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@SUTAisaStar and @MissLoveItAll

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Ellie's P.O.V

I am currently here at my room tears streaming down my face as I found out the news about Zayn leaving the One direction band.

You see when I arrived here at home after school I decided to open my twitter account and my heart nearly pop out when I saw the heartbreaking news about zayn.

Tears continued streaming down my face as I saw the tweets about zayn and I started crying harder when I saw a video of harry crying.

My phone rang making me jump and I quickly took my phone and answer the call.

"Hello?" I said sniffling.

"Oh my gosh! Have you heard about the news? Zayn is leaving one fucking direction!" Ark wailed on the other line as she sobbed.

I started crying again since I just can't believe that this is happening.

"I-I know but W-we have no choice. It is h-his decision and we need to understand it." I said as I started to hiccup as continued crying.

Ark cried harder on the other line as she process my words.

"I agree. No matter what happens Zayn will always be a part of our fandom." Ark said sniffing but I can imagine tears still streaming down her face.

"Yeah. H-He doesn't deserve to go through this s-shit." I said hiccuping.

"Let's just wish for the best." She said as she started to cry again.

Tears starred to pour on my face again,"Stop crying Ark. Zayn wouldn't want to see us crying. He would want to see us smilling  and to be there for each other." I said still crying as I force my tears to stop.

"Okay," She paused before taking a deep breath," You know what? Instead of crying here let's go eat at Bluestar." She said as she sniffle.

"Okay. I'll meet you there at 15." I said before hanging up.

I close my laptop ignoring the urge to cry again as I enter my bathroom and I mentally scream as I saw my face.

I look hideous, My eyes are very red and puffy. I got snot running down at my nose and my lips are very red as I remember bitting them very hard earlier to stop myself from crying which I failed.

I turn the water on as I splash my face with cold water to lessen the puffiness and redness of my eyes and to get rid of the snot.

I wiped my face on my face towel as took my toothbrush and brushed my teeth after that I decided to change into a black leggings and a oversized sweater and left my hair into its natural way.

I took my phone and wallet and headed downstairs to see Theo playing with his action figures.

"Hey buddy." I said as ruffled his hair.

"Come pway with mwe Ellie" He pouted as he started to fix his hair.

"Next time buddy. I need to go." I said as I kissed his forehead which he mumbled a small 'goodbye'

"Where are you going honey?" Mom asked as walks out of the kitchen.

"Ark and I are gonna meet at Bluestar." I said as I sniffle.

"Oh my gracious. Have you been crying? What's wrong honey?" Mom asked as she hugs me.

"Nothing mom." I said hugging her back.

"Let me guess, It's about zayn leaving the band? Is that why you are crying honey?" She asked as she pulled back to look at my face.

I sniffle,"Yes mom." I said as tears are threatening to pour out but I just held them back.

"Oh honey, I truly understand what you are feeling." She said as she hugs me.

"Don't worry mom. I'm fine and I need to go now." I said.

"Okay honey. Stay safe and here's 30 dollars. Go buy anything." She said as she gave me a peck on the cheek.

"Thanks mom." I said giving her a grin.

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"What took you so long?" Ark asked as we both sat at the booth while waiting for our order.

"Mom and I had a mother and daughter moment." I said giggling.

"Oh really? About what?" Ark asked grinning.

Like me, Ark's eyes are bit puffy and red. She is wearing a faded jeans with a simple tank top and a black vans leaving her hair ombre hair down.

"She notice that I was crying and She asked why and I told her it was nothing and she was like 'let me guess this about zayn leaving the band' and I said yes mom and she hug me and gave me a peck on the cheek saying she understand what I'm feeling and I told her that I needed to go and then she handed me 30 dollars saying 'go buy anything'." I said in one breath.

"Your mom is so cool compared to my step mom who is a complete bitch." She said as our order arrived.

Ark's parents are divorce since she was six. Her mom was caught cheating with some man by her dad. Uncle Marco, Ark's dad remarried her step mom, Sophie when she was 16.

I totally agree about her step mom being a bitch. She is your typical step mom who is acting nice infront of people but is completely mean when no one is around. She wears to much make up and her voice is very annoying.

"Does your dad know about how she is completely a bitch to you?" I asked as I popped a french fries on my mouth.

"No, He doesn't and I want to keep it that way since he's happy with her." She explained taking a bite on her chicken sandwhich.

I nodded before continue eating my fries and sipping on my sarsi drink.

"I still can't believe that Zayn is leaving." Ark sadly.

I sigh," I know but It will never change anything if we cry. We need to be stronger for the boys." I said.

Ark sniffle as she force herself not to cry,"This feeling is much much worst than being heartbroken."

"I know." I said as I try to ignore the urge to cry.

After a few minutes of silence Ark finally spoke up,"I think I'm seeing things because there is two completely hot guys who is approaching our table." Ark said as I drank my sarsi.

I turned to look who it was and I started chocking on my drink when I saw Jones and David who are approaching us.

"Hey." Jones said once He and David was in our sight.

"You again?!" I asked glaring at him.

"Just wanted to say hello." David said smirking.

"Do you know each other?" Ark asked completely confused.

"Yeah. This two assholes were the one who blocked my way last night." I answered still glaring the two of them.

"What? Seriously?" She asked and started glaring at the both of them.

"Serious as a dead meat." I said.

Ark suddeny stood up and throw her drink at both of the guys making me shock.

"What the hell was that for?" David said as he wiped the coke out of his face.

"That was for blocking my best friend's way last night and giving her some bruises you Jerks." She said as she pushed the both of them.

"We were just joking around." Jones replied as He glared at Ark.

I stood up and started to pull Ark away from them but she stood her ground.

Completely ignoring me,"Joking around? You have gotta be kidding me." Ark said harshly.

"Whatever, Let's go Jones. This bitch doesn't even deserve an explaination from us." David said.

They started walking away but was cut off by Ark jumping on David's back making david fall on his back.

"Oh. You did not just call me that." Ark said as she sat at David's back while starting to pull Davids black hair.

"Ow. Let go of me you fucking bitch." David said as she tried to get rid of Ark on her back,"Fucking help me Jones." He said.

Jones stepped forward as she took Ark by the waist and started to pull her away from David.

"Let go of me you assh-" Ark didn't finish that when suddenly the manager came towards us with a securitu guard by his side.

"Excuse me? But you are scaring our customers aways and I think it is best for you to leave or else we will call the police." The manager said us a glare.

My mouth dropped open as I can't believe that I am getting kicked out of the restaurant.

Ark suddenly pulled my arm, "Dont worry. We'll fucking leave."  She said as she glared at the manager and at David who is currently still at the ground.

She half dragged/pulled me outside the restaurant ignoring the the shock of the customers and the manager.

"I can't believe we got kick out for the first time." I said giggling as we both started to walk away from the restaurant.

She laughed,"There is always a first time in everything and besides I feel so bad ass on jumping those that Jerk's back." She said grinning.

"You seriously are the best friend ever and Thanks for doing that." I said giving her a thankful smile.

She pulled me into a hug before saying,"Your always welcome Els." She said.

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Hey guyss

I hope you liked the chapter and Sorry if it kinda sucked.

I am TRULY HEARTBROKEN About Zayn leaving the band BUT I understand his decision.

HE doesnt deserve to go through this shit and No matter what happens He will always be a part of the fandom.

THANKS FOR READING
I LOVE YOU

-ELABEARXX