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Jess Pov

Rye Office Thursday 3:45 pm

It has been two weeks exactly since I messed up with June. It didn't come out how I thought it would have. She won't talk to me at all. I did like Sami said and gave her some space, but two weeks. I can't do this anymore, like I need to be around her.

"So are we still going to get some food?" Awa asked

"Girl all you do is eat and talk about sex!" Rye joked

"Well, I just wanna know. I don't have no one to fuck, so I just be having some questions and stuff. Like when Sami and I went to the sex store....." We both cut her off

"She what?" We said in unison

"Right, I wasn't supposed to tell y'all. Sami cool, she's the only one that hangs out with me, well I met someone else but since y'all got secrets, I'm not telling y'all" she laughed

"Nope you tell me who it is now?" I told her

"Jess she is grown and taller than you" rye laughed

"So she's still my sister, I got papers to prove it" I said

"Well, I'll tell you about her, she's cute, she's funny, she's loves Starbucks" Awa said

"Well you can't fuck her" I said

"I don't wanna fuck her, I'm not into her like that, she is just cool" Awa stated

"Dang sister dearest, let her live" rye said

"Man, I'm just saying" i add

"Well I'm hungry let's go" Awa said

We went to Buffalo wild wings, even though my don't eat meat she still was a good sport.

"Are you gonna make up with June?" Awa asked

"She won't even talk to me, how do I do that!" I said

"I seen her last night, when I was coming from Starbucks. She looked down and sad" Awa told me

"You need to try again" rye said

"She won't open her door, calls, texts, nothing. I don't know what to do." I said

"Well when I fucked up with Sami, I forced myself to her as in telling how I felt and that I fucked up" rye said

"Or y'all could just have sex" Awa said

"Okay awa, you need to stop watching porn okay!" I laughed

"I'm just saying" she smiled

Rye had a point. I needed to get June back, I loved her I actually loved her.

We finished our food and Awa and I took a cab to take rye to the twins Condo, and she and I went back home.

Awa disappeared and some where in the condo and I took. Shower and was gonna force myself into June place.

June's Penthouse 6:12 pm

I thought about knocking on the door but I knew she wasn't going to answer at all. So I learned that Sami use to pay the door man to unlock ryes door, so that's what I did.

I walked in and closed the door. I heard her tv in the living room. I took my shoes off and my walked into her living room.

She sat there watching Moana on Netflix, with just her socks on. She looked cute.

"Jessica you need to leave" she said

"I'm not leaving. If you want me to leave make me leave" I stood there

She paused the tv and got up. She walked to me and threw her hand up and I thought she was gonna hit me. I was waiting for her to.

"Please leave now" she had the door open

"No" I pushed her door closed

She walked out of her foyer and in to the kitchen, I followed her.

"Juneau Beaulieu, please speak to me. I love you and I'm sorry" she bumped past me walking out

"Get the fuck out" she said

"STOP AND FUCKING LISTEN TO ME" I yanked her and made her dropped her plate on the floor

"Listen to me Juneau, I'm fucking sorry, it was supposed to be a joke, it honestly came out wrong. I should have never said anything, I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to hurt you" she just looked me up and down

"Don't fucking look at me like that,. You know I'm telling the truth, and you now that I would never hurt you, or throw something like that in your face" she walked away from me

"No, your not doing this again" I grabbed her gain and pushed her to the wall

"Look at me, June. I'm sorry for how it came out and I didn't mean it like that. You know that I love you" I told her, as she just looked at me

"June please, don't do this" I said

"You was wrong" she said

"June I know that, you didn't even give me a chance to explain, it's like we been fighting so much since you moved here and it's all be my fault my actions, and I'm sorry, I been stressed out and I shouldn't make you feel like this" I told her

"I do whatever I can to make you happy Jess and you always wanna start stuff or be mad at nothing"  she said

"June, I know. Baby please I'm sorry" I grabbed her face

"Please, just let me fix this?" I asked her

"You can't you hurt me and I loved you Jess get off me" she tried to push me off

"Fucking no, I'm not leaving this place unless you kill me" I told her and I was completely honest

"Jess, let me go" she tried to get out my grip

"No June, I'm not leaving like I told you" I held her tighter by the arms

"FUCKING LET ME GO" she pushed me to the floor and I slid into the hall table hitting my head

"Ahh....shit" I grabbed my head

She just stood there, looking at me.

"June" I got up holding my head

"Jess, please stop" she said backing up

"No...because...shit". I felt kinda light headed

"I wanna be with you.....and took the trip......" I just hit the ground

9:32 pm

I don't know what happened, I woke up with a headache worse than being hungover. I felt the back of head head and it had a knot on it definitely.

I opened my eyes and I was in June's bed, with an ice pack next to me.

Damn how hard did I hit the table. I stood up and I had on my sports bra and shorts. I walked into the hall and slowly went down then steps cause last time I had to get stitches.

"You need to be laying down" she caught me at the middle of the stairs

"I was just gonna leave because I can't make you be with me" I said walking past her

"No you can't make me be with you" she said

"Just know that I'm sorry June....shit ....and I didn't mean to hurt you" I grabbed my head

"Jessica go lay back down and take this" she waked up to me with two pills

"June, I don't wanna fight. I came to fight for my girlfriend but you don't want me no more" I put my shoes on

"Go lay down and take these pills. I don't wanna have to force them down your throat Jessica" she said

"..." I looked at her

"Okay okay" I took the pills from her

"Go lay down okay.. because if I kill you rye is gonna be pissed off" she said

"I don't believe you would do that. You know I truly love you June no matter what voices you hear or your past". I hugged her naked body from behind

"....." She grabbed my hands

"Go" she said

She didn't say she forgave me, but she didn't out me out yet either. I was expecting her to beat my ass when I came over her Sami was right let her cool off, I've seen her mad plenty to know that she needs time to cool off.

But if she wanted a fight I was gonna give her my all. I'm not leaving until she is mines again.

Awa Pov

Bodega 11:45 pm

I couldn't sleep, that Buffalo wing place had my stomach on fire. I went to the corner store to see if they had some plants, I could get to make my stomach stop hurting.

"Hey do y'all have aloe vera plants or hibiscus?" I asked the dude

"Sorry ma, we ain't no flower shop" he laughed

"So yes or no?" I asked

"Nah b we ain't got that" he laughed again

"What kinda store is this?" I said walking down the aisle

"A corner store ma" he yelled

"It's not even on a corner" I said to myself, picking up this pink medicine in a bottle

I look over and I see a porn paper.

"Aye man how y'all sell porn but not no plants?" I yelled

"Aye man, I just work here, you either paying or leaving. Asking all these questions" he said

"Aye this don't make no sense" I said

"I don't even know what this shit means"

"Pepto Bismol?" I look up to see Shay behind me

"Hey wassup" I said

"Stomach ache?" She asked

"Man yeah, had some wings with my sister and her best friend and man" I rubbed my stomach

"That shit really don't help" she said taking the bottle from me

"Come to my place I got some stuff" she said

"Ill just try this" I picked it back up

"Look we been cool for two weeks, we been chilling I promise my house is the same even at night" she smiled

"Fine but you better have something" I joked

"Trust me I do" she winked

We left the so called corner store and went back to her place. It was fucking far and took forever to get there.

Shay Apartment

Friday 12:57 am

We went in and it was different that the other day, more dark and not just because it's night time.

"Have a seat, I'm go grab it for you" she sat her things down

"Sure" I sat on the couch just waiting

I noticed that she had like some weird shit sitting on the other couch, looked like a chain and some tape and I couldn't tell the rest. I walked over there to see what it was.

"Here....oh like what you see?" She asked

"Oh ..no I was just umm looking that is all" I said taking the cup

"Drink up" she said

I smelled it "what's in it?" I asked

"It will make you feel good you won't ever worry about your stomach" she smiled

"Drink up and I'll take you home" she said

"Thanks" I said before taking a sip

"This is nasty". I said drinking half

"Yeah well if works" she smiled and moved closer to me

"I-i guess so" I started to feel better, but like weird better fast

"So Awa, what are you into" she touched my jacket zipper

"Umm, I think I'm ready to go now" I tried to stand up

"Not yet!" She pulled me back down

"Hey, stop it" I slapped her hand away from my jeans

"I like fiesty" she said pushing me backwards

"Woah, I'm not into you like that" I said pushing her off and managing to get up

"All that firting you been doing girl yeah right, get the fuck back over here" she grabbed me

"Stop, and get the hell off of me" I started kicking her

What is she even doing.

"Ouch bitch" she slapped me across the face

I never even been in a fight. I grabbed my chest which is on fire and stood up and she was leaned over the couch.

I opened her door and ran out so fast. I just kept on running. I don't even know what just happened or what she was doing. I felt even worse than before.

I'm outside in the cold scared, lost, confused, and ready to throw up. I never been in a situation like this. And right now I wanna cry. I never had anyone hit me, or try to tare my clothes off. Where I'm from people don't do that to over people.

You can't trust people here.

I tried calling Jess no answer. I wasn't even gonna bother calling June she don't even wanna talk to me, I called the girl Mel she didn't answer, rye didn't pick up.

"Waddup, Awa" Sami said happy

"Umm I don't now where I am. And I'm scared" I said standing by a bus stop

"Wait. DJ nigga shut up" she said

"Where are you awake what's wrong" she asked

"I don't know, I lost...she hit me...I'm scared.....I have to...I don't feel good" I said

"Jessica hit you?" She's asked

"No....can you please help me, I don't know what to do" I said

"Okay okay, look just read me a street signs okay?" She asked

"Okay......um.... MLK south and ...... Broadway" I said running back to the bus stop bench

"Awa that is an hour away. Don't go no where, please stay right there okay. DJ can you please come with me" she said

"Okay" i replied

"Where?" The guy asked

"MLK south and Broadway?" Sami told him

"Okay awa please stay where you are, okay" she said

"Okay I....." My phone died

"I wanna go home" I started crying

"I should have never came here, with her. This would have never happened back home" I said wiping my face

I sat there freezing to death as it has been raining for thirty minutes now, and no sign or Sami yet.

I seen a tuck pulling up slowly. And stop.

"Good Awa" Sami said jumping out the driver seat

"Thank you" I got up and gave her a hug

"Bro where is your coat, and why are you out here" she opened the door for me and went to get in

"This is my coat, and I was hanging with a friend and my stomach was hitting from the wings I had with Jess and rye, so I went to get something and she's like I have something at my house and stuff so I went and she gave me this stuff and it made me feel weird and she tried to take my jacket and jeans off" I said rubbing my cheek

"She hit you in the face?" She asked

"Yes, but why would she do that shit, I never did nothing to her. I didn't even like her like that" I told her

"Did she touch you. You know like...touch you touch you?" Sami asked

"No. I kicked her off me, that's when she hit me"

"Who is this girl? And where did you even get her at? I'm gonna tell your sister" Sami said

"No don't tell her, she's stressed enough, I m grown I don't want her to worry. And a girl named Shay at Starbucks"

"Shay? Dreads, dark skin, tall?"

"Yeah, she was nice at first and then I don't know what happened......" Sami cut me off

"Don't ever, in your life see her again. You just can't run off and hang with people you don't know that we'll, America is very different than your island, and Shay is a bad person. She hurt rye, you need to stay away from her" sami said

"What did she do to rye?" I asked

"She raped her"

"Rape?" I asked

"Yes rape you know what that is right?" Sami asked

"Yeah, I do" I said

I didn't even wanna talk no more the fact that shit chick made it seem like she was my friend then she tried to rape me. What is wrong with these people.

Rye is too sweet to have been treated like that. Shay is disgusting for doing that to another human being in the first place, and to think I would have been ex. It's just not right

"I Jess home?" Sami asked

"No she went to June house' I said

"Wanna come over with me and rye?" Sami asked

"Yeah that's fine"I said as I started to get sleepy.

I just wanted that night to be over already, so I could forget that this even happened to me.

I don't want to be here no more.

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