saturday
1:00pm

TAETAE:

are you happy with yourself

TAETAE:
um. i think?

are you happy now that you've got
what you wanted?

TAETAE:
what's happening

you can have her. you can have somin now that
you've stolen her away from me.

TAETAE:
nah you're just a really bad boyfriend

taehyung you're fucking ruining me.
what have i ever done to you? i give
you everything and you repay me back
with pain?

i love somin. i love her so fucking much
and you just take her and drag her along
with you like she's some doll? she's more
than that taehyung

TAETAE:
that's funny. you love her? then why did
you treat her like shit. the amount of
times you lied to her, hurt her and i'm
pretty sure you're probably cheating on
her with that mia chick right now.

you don't deserve a girl like somin. you
really don't. all she had was problems every
fucking day because of you. it's so shocking because it was even hard for her to talk about
them to you so she came and told me
everything because she trusted me. she lost
her trust in you and i don't blame her

you really don't know how much she means
to me. you're a psycho and i would hate it
to see her in the arms of someone like you
taehyung because you hurt me and i'm
pretty sure you hurt her as well. you tricked her into thinking everything you said was real.

TAETAE:
jungkook everything i said was from my heart. i meant every single thing i texted her that night and i don't regret anything. i'm sorry for hurting you again but it had to be done. i didn't hurt somin, i protected her from such
a bad boyfriend. your relationship was bad
because of you. somin was perfect. you caused all of the problems. you should be proud jungkook.

i'm getting her back. there's no way i'm losing her.

TAETAE:
are you sure you can make it in time?

what?
-seen.

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Taehyung came over and comforted me at my place. Even though I felt really uncomfortable in Tae's arms, I let him stay because I know for a fact he would never leave and I really needed someone to be there for me.

I am a mess. My eyes are bloodshot with my tears pouring down like heavy rain. I'm in pain mentally and physically and I hate it so fucking much. Unwanted, isolated, depressed. It's too hard to handle;who knew break ups could feel this bad?

Jungkook hurt me but for some reason, I want him to be the one comforting me right now. I need him but I don't want him. I love him but I hate him. He's gone, I let him go and I'm angry with myself that I left him.

Taehyung strokes my hair while his lips are on the side of my head, shushing me and trying to calm me down. I nuzzle up in his chest, letting him wrap his arms around me tighter. "Somin, I-i know it hurts. But it's for the best." he whispered softly into my ear. "I hate this. I regret this so fucking much Tae." I cried, looking down at my tears falling onto my hands. He stayed silent for awhile.

"No. you don't regret this." Tae finally said as he lifted my chin. He carefully wiped away my tears and looked me straight in my pain filled eyes. "You have me. Stop thinking about him."

No. I can't stop thinking about him.

"Somin, trust me."

He leaned in closer to me, ready to kiss me but all I saw was Jungkook's face. The night where we "kissed" for the first time.

Shocked from the flashbacks, I pushed Taehyung away making him confused. "I'm sorry, I just can't." I said in between sobs.

I can't fall for Taehyung.