"Really?" he chuckled humorously as he stalked towards me, anger evident in his dark eyes as his tall frame got closer with each step. Trembling with excitement and fear the closer he got to my naked body, fully exposed for his hungry eyes to drink me in.

"You want to lose your virginity to me because you don't want Peter to have it?" stopping in front of me I couldn't look at him, instead I looked at the floor; covering my chest and core as best as I could from his view. Feeling slightly disgusted at myself that Darien thought such a thing of me. I wanted him for other reasons.

"No I-"

"You know what I'm tired of this, you have pushed me away for months and all or a sudden you want me because it is convenient for you?" he spat in anger, lust swirling in his dark orbs as I shuddered under his penetrating stare, taking a hesitant step away from his towering frame.

I was going to tell him I loved him before he had interrupted me. I was doing this because I loved him and I only wanted him to have my virginity. Losing it to someone like Peter didn't go well with me, the thought sending bile up my throat. I never wanted it to be like this but I didn't know what to think anymore, what to do. My life was horrible why not be reckless?

"I will fuck you, it won't be soft and it won't be slow and when you beg me to stop I won't. You will get your precious virginity taken away from you but then we are done," he spat, his face close to mine as his face burned red in anger. Holding in the tears I nodded my head, this was what I wanted wasn't it?

A touch of remorse shone in his expression before he shook it away, sighing as he threw my naked body on his shoulder causing me to squeal in surprise.

It didn't take long before my body was threw onto the bed, making me bounce slightly before looking up at a heated Darien through hooded lashes.

My arms by my side as I let his eyes roam my body, taking me all in as he pulled his bottom lip into his mouth, biting it softly as I squirmed on the bed slightly. Feeling strangely confident as he made his way to the bed.

***Smut alert, if you don't want to read continue to the next: "***"

I watched as he discarded his top slowly, almost teasingly as my core clenched in need for his delicious muscles. My mouth watering at the image of his beautiful abs filling my greedy eyes. Smirking as he hooked his fingers around the waist of his shorts, pulling them down along with his boxers as I gulped in fear.  

I wasn't going to say I hadn't saw one before but who over that age hadn't? At one point or another you stumble upon that dark side of the internet, whether meaning to or not. But nothing had prepared me for the monster standing proud in front of me.

"No going back now," he smirked as he pushed his body on top of me carefully. Our skin rubbing together as he placed his body between my parted legs, his manhood rubbing against my core as I whimpered at the slight feel of him against me.

His head dipped down, his hot mouth taking one of my delicate buds into his mouth as his hand paid attention to my other breast. Kneading it between his rough hand as I moaned, my back arching from the bed as he gently bit onto my delicate flesh.

His tongue swirling around teasingly as the tears of desperation built up behind my eye lids.

Groaning in pleasure as his hand disappeared from my breast, trailing a burning path down to my thighs as I pushed my hips against his hand, wanting him to pleasure me in the most erotic way possible.

"Darien," I cried in annoyance as I shook on the bed, trying to get his hand higher up my thigh as his mouth trailed hot kisses against my breasts.

"Shh," he dismissed, thrusting a finger into my core as I cried out in shock and pleasure. My muscles clenching around him as my hips rocked against the thrusting motion of his finger.

His mouth kissing my neck sending goosebumps over my skin, adding to the erotic sensation as my stomach tightened with the close climax. My body trembling as he added another finger to my dripping core.

My fingers dug into his shoulders as he groaned against my skin, his fingers picking up speed before he curled them inside me making a scream fall from my mouth as my climax hung by a thread. A thread that was about to be shattered as I flung my head back. Shutting my eyes as I let the pleasure roll over me in pleasant erotic waves.

Shaking as my body became closer.

Screaming as Darien thrust into me full force, pushing my lips apart as he stole my innocence. His intrusion causing me to climax the minute he entered me. Tightening my core around him as I cried in erotic pain and pleasure. Clinging to him as he began to mercifully thrust his throbbing manhood into my core.

Giving me no time to adjust as he stayed true to his previous words. His thrusts hard and fast as I panted under him, letting him take what he wanted from me as I moaned under him, stars under my eye lids as incoherent words flew from my mouth.

Whimpering as he pulled out of me, leaving me empty as I gasped for air underneath him. Watching him with questionable eyes as he smirked down at me.

Grabbing my hips he spun me onto my hands and knees, grabbing my hands behind my back as he pushed my face into the pillows. My bottom high in the air as he delivered a harsh smack to my, causing me to jump and scream. The unusual feeling having my core tighten at every slap he delivered to me.

My moans becoming a blur as I breathed heavily, desperately waiting for the next one to be delivered to my tender bottom.

"Shit!" I screamed as his thick manhood parted my lips, pushing into me roughly as he delivered brutal thrusts to my sore body. His hand continuing to spank me at the same time he drowned his manhood into my core.

His hands rounding my body to grasp my breasts into his hands as he continued to destroy what was left of my virginity as I cried under him. I had never known such beautiful pleasure as Darien brutally took what he wanted, just like he said he would.

Moaning as another climax rolled over me, the tightening of my core milking Darien as he climaxed into me with a loud groan. Collapsing on top of me for a moment before pushing himself off, pulling out of me as I whimpered at the soreness of my core.

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He never uttered a word as he threw his clothing back on, not even glancing in my direction as I quickly covered myself with the duvet. My pleasure coming crashing around me as I felt completely horrible. I knew he was in a mood but not talking to me after taking my virginity?

"Darien?" I whispered softly, pushing myself to the end of the bed as he turned to look at me with anger in his eyes once again mixed with sadness as I stopped talking. I didn't know what to say.

"No virginity, what you wanted right?" he shook his head in denial before looking back up at me with watery eyes.

"You shouldn't say you'll give us a chance if all you wanted was for me to get rid of the inconvenience for you. It's gone, you don't need me anymore. Go to bed we are leaving tomorrow," he spoke softly, walking away as I stared at the door that he just left.

The tears falling on their own for the way he had treated me, he took me like I was a hooker, not even kissing me, just diving right in with no mercy. Leaving me after taking the most precious thing I had. Knowing he thought I used him broke my heart, seeing him like that vanished any anger about the way he treated me. He had warned me before hand.

I had said I wasn't ready for him, said I would consider giving him a chance and later begging him to take me? Feeling terrible I curled into a ball, pulling the covers over my body as I let the tears drown me to sleep. We needed to have a serious talk in the morning.

Morning came quickly as I stretched my sore muscles on the bed, groaning at the ache in my abdomen as I got up from the bed. Disappointment setting in at the thought of Darien not staying the night with me. Feeling like a complete slut for the way I had acted last night, I didn't blame him for the way he treated me, I deserved it, all of it. Maybe even more.

Showering quickly I ignored the ache in my muscles as I quickly dried and dressed in another white sundress. Laughing slightly at the chosen colour, I couldn't wear the colour with the innocence I once had.

Shaking my head from the thought I let my wet hair fall down my shoulders. Smiling as I looked into the mirror before a frown appeared at the bruise on my neck where he had place many hikes. Hikes covered my neck and chest from where he occupied me with his skillful fingers. The thought of him making heat rush to my cheeks as I quickly thought of other things to stop myself from dreaming about him.

"You're always in here," I smiled slightly as I spotted Darien sitting in the Kitchen, drinking a glass of orange juice as he typed away on his laptop.

"Just making final travel arrangements, the twins will collect you from the airport," he spoke calmly as my heart tightened within my chest. He had said it many times but was this him giving up now? I had pushed him away at every advance, had I pushed him too hard?

"You want me to stay away from you?" I spoke softly, looking at my bare feel as I tried to clear the tears away from my eyes. I had forgave him, opened my eyes to everything he had done for me the past few months. How much of a mature man he was now, although watching him avoid looking at me wasn't very mature of him. I decided I was giving him a chance, not because Peter may rape me but because I loved him. My life was horrible, why keep depriving myself of the love I had craved?

"I'm not going to please you for your convenience again," he spoke calmly with a hint of anger in his tone as the first tear fell from my eye.

"I love yo-"

"Don't," he chuckled, shaking his head, "Don't tell yourself you love me to make yourself feel better. The past few months all you have done is insult me and everything I stand for. I get that I hurt you when we were 18 but that was 6 years ago, I admit I was wrong for kissing her and insulting you but you can't see by it. You act like I killed your best friend every time you look at me. Do you know how horribly it feels knowing you only wanted to sleep with me because you didn't want a murdered taking your virginity? I love you but I can't keep doing this," he sighed in defeat as he ran his hands threw his messed hair. Noticing he was still dressed in the same clothing from last night as everything he said sunk in. If only he would believe me.

"You don't understand," I sighed, lowering my head in exhaustion as I tried to find the words to explain to him. I was never one for speaking of my feelings. I was a locked book that couldn't be opened.

"I understand that you may say you forgive me but you don't," downing the rest of his orange juice as he stood from the chair.

A piercing alarm making me clutch my ears as Darien froze on the spot for a second, looking out the large sea front windows to where the boat was waiting for us to take us on the first step of the journey home.

"Stay here," he spoke calmly, not seeming too concerned as I calmed slightly. Nodding as I sat on one of the chairs. Listening patiently as he walked up the stairs as he spoke rapidly in another language to the person on the other end of the phone he had pressed to his ear.

It didn't take too long before he came back down the stairs with a gun in his hand causing my heart to rapidly beat within my chest.

"That was the alarm system, the boat has been here for two hours so he didn't trigger it," he spoke calmly, as my breathing became erratic.

"Probably nothing, just for precaution," he smiled tightly as I shook my head. He said he couldn't get us here and I believed him, I did. The look in his eyes was having mixed feelings fill me though. I could see right through him, I always could. He was lying.

"What do we have here?" the voice of my nightmares filled my ears as my body tensed, my heart dropping as Darien quickly reached for the gun.

The sound of a gun had me jumping in fright before Darien fell to the floor at the opposite side of the table. An ear piercing scream leaving my mouth as I watched Darien fall to the ground. My body quickly being lifted before I could run to him as I screamed until my throat became raw. My body thrashing before Peter pressed a cloth to my mouth as I desperately tried not to breath the toxins into my body.

It didn't take long for my lungs to take a large intake of breath as I sobbed, my weak body being carried away from Dariens lifeless body as the world began to spin around me.

"Just you and me now."