70. Under the shower

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                  ...Warning ⚠️ 18+...

Aditi 's point of view

Life has always played a game with me. Whenever I want to move on and think that now nothing  bad happened with me, it come and surprised me with worst.

When I think that now I move on in my life with Dhruv, forgetting everything my periods happen d it no more private thing when your brother-in-law and father-in-law witnessed how you were drenched in your own period blood. No matter how the world become modern but it will be so embarrassing for a girl if her husband's father saw that her strain clothes of her periods blood.

It's already a week, I am over by my periods but I did not step down when I realised the next morning what happened to me and the whole family witnessed it.

Dhruv took a very good care of me in my periods. No one took care of me like this in my periods not even my so called mother. He took the off from his office for three days just only be with me. He went to market and bought some basic things for me which could be helpful in daily life, soap, sanitary pads, intimate wash. He bought everything which he think might be useful for me. He also bought some dresses and night wears for me. He asked me to accompany him but I don't want to go anywhere. I was so ashamed after what happened that day.

A cold breeze touched my face and my hair blow in the air behind my back. I was standing in the balcony of Dhruv and my room admiring at the scenery in-front of me but I didn't find the peace.

Not just that day I am embarrassed of what happened two days back. I don't know it was because of my mood swings or something else but it was worst.

Dhruv went to the market with Divya and I was in my room doing nothing. I don't have enough courage to go downstairs after embarrassing myself in front of my in-laws. Dhruv also didn't talk about it. He is doing everything to cheer up my mood but I was so embarrassed to talk anything.

I have a little bit pain in my lower abdomen, bleeding is also normal. Doctor said I have a bad infection in my private part that causes the infection. She asked me to rest so it could heal soon.

Dhruv also didn't let me do anything even he washed my clothes too. Whenever I have pain, he gently rub my lower abdomen and put hot bag so I can feel batter. I don't regret a second that I fall fir a gentleman who knows how to take care of his wife in her periods. But I don't want him to see me like this. Husband or not, any girl doesn't want to like that, strains in her periods blood and don't know what to do.

It's 3 o'clock, the time of my noon medicines. I took out my medicines but see the empty jug of water. No one is at home, Nikita bhabhi went out with Nikhil bhiya, Anuradha aunty also went to her Kitty party. I don't want to bother anyone so I took the jug with me and went to downstairs to take some water.

As I expected no one is at home. I filled the jug with water and was about to walked out from the kitchen when I heard voices of Dhruv and Divya. Raghav was also with them.

"What kind of a girl she is? Always used her weakness to get other's attention." Tears welled up in my eyes when I heard saying things about me.

"I agree with you. Didn't she has any shame. I mean it must be so embarrassing?" What shocked me was Raghav's opinion for me.

He also think me that I am pathetic.

"At least agree with me this time Dhruv bhiya."

"Though I don't judge anyone too soon but this I am agree with you."

My blood boils in anger when I heard Dhruv.

I slammed the water jug on kitchen slab and walked out from the kitchen with my boil blood.

"I never used my weakness to get anyone's attention." Everyone's attention turn to me and they got shock seeing me there.

"You never knew what I had gone through in childhood even though you were my best friend." I said while looking at Divya.

"Aditi she wa.... Don't speak when I am talking to her." I glared to Raghav and warn him to stay quiet.

"Aditi, you ar..." Dhruv interrupt but I ignore him.

"You were always treated like a princess but I was always the maid for my family." I again said with tears in my eyes.

"Aditi I..."

"Today you won't say anything. You will only listen." I showed her my forefinger and shoot the glares. She didn't say anything and stay quiet.

"I always think you my sister but you never think me as your friend. You gave me the punishment what I never did. It was my family who blamed Dhruv but don't forget they also slapped me." Fat tears streaming down from my eyes when I was shouting on her.

"Today I break all my relations with you. You are no more my friend. You hate me but from now on you don't matter to me." I can clearly see the shock in her eyes.

"...and you" I turn to Raghav.

"You said I am your sister, then where were you when my family disown me and throw me on the road. Where were you when my bua ji's family starve me to death. Why didn't you come back to see if I am alive or not. I understand you followed your dream but why did you not come after becoming the IPS officer. Where were you in past five years. It was all fake. You are fake." I said the last sentence loudly and hit on his chest. My tears were not stopping. I want to stop. I want to hide all my feelings but today my mind and my emotions are not in my control.

Raghav stood there like a statue, didn't say anything but I can see his eyes glister with unshaded tears.

At the end I turn to Dhruv and took a slow steps towards him. He was looking at me with unknown emotions, may be sympathy.

"I could never say that you didn't try to find me these past five years. I always gratitude to you that you gave me food and medicines. You came into my life like a light of hopes but I never forgive you to leave me without meeting me last time." My eyes are only looking at him, my words were fill with emotions.

"I don't want any sympathy from you. If you think I am disgusting because I could not take care of my periods and emotions then I don't care anymore."

"Aditi I..."

"Don't..." He tried to hold me but I step back.

"You all are same. Fake faces behind this beautiful mask." I shouted on all three of them.

"Aditi please listen to us." Raghav hold my both shoulders and try to made me understand but I jerked away his hands.

"I don't want to listen to anything. Leave me...lllllllleeeeeeeaaaaaavvvvveeee meeeeeee...." My heart started beating faster and I started having problem in breathing. I was feeling suffocating.

"lllllleeeeeeaaaaavvvvveeeee...."

"Aaaaahhhhhh......" I put my both hands on my ears try to block everything around me.

"Aditi you okay?" Dhruv hold me from behind before I could fall.

"Aaaahhhhhhh....." I again shouted put my both hands on my ears.

"Aditi please tell me what is happening?" Dhruv asked.

"Please help me. It's scary here...." I said while hiding my face in Dhruv's lap. I hold my chest when it's started paining.

"They'll hurt me."

"No one's gonna hurt you." Dhruv hold me tightly while Divya and Raghav rubbing my toes.

"He will come any moment. Please save me Dhruv. Please help me." I shouted on him while tears keep flowing down from my eyes.

"I won't let anyone to hurt you." He pick me in his arms and walked to our room. I hold his shirt and hide my face in it.

"Please Dhruv don't let me go." I was sobbing.

"I won't." He gently made me laid down on the bed.

"Please don't go." I hold his hand and resist him to go.

"I am here, with you." He caressed my cheek lovingly. I hugged him tightly and hide my face in his chest.

"Promise me you won't leave me."

"I won't..." He ran his finger in my hair.

Divya and Raghav walked into the room with a glass of water.

"but first take this." He broke the hug  and wiped my tears.

He put the medicine in front of my mouth and asked me to open it. I opened my mouth while looking at him with wet eyes. He gently put the medicine in mouth. He gave me the glass of water. My hands are shaking and mind was still confused. Dhruv helped to gulp it down.

After sometime I started feeling dizzy and don't know when I lost my consciousness.

When I wake up at the evening Dhruv was in front of me taking care of me. When I insisted him to tell me what happened he explained me that I had the panic attack and he just gave me the pill which he often use in his panic attacks. He also explained me that Divya and Raghav were not talking about me. They were discussing about the female character of some new web series, they are currently watching.

After hearing him, I feel so ashamed of myself. I came to conclusion without knowing the full story and judge both Divya and Raghav. I don't know how to face them now.

I again made Dhruv embarrassed. I again put him down.

Was I fooling myself?

Do I actually deserve him?

"Thinking about me?" I looked at my right found him standing beside me leaning to the railing, watching the sun set.

He turn his face towards me and chuckled softly seeing my face.

"So I was right. You were thinking about me." He said with grin. I lower down my eyes and walked out but I could leave he hugged me from behind and locked his both hands on my stomach.

"Still upset?" He asked while putting his chin on my right shoulder.

I bow down my head and a tears drop from my left eye which fall on his hand. He gently turn me to him by holding my shoulders and lifted me chin by holding it with his fingers.

"Talk to me. Tell me what is going inside your mind?" He asked firmly.

"I made you embarrassed." I said what I feel.

"Is it about your periods?" He asked and I nodded my head.

"Also what happened two days back. I accused Divya and Raghav without knowing the whole truth." I said and tears falls down from my both eyes.

He sighed deeply and wiped my tears.

"Having periods is healthy. There is nothing to embarrass." He said.

I looked up to him with my unshaded tears.

"But everyone witnessed what happened that night. No girl wants her brother-in-law and father-in-law see her periods strain clothes. Not just me, I made you embarrassed too. What will people say that IAS Dhruv's Malhotra wife's doesn't know how to take care of her periods?" I asked.

"I don't give a fuck what people will say. As you say you are my wife so no one dares to raise their finger against you and about Nikhil and Papa saw you in that condition, it also doesn't matter. They both understand you. You didn't do it purposely. You were raised in such atmosphere in your your childhood where talking about these things is toxic and after that you were thrown to the family where no one care about your basic needs which causes the infection. We found it on right time, worst could be happen. I am happy that you are fine." He took a little pause and then continue.

" ....and about what you said to Raghav and Divya....Aditi.... you said nothing wrong we all leave you for our own selfish reason. Divya cut all her ties with you even though she was your best friend. Raghav never come back to see you and he claimed that he is your brother. No matter what my reasons are I also took time to come back to you. You just show us mirror and I am sorry I took so long to find you. I am sorry sweetheart, if I thrown all my reasons away that time then you don't have to go through the worst." He said and I saw honesty in his eyes.

"But you were following your dreams. You came back to look for me after completing it. I could be a distraction to you." I defended him.

"You know once a UPSC topper said in his interview that his girlfriend was the one who keep pushing him to achieve his dream. He is here because his girlfriend keep supporting him. It's on us. Only we are the one who could decide that who is the distraction for us and who is not." He explained everything clearly.

Now I understand why he topped the UPSC civil services. He explained everything clearly.

Strong wind are blowing, weather changed and now ut seems like rain could fall any moment but I was only looking at the most beautiful person in my life with my unshaded tears.

"But I was not your girlfriend?" I asked.

"Aditi as I always said you always has the special place in my heart. I never give that place to anyone and you successfully take it without doing anything. Girlfriend or not I don't know and I don't care what people would say that time. They don't matters to me but you." He was looking at me intensively. His words are matching with the emotions in his eyes.

"But you never say anything?" I asked with heavy heart without breaking the eye contact.

"Doesn't matter. What I feel, you feel this only matters. Can I ask you something?" He asked and I nodded my head as yes.

"Do you like me?" His sudden question leave me in shock. I couldn't say anything I just keep looking at him with tears in my eyes.

"It was never a crush." I said looking at him.

"Do you still love me as you love me eight years ago." He changed the question and my eyes welled up in tears when I saw the love in his eyes. His eyes are holding the intensity and his right thumb was caressing my cheek lovingly. But I know I don't deserve him.

"How are you sure?" I asked with my shaky voice.

"Because I know you still love me my beautiful neighbour." He leaned to my lips and looked at me with love.

"I don't deserve you." I said while looking at him through my wet eyelashes.

"I know you do. More than anyone." He decreases the distance between our lips and I closed my eyes in anticipation.

I gasped when his lips touched mine. He took a deep breath and slowly started moving his lips against mine. His left hand went on my bare back and he slowly pulls me towards him. I clutches on his collar, stood on my toes and kissed him back. I don't know if it's some kind of confession. He just speak out my thoughts which neither I agree nor I denied. I don't want to break my heart once again to accepting things. I still don't know what is going inside in his mind but I know one thing we both cross that friendship zone.

Weather changed and rain started falling on both of us but we did not stop. We still are in each other's arms. Our lips are still locked together and moving synchronously.

"Mmmhhh..." I moaned when he pulled my lower lip slowly and bit on it. Dhruv locked his one arm around my waist balancing me on my place while his another hand was locking in my hair pushing them away from my face.

When I feel the short breath I break the kiss. I came out from his arms with my red cheeks and stood at a distance from him. Rain wet our clothes. My lemon thin transparent saree stick to my skin. My nipples are hard like pebbles. I can clearly see them through my blouse. But when I see Dhruv I could not move my eyes from him. His white shirt stick to his skin and I can see through it. His abs, his chest everything was visible but that was not important...

Important is, the way he us looking at me, intensively, desire and my eyes were reflected the same. He doesn't waist a single second, took two long strides, hold me in his arms, pushed me to the wall and slammed his lips on mine.

******

Shower of rain still pouring us. We both still engaged kissing each other but it wasn't a shower of rain, we both are standing under the bathroom shower and moving our lips against each other. We both were in the balcony, after kissing me passionately there he hold my hand and bring me hair and started doing the same, he was doing in the balcony.

He broke the kiss and make a trail of kisses from my cheeks to my neck. He pushed back hair from my shoulder and kissed on my shoulder. My chest was heaving up and down making my boobs rubbed against his hard chest. He removed my saree pallu from my right shoulder and I turn my face to the left, giving him more excess.

He gave the open mouth kisses all over to chest and make his way down to my cleavage. His hand slowly go behind to my blouse and his finger fumbling with the hook of my blouse. Without loosing a second he open the hook of my blouse. I wasn't wearing a bra. The blouse doesn't require it.

He took a deep breath when he palmed by bare back. His hand were tracing all over my bare back and I gasped when he touched my navel with his thumb tip and teased it. It was enough to make me turn on more.

He slowly pulled down the sleeves from my shoulders  while kissing on them and slowly slide it down until my breasts are out of them. Cold water fall on to my bare boobs but that's what not excited me. I moaned loudly and wanted to hold him when he pinned my both hands to the wall over my head with his one hand and took my one nipple in his mouth and sucked on it like he was starving from months.

His tongue was teasing and flipping to my nipples. At once he pulled it between his teeth and on the other time he sucked it. He did the same to the other one. I clutches my both thighs together when I can not control the sensation in between my legs because of the pleasure he was giving me.

"Damn, it Aditi. If doctor didn't stop me, I might have made love to you right here." He said through his greeted teeth and again took my left nipple in his mouth and sucked it.

He slowly let go of my hands and leave my nipple.

"You are so beautiful..." He said while cupping both of my mounds in his hands while giving a peck to my lips. He watched me of moaning when he was squeezing my mounds and teasing my nipples with his fingers. The sight itself was very erotic.

I pushed his hands away when I can not take more. My eyes get closed, I arc my back, leaned my head back to the wall, my hands were on both side of my head when I moaned seeing the look on his eyes. He was looking at me intensively and desire that it was enough for me to create sparks in my whole body.

Shit of my hormones.

They made me erotic.

"Fuck..Aditi..." Without wasting another moment he took a long strides and attack on my nipples and took my breath away.

******

Our making out session was disturbed by the knock on the door. It was the maid who called us for dinner. If she didn't disturbed us we might end up doing everything. I also can not control myself. I don't know whom to blame. I become horny when I am about to have my periods or just came over them.

I just hate my hormones.

Everyone get shock after seeing me to the downstairs for the dinner almost after a week. I didn't dare to look up to Nikhil bhiya and Gautam uncle. I was still embarrassed. I was also not looking at Dhruv because what we did under the shower. I even did not sit beside him at the dinner table and whole dinner he was frowning and giving me a look for not sitting beside him but I kept my gaze down and focused on my dinner. I even went late to our room, he might sleep but when I came to our room, My husband was wide awake and waiting for me. He was lying on the bad. His one hand was behind his head when he was scrolling through his phone.

He averted his gaze from his phone to me and my cheeks turn red.

Without saying anything he stood up from the bed and I also closed the door

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