16 • Christmas Pain

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Sami Pov

Condo, Christmas Day 10:46 am

I haven't even been to fucking sleep yet. I been up cleaning up the shit ass mess I done made in my own place. I still had to go to the office. Yeah I was going to go to work.

I was sore then a mother fucker, when I got in the shower it felt like I was still being electrocuted man. It felt like I was in the shower for hours.

When I finally got out, I just threw on the first shit I saw. I felt my neck and I still had it on. I took the ring out the drawer and put it in the box and stuck a black bow on it and put my coat on went to the lobby.

"Umm miss Centre this came for you" the door man was holding some keys

My Jeep is here, I smiled.

"Aye man, I'm sorry about last night, you know!" I told him

"It's cool ,I didn't call the cops though!" He stated

"It's okay if you did, merry Christmas" I said

I looked at my Jeep covered with light snow and got in.

Office 12:30 pm

I walked in the hotel and who I see first.

"Merry Christmas excon" my pops said

"It wasn't..." He cut me off

"Save it....why are you here everyone went to brunch or lunch hell I don't remember" he said

"I just came to do some work I don't wanna be bothered anyways" I said walking to the office

"Well I sent you the information on the vacation, it's in Bora Bora, I figured instead of going to Europe again, it would be nice for Rye and Jess to visit home I guess. Since you told me about them. I also made plans for Jess to visit her home island" he said

"That's nice of you pops, I'm sure Jess would live that!" I told him walking into Rye's office

"Yeah, look over the information and make sure everyone has a ticket okay and their guest, we're you bringing someone!" He said

"No!" I sat the box on Rye's desk

"Alright, I'm gonna bring Ruth!" He said

"She erks me!" I said

"Yeah you erk me!" He said

I ignored him and went in my office turned on some Christmas music.

I made sure everyone had tickets. I noticed rye was bringing amber hoe ass. Jess of course bringing June, Keke and Ryan because, Keke is family Rylie because Ryan is going, Ruth and her family, Mel and herself angel didn't have no one, guess I get to know angel she seems like she's cool. I thought to myself. And it was a bunch of other employees who was going as well.

I sent out emails, about next year strategy marketing plans, accounting details. I didn't even notice I went to sleep on my desk

Knock knock

"Ye"I slowly opened my eyes to see rye standing there with the box

"You didn't have to do this!" She held up the box

"It was yours, I didn't need it!" I said

"But you bought...." I stood up

"And I gave it to you, okay just keep it" I walked to the door

"Sami...." She grabbed my left arm

It left just like the first time she ever touched me. It felt like my soul being being out back in my body. Her hands were freezing and shaking.

I got chills from every inch of my body from her, one of the best feelings I have ever felt was her touching me. It was honestly better than sex.

When you love someone this much, just a touch from them is intoxicating making you feel high almost.

"Mhmm" I moaned low

"Rye please let me go" I spoke low and slowly

"Sorry I" she removed her hand

I literally felt like I was gonna pass the fuck out. I just stood there. I couldn't even look at her, I didn't wanna see her face. I wanted her to get away from me. Three years she hasn't touched me, no one has touched means this just made it worse for me to try and let my feelings ago for her.

She just stood there looking at the floor as I just stared at her office door. It wasn't awkward or uncomfortable but it was something else, I don't know what it was but I couldn't move.

"Baby!" Amber walked up

"Yes" rye said taking a deep breath

Why don't she just fucking leave her.

"Remember when I told you that someone robbed us the other day, and beat up Geo, and that's why I had to leave, the umm party!"

"Yeah" rye said turning to her

"Geo said he don't even know who did it, I mean they took all my clothes. " She fake cried

"Amanda told you that someone drained my account, I don't have literally any okay, look it's Christmas okay, just relax today" rye said

"But baby...."I cut her wining ass off

"Can you take that over there!" I said

"Grench" she said

"Amanda stop it!" Rye said

"Come on" she pulled rye

I just closed my office door and I can't do this I can't be around her at all, like I can't do this shit.

Sami Pops House 3:45 pm

"Aye pops" I yelled walking in

"I gave you one fucking thing to do and you didn't do it!" He charged at me

"I haven't did shit!" I said backing up, he was pissed off

"My point I fucking told you to keep Mel and you didn't" he yelled

"I'm sorry it's just...."

"Melissa I'd your fucking family, she don't have no one but us, if I ask you to keep her fucking do that Samariya" he walked away

"What...okay well where is she?" I asked following him

"She's in the guestroom upstairs" I pointed

"Just shut up Sandy!" He yelled at Mel mom

What is the fucking big deal, I forgot because I was pissed and got locked up, what did I do so fucking wrong

"Aye Mel... You up!" I slowly opened the door

"Just leave me alone bro!" She said

" Aye it's me, man what's up" I sat next to her

"I said LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She turned to me

She had a black eye and a busted lip

"Did she do this to you..." She cut me off

"I kept calling you to come get me like unc said, to do but you never fucking answerd my call. I ducking look up to you Sami and you fucking left me hanging for this crazy bitch" she hit the wall

"Stop Mel.. Melissa I'm sorry, I had got myself....."

"You my family man,. You was supposed to be there when I call man, I can't fight her off by myself, I thought it being Christmas shell be normal, but beating my as is fucking normal!" She said

"That's it"

I got up and walked into the family room where Sandy and my pops we're yelling at each other.

"You fucking bitch" I choked her up on the wall

"Samariya fucking stop!" My pops said

"That's your fucking daughter, you are supposed to be there when shit gets hard for her, YOUR FUCKING SUPPOSED TO PROTECT HER FROM THE PAIN THE WORLD WILL GIVE HER. YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO CAUSE HER PAIN" I yelled at her with tears coming full force

Everything I've ever wanted to say to my mother was being out on Sandy.

"Samariya let her go!" My pops yelled trying to pull me off her

"Get your ..... daughter" Sandy said trying to breath as she clawing at my hands and arms

"FUCK YOU, YOU DISGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT, YOU AINT NO FUCKING TYPE OF MOTHER. CAUSING HER PAIN, HUH, WHO CAN SHE CRY TO, NOT YOU SHE CANT ASK YOU FOR FUCKING DATING ADVICE, OR PERIOD SHIT, OR ANYTHING THE WAY YOU PUT YOUR FUCKING HANDS ON HER, LETTING YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS TOUCH HER" I couldn't stop

"SAMARIYA SHE IS NOT YOUR MOTHER" my pops finally pulled me off her

"....." Sandy got up and ran out

"Baby doll, calm down" my pops held my as I dropped to the floor

"I don't know what's wrong with me!" I just broke down finally

"She isn't your mother baby" I felt in his voice that he was crying

"I don't know what I ever did to her, to make her hate me!"

" You didnt do anything wrong, to her. Sami you were a child, even as an adult no one does nothing wrong for someone to do that to them!" He said

I just sat there crying. All I saw was pain just flooded my heart. At once and I didn't know who to handle it.

What's happening to rye, and Mel, and me before, it happened to Jes. I just don't know.

I'm having a mental break down! On Christmas

Rye POV

Twin's Condo 5:56pm

I was actually having a pretty good day! Which I haven't had in a long time. Amanda was actually being nice and talking to people for a change!

We did out secret Santa gift thing and we was eating and listening to music. It was actually nice.

I was thinking about turning my phone on but I didn't wanna deal with it. Not today anyways I just wanna be happy in this moment.

"Rye, I do love you!" Amanda said kissing me

"Do you?" I joked

"Yes, I know I'm annoying but I do care. Little bit about you!" She smiled

"Mhmm" I smiled

"I thought Sami and Mel was gonna be here?" Jess said

"I been calling her but she's not picking up at all!" June said

"She probably with her dad, Mel said her mom was coming to town!" Keke said

"Oh yeah I forgotten Bout that!" June said

"Hey rye, come here" Rylie said

"Yes" I walked over to her holding Amanda hand

"So, anyways we have something to show you" Rylie pulled out her phone

"Here" she handed me her phone

It was a bank of America app with three accounts with over two million dollars. Ryan handed me a small envelope. I opened the envelope and it was a credit and debit card.

"Oh no I cant.... There is no fucking way...no give it back I'm not taking this!" I handed her the phone

"Rye, we all want you to have it" Jess said

"Babe, just take it" amanda said, I let her hand go

"No I can not take this money from y'all, y'all worked for hard for y'all money"

"And so did you. Mr Sam and Sami is the one that gave most of it, what you gone tell him if you giving it back" Rylie said

"Why did y'all tell him that shit, do y'all know how embarrassing this is for me?" I asked them

"I fucking hate this shit!" I said

"Aye hold up now!" June said

"Don't act like that, because we didn't tell him anything he came to us, rye you my nigga and one day I'm going to eat the duck outta you, but right now stop being a stubborn brat a fucking take the gift" June pinched my nipple

"Ouch shit stop nigga" I grabbed my chest

"Fucking fine damn! I'm not spending shit of this money, so leave me alone" they started laughing at me

"Oh when we get your money back from whoever stole it, just add it to it okay, because when I find out who did it I'm beating they ass myself!"Ryan said smiling at me and amanda

"Okay brat" Jess said

"Come here" Jess hugged me

"Jess you can let go now" I laughed

"No you need a hug" I finally hugged her back

"Don't make me cry" I told her

"I don't care if you start crying" she held me even tighter

"I've always told you that I got your back unlani and I meant that! I ain't got as much as everyone here, but I did what I could" Jess kissed the side of my head, still hugging me

"You know whatever is in this account is yours, I don't wanna take nothing and...." She cut me off

"Shut up now" she said

"Fine I love you to now get off me because here come June nasty ass!" I joked

"Y'all do gay shit around me on purpose I swear" June said walking back to keke

"She get on my nerves" Jess said

"Okay I have a special gift for jes..excuse me Mahina Mahuru Topasna from the island of Rurutu!" June said

"Umm okay" Jess said

"Don't worry you told me no wedding rings, I got you, but I better get some pus...." Keke cut her off

"June get to the point bro" Keke said as we laughed

"Hey baby" Amanda sat on my lap

"Hey" I kissed her cheek

"Jess, told me that her mother use to tell her this story every single day even until the day she lost her parents" I looked over to Jess and she was tearing up, she didn't like to talk about her parents at all

And June does not know that! We all have things that we never wanted to deal with in our life, and Jess losing her parents was one of them.

"She told me that her mom told her that the story was about her a women who loved a man so much that when he went away she cut off her own arm and burried it and then a five petal grew in it's place" June said

"Jess was turning so red"

"I wanted to get you a piece of your like your home island I guess, and I got this for you!" June handed her a small flower pot with a tiare Apetahi flower

"Why would you do this?" Jess asked her

"Huh?" June said

"Why would you do this! I don't wanna remember some shit that just makes me fucking remember how I was just basically fucking uprooted from home, I don't want this fucking flower, I want my fucking parents back. I didn't ask you to bring up my parents Juneau" Jess walked out of the condo

"What the fuck just happened" June said

"It's okay June" Keke said

"It's not okay I thought this was special because she told me about the story and how the flower was her favorite and it's was her favorite time with her mom, like I don't fucking get this shit. This is fucking why I don't and never did fucking relationships" June said walking to the Ryan room with her

"Watch out I'mma go talk to Jess!" I tapped Amanda

" Ugh okay" she got up

I walked out the condo and didn't see her. I took the elevator to the lobby and she was sitting there.

"You didn't have to say that to her!" I stood behind her

"I don't want no flower" she said

"She got you a flower from the other side of the world, and you go off on her door what?" I asked sitting next to her

"There was no point for her to bring them up they dead, so fuck it and fuck her and fuck the stupid story...you know what I don't get!"

"What Mahina?"

"Why when you tell someone something like that why they have to tell everyone!"

"Jess that story is your favorite story growing up you told me that story. I'm pretty sure you still have that picture of you and you mom and pops with the flowers behind y'all in your wallet to this day!" I told her

"But who told her to bring it up. Just cause I talk about them, I don't like when other people bring them up, I can't stand it and I wasn't ready for it, infront of all them people in there!"

"Them people are your friends..."

"I don't like Amber!" She said

"Look you can't do that to June you know she didn't mean not one bit of harm about the story or the flower!" I stated

"She should have known , like it's so simple" I shook my head

"Whatever rye you don't understand, your parents aren't dead!" She said

"You right I don't understand, because I don't know if they are alive and well or dead, I don't know anything about them, you don't have to be such a bitch about it" I got up and left her sitting there

She's mad at June for no real reason.

"Baby I'm getting tired! Can we go!" Amanda asked as I walked back in

"Where is June!" I said

"Back there!" Keke pointed to Ryan room

Knock knock

"June?" I called opening the door

"Yeah" she said

"I'm sorry, she acted like that!" I sat down next to her

"I don't even know what I did wrong, I thought I was being a good girlfriend and shit!"

"June you are a good girlfriend, Jess just she's just mad, she don't like her parents being brought up, it's makes her feel like people talking about other than her is mocking her or something" I said

"She's mad because her parents are dead, she don't wanna. Be reminded by someone else, as they are smiling and shit" I added

"Yeah but reacting like that is the right way!" June said

"You know it's not and she knows that it's not!" I said

"She's stubborn also, just give her a few minutes okay"

"She can have ling as she like, you can tell her it's over!" June stood up

"You definitely don't mean that!....."

"Oh but I don't, I don't need a relationship" June walked out the room

It's Christmas what's with all the damn drama.

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