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*IMANI'S POV*

"What's up with you? You didn't fail that test did you?" Leah asked me looking at me from the front seat.

I saw Jamal look at me through the review mirror.

I feel like shit. I want to tell her, but I'm not ready to come out let alone be forced out.

"No, I didn't fail.. I'm just having an off day."

She rolled her eyes. "Yea I know." Jamal held her hand and it made me sick.

Fucking cheating ass bitch.

"Okay, so let me know now what I can't say. I'm good with the dads, all I gotta do is tell them I play basketball, or bring up sports. It's your mom imma struggle with. Their always like 'be careful with my daughters heart.' "

"Yea, she might not like you too much then." I mumbled.

Leah looked back and glared at me. "Really?"

He laughed "no, no she got a point. Your momma probably gonna be ready to shoot me considering how they found out we was together."

I rolled my eyes. He's fucking retarded Leah, why can't you see that? I said in my head.

Dinner was sooo awkward. Tao just stared at him for the longest.

"Son." Leah's dad said getting his attention.

"Oh yea.. Imma remember your face. When I see a face I don't forget it." He said stabbing his steak.

Don't act like your the protector of lost teenagers Tao, just a month ago you were deadass molesting me, probably would've been rape.

I shoved some mashed potatoes into my mouth.

"Hey, Mr. Santos... I heard you're into sports... I'm actually the point guard for our school."

"Ahhh Basketball, or as they use to call it in my day... B-ball!"

"Dad!" Leah called out embarrassed.

Jamal chuckled. "Aye, that's what the greatest of all time calls it."

Her dad nodded as if to say, 'I like this kid.'

"It's nice to meet her boyfriend since we all know her girlfriend." Tao said looking over at me. I wanted to stab him with his fork. Mrs.Santos frowned up at him.

Jamal chuckled. "Yea, they're probably the closet best friends at the school. I'm surprised they haven't came up with a secret language."

I glared at him. Yea the first words will be wack ass dick. I said in my head.

Mrs. Santos watched my expression towards him.

"Well we need to seriously talk. My daughter has NEVER been one to get in trouble in school.. let alone over a boy."

Jamal looked like he had flash cards prepared. He let out the most narcissistic chuckle. "Well you know, teenage girls and their emotions"

You little stupid ass pussy limp dick bitch. I curse him out in my head.

"I'll admit, I was being a young dumb teenager as well. I'm definitely partially to blame. But I swear I would never condone her fighting. In fact when we started talking again we had a long talk about that. Considering I have so much to look forward to and so does she.  I have college scouts coming to my games, meaning I don't want them to think I'm full of drama. So the drama ended that day. I will be good to her and make sure we both have a great high school experience... and maybe even farther."

I watched her mom slowly turn from skeptic to eating up his words.

Farther? I don't want to deal with this now, let alone for college. We're suppose to be best friends forever that can't happen with him in the picture. Not with him lying and cheating. There's no way I could just keep that from her.

I scooted away from the table and everybody looked at me. It must've been random and kind of impulsive to them but it all lead up to the speech I was giving in my mind.

They all looked at me waiting for it to make sense.

Leah was mouthing words at me that I couldn't understand.

"I have to go to the bathroom." I said leaving the table quickly.

What was I suppose to do? Broadcast to the family mid-dinner that their daughter/sister is dating a cheater slash pathological liar, who can't keep his dick in his pants or hard long enough to please anybody?

Yea that's a great idea so he can out me to her whole family. So Tao can invalidate my whole friendship with her and make me seem like some dyke creep slipping into her panties every night? What a way to break up a friendship.

I couldn't breath.

I went up the stairs quickly and locked myself in Leah's room.

What do I do? I'm not ready to come out yet... but does it matter? I'll be ready eventually. am I just suppose to be selfish and let my bestfriend get lied to and cheated on until I'm comfortable?

I hope they weren't expecting me to come back down because I never did. Honestly so much time went by and I can't tell you what I did. I wasn't on my phone. I heard it ding a few times I'm sure it was all from Leah. I couldn't sit on her bed, I just ended up pacing, until the doorknob shook. Then I panicked.

I heard a knock. "Bitch how you gonna lock me out of my own room" Leah giggled. I could tell she was in a hella good mood.

I unlocked the door for her.

"What happened to you? We were waiting on you to come back down.. anyway, I brought you some pie." She said slipping the plate into my hand.

She fell back onto the bed with her arms spread out.

"Oh my gosh, it went perfect!" I felt sick.

"Yea I bet it did..as soon as I left."

"Really? An attitude again? I thought we were passed that"

"I thought dating him was just for fun. I thought we were passed him! What the fuck is this about after high school?!"

She gave me a confused concerned face

"Imani... chill, I'm not even the one who said it"

"But you didn't correct it."

"Why would I? I don't know what the future holds. Yea it's just fun for now but .."

"The future holds him not being able to hold his fucking nut... and you always holding yours."

"Wha- Imani.. you're really being extra, you tried to say I act like your girlfriend.. at this point I could say the same."

"Yea, at least I act like I actually want you." I grabbed my charger and my spend the night bag

"Where are you going? Don't be dramatic."

"That's exactly why I'm leaving. You don't need anymore drama."

"Oh my god, you act like you have some type of lesbian crush on me"

She gasped a little after those words left her mouth.

I glared at her. "Is it so lesbian of me to want to protect my fucking bestfriend? I knew you had a problem with me being gay-"

"Imani, I don't!"

"Yea that's why you rather be with a limp dick pussy ass cheater."

She gave me an angry look and fixed her mouth like she had something to say. I shifted my weight on my hip waiting. She sighed. "You pissed off right now, so Imma excuse that bullshit."

"No, you know what's bullshit? The fact that Jamal bitch ass is cheating on you already."

She looked slightly confused. "What are you talking about.. don't just spew hateful shit because I finally called you out about your crush on me"

I laughed angrily. "You swear everything is about how fucking madly in love with you I am. You know how shitty it is, to know your own best friend is baiting you with kisses, knowing you just started owning your gayness? Or that she can use you for pleasure but refuses to identify with her own gayness?"

"I'm not gay! Im sorry you feel like I was using you or whatever but I'm not like you. I don't like girls. I like Jamal."

"HES FUCKING CHEATING ON YOU! I caught him! I saw, with my own eyes, him pushing up on a bitch!"

She was shook. Her facial expression changed from angry to unsure and insecure.

"Okay, wait .. pause. When the fuck did this happen?"

"Today. I saw that shit in the hallway."

She swallowed. "And you didn't tell me?"

"He threatened me.. he said he would out me and-"

She cut me off. "You let me introduce him to my family after you caught him cheating because he threatened to OUT YOU?" Her face was turning red

"I-wa- he did more that! He insinuated if I told you he'd get his homeboys to rape me."

She sat on the bed looking disassociated. Her eyes glossed over.

"No, no don't cry." I put my shit down and sat beside her holding her.

"Why would he do that?" She asked looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"Because he's an asshole."

Watching her hurt made my heart break.

She cried for a good 5 minutes while I held her and shushed her.

"This is not how shit was suppose to turn out! It was suppose to be me and Jamal and you and Nick and everything is wrong! Jamals a cheater, and your gay!"

I bit my lip. I know she was hurt but for her to say me being gay was something that was wrong really fucking hurt me.

"I can't even break up with him! I don't want you to get raped!"

"Don't worry about that. It was wrong as fuck for me to keep it from you and have you thinking everything is okay. Fuck it.. break up with him. Maybe it's time for me to come out. I can't be a scared bitch my whole life."

She gave me a look with tears in her eyes.

"Imani.."

"I'm serious, where's your phone?"

She took it out of her pocket and I called him.

It ring for a good minute then he finally picked up.

"Yo! yo folks seem to like me.. you should let me pick you up later.. let me blow that back out."

"Fuck you." Leah said in a shaky voice. "Fuck you for cheesing in my parents face knowing your cheating on their daughter"

He sucked his teeth. "Man, bae .. what are you talking about.. you heard me tell them imma do you right.. you think I was lying?"

"I KNOW you were lying.. you been cheating already! And I just took your wack ass back!"

"Lemme guess the dyke bitch told you? Fuck her.. she lying anyway. She just tryna creep on you on some sneaky lesbian shit."

"You don't know what your talking about" she said trying to defend me.

He chuckled. "I know what the fuck I'm talking about, you know what I'm talk about, she know what I'm talking bout, and the whole school bout to know what I'm talking bout since she can't keep her fucking mouth shut."

"If you try to lie and tell the whole school she's a lesbian I'm going to tell the whole school your dick is trash! How about that?"

He laughed "it's cute that you think you saying 'it's a lie' will change anything. That bitch gay as fuck.."

I pulled out my phone and started recording. "and Ion give a fuck whether a bitch like my dick.. never did. And they still fuck with me and I still get my nut, ain't shit gonna change."

Leah giggled a little as I showed her my recording phone.

"The fuck you laughing about?" Jamal asked

"The fact that your single as fuck."

"Bitch I ain't want you for real! You probably a hoe anyway. Talking bout I been cheating, what the fuck you do?"

My blood was boiling... he really called a bitch and tried to call her a hoe. I wanted to jump through the fucking phone.

"Oh so, now that you couldn't just cheat on me without consequences I'm bitches and hoes... cool, just remember to delete my number, you will be blocked." She said before hanging up.

She took a deep breath. "It's done... I should've listened to you and Yaya.. I was so busy tryna make my middle school fantasies come true I was ignoring the truth... and I really sat here and snapped on you, and brought up the fact that your gay, I'm so sorry."

"Like you said, it's over now."

"No, I don't know what reason you have to try to excuse me but stop. I was being a bitch."

"I mean you were, but that's what people do when they're in denial.."

She started playing her fingers. "I might've been in denial about something else."

I blushed hard. My heart started pumping so fast but I told myself, don't freak out, don't be weird.. she's made it very, painfully clear that she's not gay.

"W-what is it?" I stuttered a little.

"Maybe we can talk about it after we take a walk and share a bowl?" She asked before getting up and going into her special shoe box. She pulled out a little baggy of weed and her colorful bowl. She waved the baggy with a tiny smile on her lips.

"Fuck yes.. I need that after today"

She giggled a little, "you?"

We don't usually walk at night because we're both scary bitches but I grabbed her x-acto knife. That shits tiny but sharp as fuck.

We walked down her street in the dark. She was playing music on her phone and wearing my hoodie.

I caught her watching me smoke my bowl.

I smiled slowly letting out my smoke in her direction.

I laughed shyly. "What?"

She blushed hard.. I don't know how she was watching me, and didn't expect me to see her but she looked a little embarrassed.

"Nothing" she blushed harder.

We were both getting faded as fuck talking about stupid shit.

"Oh my god, do you remember our handshake?" She asked giggling.

I busted out laughing. "Oh shit!  Hell yea"

"Let's do it." We both had a giggle fit and couldn't even start.

It took us three minutes of looking crazy as fuck laughing outside at 11am for us to even get it together.

"Okay, one two three!" Leah giggled a little.

We hip bumped then did the hand clapping for Mrs. Mary Mack. Then of course we had to break into the dougie, do some fancy sliding and swaping sides, another hip bump.

Then came the part I always looked forward to growing up. We held hands bringing them up to our face.

She smiled a little. I swear she was looking into my eyes like she could feel too. We kissed opposite sides of our hands.

Both of our lips lingered on each others hand a little too long. But my phone vibrating broke us up.

I opened up my message to see a tiktok from Yaya. She was shaking her ass.

I bit my lip. "Why you shaking your ass on tiktok, you should be shaking it on me." I chuckled at my own response

"What? What's funny?" Leah smile a little, like she wanted to be included.

I chuckled. I knew she wouldn't want to see.

"Oh it's just Yaya." Her facial expression dropped a little.

"Oh."

We walked back to the house and went straight into the kitchen.

"Oooo there's fruit in this alcohol my momma mixed." Leah smirked.

I laughed. "Your crazy if you think we can get some without them noticing.. and we can't say it was Tao.. he would snitch so fast."

She smirked and raised an eyebrow.

She took out a small strainer from their utensil drawer. I watched her as she scooped out two big strawberries.

I laughed. "Your bad."

She smiled. She picked up the wet strawberries and handed me one.

My fat ass almost gobbled that shit up but she stopped me.

"We should feed each other."

I blushed a little. Okay that's oddly sexual. I said in my mind but I held the strawberry up to her mouth.

She held hers up to mine. I bit into the strawberry at the same time and the juices ran down my chin.

It reminded me of when she came without a warning, and it got all in my mouth and down my chin. My clit throbbed. I watched her take her bite with her eyes closed.

I was getting wayyy to turned on by this. When my phone dinged again. I was so glad, it snapped me out of it.

I popped the rest of the strawberry into my mouth and opened the message.

Yaya: I would've been all over you, but you opened my snap and left me on read today, and you didn't invite me over.

She double messaged me. Right after reading that message she sent of video of her from behind winding and moving her ass slow. Oooo shes so damn fine.

The refrigerator door slammed making me jump.

"I'm ready for bed." Leah said catching my attention.

"Okay.."

We got in the room and laid down. I was definitely feeling good, from the weed and the alcohol. We stayed up for a second, I was texting Yaya and I'm not sure what Leah was doing.

I was holding her waist as she laid there being the little spoon.

"What did you want to tell me?" I didn't notice how sexual it sounded until it left my mouth.

"Nothing."

"Ookaayy." I laid their wondering for a good minute.. maybe it was better off left unsaid, maybe it was something I wouldn't want to hear.

Either way, I was the one up thinking about it while she slept.

I looked at her. She's beautiful as fuck. The fact that Jamal cheated on her still baffles me like bruh... do you know what you had?

I ended up stalking him on Facebook. Yea I follow him but I never get the need to look at his profile.

It was all sexist as fuck. Bitches this, females that, hoes this.. I even saw something a disrespectful meme about a man fucking lesbians.

I smirked clicking on his messenger.

Imani: Just so you know, she cheated on you with me... that dyke bitch. Her pussy tastes soooo good. But I bet you ain't know cause yo pussy faggot ass never even tried it.... just like you ain't try to make her cum. It wasn't that hard by the way. Or maybe I'm just that good. Either way your 'bitch' or use to be 'bitch' came in my mouth... and I'm talking waterfalls. Who would think some wack ass boy going around posting about a man needed me, a dyke, to do a 'man's' work.

I sent it and put my phone down cuddling with her until I fell asleep.

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