Chasity's POV-

"Pew. Pew. Pew. And the gun goes boom! Get it, sis! Pew Pew Pew." I said shooting the gun.

Guns are cool. But guns are bad. The gun doesn't do the killing, you do.

"Why do you keep your gun with you everywhere you go?!" Maddie asked Rocco.

"If I need to kill someone on sight." He replied.

"Chasity gives me the gun," Rocco said going towards me.

I aimed the gun at him.

"CHASITY DO NOT SHOOT!" Maddie yelled to me.

Leo and the others came into the room and their eyes widened.

"Chasity put the gun down." He said not wanting to hurt me.

"Why? Are you going to stab me like how mom did?" I asked and their eyes widened.

Leo's POV-

What the fuck did she just say?

One second she was shooting the gun and then the other second she broke down crying.

"I'm sorry. I don't like this. I hate myself." She kept mumbling.

Madeline attacked her into a hug and Rocco realized that Chas still has the gun so he tried pulling Maddie away but it was too late.

Maddie stole the gun throwing it behind her while Antonio caught it.

Chasity's POV-

OH, WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT!

I fucked up.

Abuse.

Also known as

Abuse.

"Chasity if you're not ready you don't have to tell u-." Maddie tried saying.

"My mom was a crackhead. I think we all know that and she was horrible with feelings so instead of grounding me or whatever she would stab me with a knife each time getting deeper and deeper. In her eyes, it was a game. How many times does Chasity need to fuck up for her to die? The answer was 17 times. When I was 11 I ended up in the hospital and I was pronounced dead for 3 minutes. Then I woke up and I decided that I'm not going to be the quiet, fake, Chasity who wants everyone to like her. I'm going to be myself because I only have one life to live. So that's the story of how Chasity Russo became comfortable in her own skin." I explained.

The brothers and Mads looked worried while I had a huge headache.

"What happened with your mom?"

"She was in jail for 6 months but then she got bailed out because there wasn't evidence much she did it. I don't know, I was 11. I became crazier at 11 so one day I threatened to stab her while she's sleeping if she touches me again. She thought I was kidding until I actually did it. She lived and she stopped." I replied.

They looked sad.

Wow, great job Chasity. You lost your brothers too.

What a disappointment!

Your mom was right.

Flash black to when Chasity was 11-

"You fucking disappointment! I don't care what the fuck you were doing, you were supposed to clean the house." She said yelling at me.

"I did clean everything. I don't know who messed it up." I explained.

"Now you're blaming others. That's why your dad left us, because of you."

"What?"

"No one is going to stay for you. You are a disappointment. You aren't meant to live a happy life."

Flashback over

"Anyways I get that I'm not meant to live a happy life and that no one will stay. It's sad and it may sound depressing but it's the truth. Why else am I not afraid of death? It's because I know that no one will miss me when I'm gone." I told them and I realized that my eye was leaking.

I WAS CRYING!

Call fox news this is big.

My family came and hugged me tightly.

"What the fuck do you mean? Chasity, you are the nicest, most outgoing person ever. We would obviously miss you if something happens. You're Chasity Russo." Antonio said and my brothers agreed.

I really want to believe them.

I really do.