Why?

Why did your heart race like that whenever Jungkook complimented you? It isn't like that with anyone. You didn't feel anything like this even when Jimin flirted with you. Why was it different when it came to Jungkook?

You wondered, laying down on your bed and staring at his jacket that you placed on the chair.

"No. More importantly, why is Jungkook behaving this way these days? He was so quiet when he joined." You sat up.

Your thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of your doorbell. You quickly got up, fixing your shirt and hair. Peeking through the peephole, you registered a figure standing on the other side of your apartment door with his back facing it.

"Hello?" You spoke, opening the door just a little.

"Hey" the all too familiar and -currently- unwelcomed voice spoke.

Jungkook.

You were just thinking about him and now the man himself was at the front of your door.

"What are you doing here?" You asked, too curious to worry about general mannerisms and to ask him to come in.

"It's cold outside" was all he said

"And? You want me to let you in?" You challenged, enjoying how Jungkook looked speechless for a second.

Then he chuckled and you felt something in your stomach.

"No, Y/N. I want you to give me my jacket back." He said and now you were the who was left speechless.

"One minute" you said and closed the door. After banging your head against the door for acting so stupid, you rushed back into your bedroom to grab his jacket.

You wondered why you still didn't let him in and just closed the door on his face. Was it because you were nervous to be around him with no source of separation in between? Maybe

"Here" you said handing him the jacket; the door only half opened. "Anything else?" You asked

He nodded. "Now, I want you to let me in." He smirked and you swore you felt that feeling in your stomach once again.

"Why?"

"Why not?" He countered and left you were speechless once again.

You tried to think of a way to reply to his question but he spoke first. "Why were you running away earlier? I was going to ask you to hand me my jacket back at the bus stop but you didn't even stop and just kept running." He wanted to know

"Like I said... I was trying to keep myself warm."

"You want me to believe that?" He leaned in and you backed away gulping. Jungkook took the chance and stormed in your apartment by pushing the door open.

"What do you think you are doing?" You shouted, not too loud.

"That's what I should I ask you. Who keeps their friend waiting at the front door when they come to visit you?" He asked, sitting on your couch.

"I... " once again you were left speechless.

Damn, he knew how to make your stupid mouth shut up.

"I'm not gonna harm you, Y/N. Why are you being so defensive around me?" He asked, his eyes showing curiosity but the smile on his lips said he was enjoying this.

You hung your head low. That's exactly what you've been wondering too.

"I don't know" you spoke before you could stop yourself.

Then, you heard footsteps approaching you and when you lifted your head, you were greeted by a very beautiful man standing mere inches away from you.

You gulped so loudly you were sure Jungkook heard the sound of it.

"Is something wrong?" He asked, his eyes showing something like concern.

"Absolutely not." you answered

"Then why are you pushing me away?" He asked.

At that moment you prayed to God he didn't notice the way your gaze drifted down to his lips when he spoke. But when you registered the way the corner of his lips curved up, you knew. You knew that he knew, you knew you fucked up, you knew you were done.

"Y/N-

The sound of the door slamming open interrupted whatever the heck Jungkook was going to say and for a moment you found yourself getting angry at that.

"Who the fuck-

For the 1000th time tonight, you were left speechless when you saw your mom standing infront of you with her mouth wide open in... shock? Why was she shocked?

And then it came down to you. What your mother basically saw was her daughter standing too close with a man, not to mention where your gaze was fixated at that time.

"Oh my God, Mom!! I can explain." You spoke.

"Explain what?" She asked, looking angrily at you.

"That's your Mom?" Jungkook asked, sounding nervous.

"Explain why you just swore? Or explain when did you get yourself a hot boyfriend? Or explain since when have you been hiding this from me?" Your mom shouted.

"What?" Jungkook and you uttered in unison.

"He is not my boyfriend." You denied

"Yet" Jungkook added, and if you weren't so busy explaining your mom everything, you would've questioned him about his comment.

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"So he's just a friend?"

After shouting, screaming-or actually trying to stop your mom from screaming- you were done with your explanation.

"Yes, Mom." You answered the same question with the same answer for the 11th time now.

"But he's cute." Your Mom tried to whisper.

"I'm sure he heard you." You deadpanned

"Oop" She shut her mouth shut.

"Um... thanks I guess?" Jungkook replied, awkwardly.

Awkward. That's exactly what this whole situation was and you needed to solve this problem somehow.

"Jungkook, I'll talk to you tomorrow." You said, pulling the man up with you from the couch.

Jungkook took the hint and uttered an "okay"

"Why?? Let him stay?" Your Mom tried to stop you but was silenced by the death glare you gave her.

You slammed the door shut once Jungkook was out and exhaled a breath of relief.

"You scored a jackpot there." You Mom commented, clapping in excitement.

"Mom, please. We are not a thing." You tried to defend.

"Oh shut up. I saw the way you both look at each other." She said

"What now?"

"I'm sure you are aware of the way you were looking at his-

"Stop right there." You raised your finger in the air, too embarrassed to let her finish the sentence.

"And let me tell you, that boy looked like he really wanted to kiss you." She said, smirking like she just told you about a million dollar treasure she found.

"What the fuck?" You uttered in shock.

"He looks like a nice guy. What's the problem?"

"Don't you have a problem?" You questioned back.

"With what?" She asked, looking clueless

"With me having a boyfriend. I mean every mom has a problem with their daughter having a...boyfriend. By the way, that doesn't mean he is my boyfriend."

"I'd be a fool to have a problem with that. I'm just glad you are over your The-Black-Knight-fever." She answered.

You were too tired to have this conversation right now and decided to just drop this topic.

"Just tell me what you are doing here?" You asked, changing the subject.

"Oh right. I almost forgot...

And the night went peacefully with your mom talking about how she planned this surprise visit for you, which indeed ended up becoming a surprise visit and how your grandma was doing so much better and hundreds of other things.

You were glad she didn't bring up Jungkook or Black Knight in the conversation. Those two men really were tiring the shit out of you.

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Author's note:

So sorry for taking so long to update. I won't defend myself anymore, cause I know it's my fault. To make it up to you all, I'll be posting 2 more chapters in a few hours. Hang tight!!

Thank you :)