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Jimin felt really low, everyone was seated in their seats comfortably eating their food.

The conversation with Rose made him realise many things. Did he want You? Yes, but your lack of interest in him made him lazy to approach you at his best.

He knew that he wasn't giving his best.

It was as if you didn't see him as a man but just a friend. Your eyes were solely focused on Jungkook and only Jungkook.

Since Jennie left and his family went bankrupt he lost interest in many things. He went looking nice to college, but he could do better. He did catch a lot of girls' attention but he cared less and never gave attention to them nor talked.

He studied abroad before his family went bankrupt. The impact he had in the school made every girl swoon over him, each guy jealous of his presence. He knew the power he held wherever he stepped, he was a living beauty with a wild personality.

Girls begged for his attention, craved for having him just look their way, they wore his favourite colour dress to even get noticed but the only girl who caught his attention was Jennie.

She was the living goddess of his school.

They dated and when things suddenly went downhill for him, he had to be sent back to Korea and Jennie followed him along.

Rose, Taehyung, Jungkook, Hobi, Jin, Namjoon, and Yoongi's families helped him with donations to get into this prestigious school.

He had no idea where his family was, they just left a letter saying all of their friend's families are gonna helping him with his studies and living.

Well, that put him into guilt. Jennie also left. After all, he wouldn't want her to hold onto her future too because he got ruined.

Everything turned bad, but he didn't want to look pathetic. He remained happy because he didn't want anybody to pity him, he changed but that aura was missing in him.

That godly figure, girl used to worship him for, was missing.

He became a soft, calm, charming person but he knew very well it wasn't enough. He needs to have a determined heart, the confidence he had before and his dark amusing personality.

His past was past. It was affecting on things he deserved. He had to get back to his personality, back to the person he was before this tragedy happened.

And now was the time.

He really didn't plan on doing it anytime it wasn't easy. He was still working on collecting money to make a bright future for himself, how long could he depend on his friend's families.

He had to get back to himself. He had to become better for you, to deserve you.

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"You look really happy" Lisa giggles in the car as you clasp your hands tight and look out for the sunset.

"I am" You respond to her, "My crush complimented me today" You bite your lip while she stays jaw dropped, "You're never gonna say who's he right?"

"I'll tell you when the time's right" You close your eyes laying on the car seat, "Ugh, fine" Lisa says closing her eyes too, "It was a really long day" she exasperated.

"I know right" You say and then suddenly remember that you had a person waiting to hear how good day it was.

Immediately opening your purse, you excitedly send a chat to Loverboy.

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You: BAEEEEEEE

Loverboy: Hey

You: I HAD A BLAST

Loverboy: You did?

You: Yes and Jungkook literally
complimented me, we had a
great time together!!!!

Loverboy: Wow nice

You: Ok now you don't
sound ok

Loverboy: Uhm

You: Hey what's wrong?

Loverboy: Nothing why?

You: You sound drier
than usual.

Loverboy: Lily

You: Loverboy

Loverboy: I like you

You: I like you too 😘

Loverboy: I'm not kidding

You: ?

Loverboy: I have a crush
on you

You: Stop joking, you
don't.

Loverboy: I do

You: ...

Loverboy: Can we stop talking
about Jungkook?

You: You're just playing w me. You
just send me pictures and clips of
him w Jimin to make me happy.

Loverboy: making you happy is
what all matters

You: No you don't understand.
You don't even know me.

Loverboy: I do

You: Stop

Loverboy: Y/n

You: Who are you

Loverboy: I am closing this
account.

You: What?

Loverboy: You like Jungkook
and I have no heart to help you

You: Are you gonna leave?

Loverboy: What am I
suppose to do?

You: Don't leave

Loverboy: And get hurt?

You: I won't talk about
him to you

Loverboy: And? Lead me on?

You: No I don't mean it
like that

Loverboy: What do you
want?

You: Why do you sound
mad?

Loverboy: Bc I am

You: I really don't know
what to say

Loverboy: I've liked you since a
long time and now that I know
you like someone else I can't
help you w him

You: So this is how we end our
friendship?

Loverboy: I guess

You: Wow cool

Loverboy: I'll miss you

You: Don't do this

Loverboy: I am not giving
up

You: Loverboy?

Loverboy: Thanks for
everything

You: Please don't leave

Loverboy: Take care

You: NO YOU CANT
PLEASE
Delivered

- Loverboy deactivated his account -

♡♡♡

Amxnx