leaving me and my thoughts alone.

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