48. I Want To Love Him

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"You're here" Rose comes in, in a very extraordinary state. Her face was dull, she had eye bags under her eyes, her hair wasn't arranged like any day, her loose hair bun barely managed to stay upright and she did not even put effort to put on make-up and her outfit, it was a simple white shirt over baggy jeans.

Her nose seemed red and her eyes swollen. It all meant one thing, she was crying and didn't sleep even once.

"You did not lift my call nor checked my text, why?" Rose stood forward questioning Jungkook who didn't even want to meet her eyes.

He didn't respond anything to her question. Her face loosened into disbelief. It was written all over her face that she realized he was not playing around and was serious, but she still tried again.

"Jungkook..." she takes a tiny step forward with tears slowly forming in her eyes, "-I'm talking to you, are you even listening?"

"I don't wanna talk to you, leave" Jungkook sternly said making you and Rose bewildered.

He never spoke to her that way, never and it made you stiffen in your place as well.

"Y/n, he's asking you to leave," Rose muttered walking closer to him as Jungkook instantly replies, "Not her, you" he looks into Rose's eyes, "You need to leave."

Her lips parted in shock as her body jerks at his answer, "You're not doing this to me, Jungkook." A tear drops from her eyes as Jungkook purposely tries not to look at her or even hear her.

He decides to be ignorant of all of this.

Rosé breaks out into sobs, "I hate you," she suddenly burst out into tears before deciding to dash out of the room crying rivers.

You immediately stand on your feet to see Jungkook aggressively running fingers through his hair and burying his face in his thighs, hating himself.

You let out a hand to hold his shoulders but he stops you. His head was still hung low, his hands were stammering as he spoke up, "Look out for her, please?"

He requested in a stuttering low voice.

A tear escaped from your eyes as you take away your hands from his hold. "Yeah, okay" and you bite your lower lip tight running out of the room to follow Rosé while trying to suppress your tears.

How tragic were you going to make your life? How much were you gonna get hurt? How many times even? Why were you so pathetic?

You luckily found a glimpse of Rosé going towards the restrooms. Immediately wiping your tears you instantly get in to see Rosé leaning against the mirror and hiding her face with handkerchiefs and whimpering.

Catching such a sight you instantly go and hug her. She gets startled at the contact but when realizes it is you she hugs you back and cries harder.

Tucking the hair away behind her ears you wipe the glistening sweat off her face, "It's okay...shh" you try comforting as she shakes her head, "I'm so so so hurt Y/n." She cries, "how the hell do I get him back?" Continues sobs releases from her lips.

You pause, what did she mean by getting him back?

"Come with me first," Right now what she needed was to settle down somewhere and relax. Finding one of the nearest empty rooms you go with her there and settle her properly.

Grasping her hands firmly you assure her of your presence with her, "You want me to bring something for you?" You ask genuinely worried about her condition. She looked half dead.

But she denies wanting anything at this moment.

Pressing her hands tight you meet her eyes, "Did something serious happen between you guys? Jungkook didn't seem to look okay since morning as well,"

She lets out a heavy breath with a hiccup following after, "I think I'm gonna lose him."

Your body freezes, "What do you mean?"

She rubs her eyes taking a moment to answer your question, "Yeah, we fought yesterday."

You clutch onto your dress, "Is it because of what he did in the club room?" You question her. Rosé nods, "I don't know but I might say that started it."

Guilt takes over you.

"But none of it is your fault." She clears, "you're innocent in this, it's him who decided not to clear things between us."

Giving her a subtle nod you listen to what more she has to say.

She grabs your hand and holds onto it softly, "I know you like him Y/n..." she says and you turn to stone in your place, your eyes averting to hers in shock.

Rosé nods a little and puts her other hand on yours, "It's hard to get someone like him to get to like you," she lowers her head to see her slippers, "He makes everyone go crazy I swear," she adds after a little breath, meeting your eyes, "And I did not expect even for a second that he would reciprocate my feelings."

A pang hits your heart.

Rosé leaves your hand to wipe her tears, "Yeah, he proposed to me yesterday and I did not have a single thing to say" she confesses to you, "I ruined what we had, I did not trust him, I did not believe the confession he made."

Her sobs heightened, "It's all my fault." She buries her head in her palms again crying.

Patting her back was the only thing you could do for her, she was in the worst condition. If she lost Jungkook she even lost her best friend.  You remember the interaction they had on the Yacht, they looked so perfect that it hurt you.

Your feelings were nothing in front of Rosé. She has so much to lose if she lost him. At this point you genuinely wanted them to get them back together.

It was sure as hell that you and Jungkook weren't meant to be and you had to stop obsessing over him like a little girl having a crush.

They were more serious than you ever imagined.

It was time to let go.

"Can you call Jimin please"

You see her dull face, "Jimin?" You ask making her nod, "Yes, him."

"Okay," You agree, pulling out your phone and trying to call him.

This was seriously fucked up and you only knew one thing, and that was Jimin could help her out of this situation.

And he picked up the call.

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J.m: Hi?

You: Where are you?

J.m: In the dance club, why?

You: Come to the third floor, room no 301

J.m: Is everything alright?

You: No, it's about Rose.

J.m: What happened? Is she alright?

You: No, she needs you.

J.m: I'll be there in 2

You: Okay

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"He said he's coming" You answered, as Rosé wipes her nose with a tissue and smiles vividly, "Thank you." She appreciates, "If not for you I would have been a disaster."

You caress her shoulders, "It's fine anyways it was not me but Jun-"

"What's wrong?" Jimin rushes into the room with a heavy breath, worry written all over his face, and the second Rosé catches his sight the tears again start forming in her eyes as she runs to him and instantly goes to hugs him to start crying horribly while Jimin stands startled, not knowing what to do.

"I'll leave you both," You said, leaving through the door and noticing how comfortable Rosé looked in his arms.

If there was a person you would run your problems with, it would be Jimin. Damn, right now you wanted to feel comforted too but guess this was not the right time.

Leaving them to themselves you get out of the room. Whereas Jimin caressed Rose's hair and stroked her back, "Hey..." he whispered, "What happened?" He asked letting her stay like that.

"I ruined everything" She cries hugging him tightly. "What?" He asked, "I'm so fucked up Jimin!" She cries loudly this time making Jimin worry more.

"You need to tell me what happened," Jimin holds her shoulders firmly and pulls her out of the hug, "And stop crying first" He removes the handkerchief from his pocket and hands it over to her, now looking at the empty seat and making her sit down.

He looks at the empty seat just beside hers where you were sitting and takes a seat there. Why did you leave? And what happened?

"You need some water?" Jimin asked, folding his hands and leaning forward to her, checking whether she was crying more or not.

"No, I'm fine" Rose sniffs the handkerchief and bites down at her lips finally bringing the strength to speak it all out.  

"I fucked up"

"What did you do?"

"I kissed Jungkook"

Jimin paused for a second, "Did I hear you right?"

She nodded, clutching her fingers tight at the handkerchief, "Yes"

Settling properly Jimin blinks, "What did he do then?"

"Pushed me away"

This time Jimin couldn't believe it, how and why? Why had all of this happened?

"Why did you kiss him?" He asked the most crucial question Rosé didn't want to answer. Shutting her eyes Rosé speaks up, "Because I couldn't stop myself..." She presses her forehead against her palm, "I believed that he's never gonna be mine, so what's the use of staying away when he's, either way gonna fuck other girls the next day"

Jimin did not say anything, he just quietly heard as she kept speaking.

"But I was wrong" she bites her lips regretfully, remembering what happened yesterday,

"He fucking loves me"

And Jimin gasped, "He confessed?"

"Yes," she buried her face in her palms and cried out, "But I ruined everything"

"What did you do?" He asked eagerly, wanting to know what happened further.

"I stood flustered, he waited for me to say something but I just simply asked him to leave" She looks at the floor coldly.

Jimin frowns, "Didn't you like him too?"

"I do" Rosé nibbles on her lips, "I didn't know he loved me" She shuts her eyes and sighs, feeling her throat getting heavier, "I-I didn't know what to do, I felt bad, angry, and happy"

"Then what happened?" He gulped.

"Jungkook stood cold, he asked me that did I really ask him to leave when he just confessed to me" She breathes heavily, running her hands through her hair, "I- I bluntly said him to leave"

A tear escaped from her eye.

"Not saying anything, he simply left" She sniffs continuing, "Yes, I liked him but the word love felt heavy, I couldn't just reply with I love you too when it was not that case"

"Rosé, are you even sure of your feelings?" Jimin asked sternly when Rose bites both of her lips in, nodding, "I like him and to be honest I want to restart things" she explains,

"I want to give myself another chance of knowing him, I want to spend time with him instead of pushing him away, I want to know him as deeper as he knows me, I want to learn what kind of person he is behind that playboy face of his"

Wiping her tear she meets Jimin's eyes with all the serenity in her eyes, "I want to love him"

And Jimin stood there with his expression becoming soft, "You do?" He asks as Rose nods with tears again brimming in her eyes.

Opening his arms Jimin pushed her face in his arms, "Now stop crying and apologize to him" He states looking down at her face, "Tell him clearly what you want" he caresses her hair, "I'm sure he will understand"

"He will?" She shuts her eyes and nuzzles her face in Jimin's arms, "If he really loves you, he will"

"Thank you so much" She gets away from his warmth and wipes her tears away sitting straight, "If not for you, what could I have done?" She mouths sadly as Jimin just giggles, "Stop crediting and just go and get him"

"Yeah I will, but..."

"But what?"

"What about you?" She asks him.

"Me?" He sits straight, "What about me?"

"I think Y/n likes Jungkook too" she confesses whereas Jimin blankly stares at her, "How did you know?"

"What?" Rose was taken aback, "You know it?"

"She told it to me by herself," He answered.

"You got rejected?" She gasps as Jimin's jaw falls, "No, I didn't"

"Then?"

"It's a long story, I'll tell you later, for now just fucking don't look pathetic, you look worse, a literal zombie" He makes an ew face when Rose pouts and hit him, "Asshole"

Laughing, Jimin looks out only to see a shadow of you leaving.

His body stiffens. Did you just hear all of that?

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Amxnx


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