after spending hours trying to sleep, I couldn't so I just decided to go Alex's and check up on Evelyn
I carefully took my self out of bed before throwing my self on the wheelchair and moving myself out of the room before I headed to Alex's to find the door opened as I peeked inside
Alex layed on the bed staring at the celling as Ethan sat on the other side of the bed

"bro just stop thinking like this" Ethan said

"Bro I could've lost her, I lost my father and I could've lost her and my baby" Alex said "the thought of this, is driving me insane Ethan, I just don't know what to do" I didn't want to eavesdrop but they were talking about me

"You can't do anything alex, she's here now and her and your baby is good" Ethan said

"But she doesn't understand that I'm worried about her and I just don't want her to be hurt, the doctor said she needs rest and here she wants to walk all day, if you're not worried about your self well then I am, she doesn't understand what I'm feeling and all she is doing is pushing me away" he said

"yeah the way she's been speaking to you today isn't the same, it's cold" Ethan said

"She even slept in her room, when this was supposed to be ours" he said as he ran his fingers through his hair

"But listen, don't forget what she's been through, it's a lot" Ethan said

"I know, I swear I do realize everything but all she's doing is pushing me away and she does it by saying and doing things that I can't respond to"

"Then just stick with her, cause she needs you" Ethan said

"I know, I wasn't planning on leaving anyway" Alex said

"Give her some time, it's been hard for us and I bet it's harder, she was in the car with him, he saved her and the baby and she could've died, I bet she's doing this just because of what she's been thinking, like you and Evelyn could've lost her" Ethan said as Alex nodded

"I'll just go check up on Brandon then head to sleep so goodnight" Ethan said and before I could hide, the room door opened fully and a pair of eyes stared at me

"Becca?" Ethan said as Alex stood up quickly before he stood by the door looking at me
"Are you okay?" Ethan asked

"Babe you okay?, why did you move? Is everything alright? You could've called me, just don't move by your self next time!" Alex said "do you need anything?"

"No no I'm good, I just couldn't sleep alone" I said

"I'm gonna go now, and you know how much I love you guys but you guys really should talk and work this out together because you're hurting each other" Ethan said "Goodnight"

"Goodnight" me and Alex replied before I got into the room and Alex closed the doors

"Is Eve sleeping?" I asked

"Yeah belle put her to sleep" Alex replied "let me help you" Alex picked me up and placed me on the bed before he went to the other side, we laid on the bed while we stayed silent for minutes before I decided to speak

"I heard you taking to Ethan"I said then stopped for minute before speaking "I'm sorry for the things I said and I know I'm being a complete bitch to you and I apologize Alex" I said

"It's alright Becs, I understand where this is coming from" he said softly

"It's not alright,I've been a bitch to you today, and I kept saying things that were hurting you, and I keep pushing you away at the time I need you the most and I know that you need me to be with you at the time" I said as Alex turned and looked at me before stroking my cheek

"I could've lost you, so this thing just got me to be overprotective of you, i just don't want anything to happen to you, and that's why I said what I said about the funeral" Alex said "but the only things I'm asking you now is to stop taking this all by yourself and push me away, I need you Becca, I need you to stick with me because I know I will lose it without you and I'm scared that this might happen"

"I'm here with you baby, I'm here now and I'm sorry for pushing you away" I said placing a hand on his hands before kissing them

"you can come to the funeral, you have the complete right to be there to say goodbye to my father and i need you there and at first I just said you can't come because you couldn't walk and you were hurt but I was just worried about you" he said

"thank you" I said

"Becca you've been through a lot and I know a lot of things are running through your mind and if you ever need something or want to talk about anything, I'm here for you baby" he said
"I'm glad the baby is fine, I'm glad you are" he put a hand on my belly before he sat up and placed a gentle kiss on my belly

"I'm really glad you're still here baby, I'm glad you and your mama are safe" ales said

"I love you Alex" I said as a smile appeared on his face

"I love you more Becs" he said as he pulled me to his chest "I i thought i was sleeping without you today"

"I couldn't sleep over there, it felt weird" I said

"Well good thing, so whenever we fight you'll be coming to our room" Alex said as I laughed

"I missed you" I said

"I missed you too baby" Alex said as I looked at before connecting our lips

"Now let's go to sleep, it's been a long day for both of us" Alex said

"Goodnight" I said as Alex covered both of us with blankets

"Goodnight baby" he said placing a kiss to my forehead before both of us fell into deep sleep

I woke up the next day to find Alex talking on the phone on the other side of the room

"thanks mr brown, my father would've appreciated it" Alex said as his eyes met mine and he gave me a smile

"I'll contact you later, bye" Alex said as he closed the call before making his way toward me

"good morning" Alex said placing a kiss to my forehead

"Good morning" I said "going somewhere?"

"Yeah, things for the funeral needs to be done, I waited to get you down then I could head out" he said

"You didn't have to, but thanks" I said as he helped me get into the bathroom then changed into clothes then headed down with him

Evelyn and Brandon sat together watching tv before Alex placed me on the couch

"Good morning" I said as Evelyn kissed my cheek

"Good morning" Brandon said

"Are we leaving?" Ethan said as he placed a plate full of waffles on the table

"Yeah let's go" Brandon said

"Hey at least eat break" belle said

"Sorry we can't" Alex said

"Daddy! Belle and Julie where doing this since hour ago and now you're gonna leave without eating?" Evelyn said

"Evelyn is right" belle said

"Just call Sophie to come here and you guys could eat with Katie and Nate" Ethan said

"No I want you guys to eat" Evelyn said giving them puppy eyes "please"

"Not the puppy eyes" Brandon said with a sigh "Let's stay, can't resist them"

"Alex just eat and go, you won't lose anything" I said

"Actually we'll lose time but anyways okay we'll eat" alex said as I rolled my eyes before standing slowly with crunches

"Do you need help?" Brandon asked as I shook my head

"I should do this by myself" I said as I slowly moved to the table and sat carefully before having breakfast with them