Ch 13- The Luckiest

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Taehyung's 1st Person POV

We just made it to the second bar of the night, Rudy's Jazz Room.

The last club we were at was fun and it had a really nice ambiance. I really enjoyed the blues singers who performed. I felt the emotion behind their words as if I can relate to them. Especially right at this moment.

Ever since Y/N honestly told me that Yoongi had texted her tonight, I just cannot help but be bothered by it.

It's not that I don't trust Y/N, because I do, but, it's more Yoongi. I know how much he used to matter to her and I'm afraid that what we have now could easily be taken away from me because of him. Maybe Y/N and I being together is too good to be true.

Yoongi was the one who initially ended their relationship. I remember Y/N video-calling me the night he told her that he couldn't keep up with their relationship anymore. I remember her sobbing uncontrollably.

Y/N really loved Yoongi and cared about him so much. But, when she first shared how he broke up with her, a little part of me couldn't help but rejoice in the fact that Yoongi was stepping out of the picture.

I mean, I obviously hated that he broke Y/N's heart. I hated seeing her so broken at the time. I never like seeing her, one of the people that matters so much to me, to be emotionally devastated.

I love her. And, I would do anything to make sure that I could keep her happy most of her days, if it's the last thing I do.

I regretted all those times in the past when I had the opportunity to confess my feelings for her but chickened out. And, then, when Yoongi first came into the picture, it worried me because he treated her so well. I couldn't hate him when they were together because he loved her. And, if my best friend's happy, I had to let it be.

I know Yoongi breaking up with her wasn't completely because of him not loving her anymore. I know he did it because of their careers and them seeing less of each other and drifting apart because of it. Something between them had taken a toll on each of them that he was the one to initiate ending what they had built together as a couple.

So, when I learned he texted her tonight, my worries came flooding in.

Why the hell is Yoongi still trying to contact her? Is he realizing he made a mistake?

He definitely made a mistake of letting Y/N go. But, he had his chance, and now she's with me.

After Y/N broke up with Yoongi, I made sure to be there for her, even when we were in different states. I still made sure she knew she could call and text me whenever she needed me. I made sure to answer her calls and texts as quickly as I could. And, if I couldn't, I would always text her briefly, saying I'd call or reply to her text in a more detailed manner when I was free.

I allowed her to go through the stages of a break up, offering her my figurative shoulder to cry on when she was in New York and I was still residing in California.

As much as I wanted to immediately confess my feelings for her after she broke up with Yoongi, simply because I didn't want to risk losing that opportunity again, I wanted her to heal from the break up as long as she needed.

As the days turned to months, and the months turned to years, she'd talk less about Yoongi. Then, there just came a time when I knew she had moved on.

And, fuck, I'm the happiest man now, ever since I learned that she's always cared about me as more than a friend.

Now that we've confessed to each other, this is my chance to be with her and I'll do everything in my power to make sure she knows how much I love her and will always be by her side, supporting and caring for her.

"Tae?" Y/N's voice breaks me away from my thoughts. I had zoned out as I stared out onto the stage, watching the jazz band performing. I look over to see Y/N raising a brow at me.

"Yes?" I say questioningly at her as I raise both my brows at her.

"Would you, maybe, like to dance?" She sounds nervous asking me since she claims to be horrible at dancing while I think she's insanely beautiful in whatever she does. I guess I'm biased.

Y/N points out to the small dance floor, where other couples are dancing. I couldn't help but beam at her. I stand up and hold out my hand for her and she accepts, allowing me to help her out of her chair.

Her hand in mine, we walk onto the dance floor and we are surrounded by mainly older couples. We get into a dancing stance- my right hand is on her waist while her left hand rests comfortably on my right shoulder. My left hand has hold of her right hand, and she and I start to dance to the beautiful jazz music.

As we start moving, Y/N jokes about how uncoordinated she is and giggles and I can't help but join her in the laughter. She's just too fucking cute when she acts awkward with her dancing.

"You make me happy," I unconsciously say out loud to her as a smile is naturally plastered on my face.

She locks eyes with me, "Tae, thank you for coming up with this trip. I'll never forget this adventure. I love you."

As soon as she realized what she said to me, her eyes widen. It's her first time saying those words to me.

"I..." she tries to speak as if she's trying to back-track. But, I speak before she can say anything more.

"I love you, too, Y/N," I continue to stare into her eyes as I spoke those words.

I see her eyes water as she rests her forehead against mine.

"I'm the luckiest," she says above a whisper, looking at me with such love that I just feel like I'm in fucking cloud nine. I can't help but look at her with the most adoration.

"No, I'm the luckiest."


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Hi, Loves! 💜

Song that inspired this chapter is a personal favorite of mine. It's called 'The Luckiest,' by Ben Folds. It's one of my all-time favorite love songs.

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Also, I just want to say that I'm really enjoying the boys sharing pics on their individual Instagram accounts. Anyone lose it when Tae had posted this? I know I'm late in talking about this but I haven't updated this story. It's just hard not to bring up this photo!


Anyway, thank you so much for reading my story!
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-MissD

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