"Uhh , I can explain ....... I mean ......" I had no words and no explanation ready for this which was in front of his eyes .

Suddenly , Mr. Jeon started laughing uncontrollably . I was confused . What was so funny in this ? Were my feelings just a joke for him ?

"Oh my gosh , I'm really sorry Ms. Min , but ....... what is this ?" , he said , laughing at the small drawings I made of him in his normal attire . I felt my face turn hot out of embarrassment.

"I-I was really bored ...... and so ...... I-I'm sorry ." , I looked away right after saying that . Mr. Jeon was now silent , and he flipped through my textbook pages to land on the chapter . I had no guts of facing him now after what just happened short seconds ago . It was really hard to meet his eyes now.

I felt his hand tapping my shoulder to grab my attention. I slowly turned to face him , and I saw him smiling as usual. "I'm sorry Ms. Min . I shouldn't have laughed that badly . I was just ..... amazed , you know . Like , I've never got such a student who daydreams about me . I know there are many girls in the class who do , but I never expected you to do it too ."

I looked down in shame as I felt how awkward Mr. Jeon was feeling too . He never expected this from me . And now , I had to avoid my feelings for him .

"Anyway , you have doubts in percentage or algebra ?" , he said while opening his small diary , to note down my confusions .

Right now , my confusion was that , why did Mr. Jeon never expect this from me ? Did he just take me as an emotionless girl ? I was taken out of my trance by him snapping his fingers .

"Come on Ms. Min . Let's forget what just happened . I won't ever think about that . And let's do one thing . Let's take deep breaths to get rid of those thoughts and work on the subject , okay ?" , he said , while closing his diary and putting it inside his leather bag .

I closed my eyes immediately , and waited for Mr. Jeon's instructions . My mind was really overcrowded at the moment , because of the thoughts flooding in my mind , which Mr. Jeon wanted me to forget .

Soon , I heard Mr. Jeon's instructive words , "Take a deep breath in ." I did as he said . I took a deep breath in , also inhaling Mr. Jeon's enticing perfume. That vanilla scent , I'm always sensitive for it .

"Now , exhale slowly ." I again did as he said , and exhaled slowly , also exhaling my stress away .

I slowly opened my eyes , to find Mr. Jeon opening his eyes too . "I had some thoughts to get rid of too , so even I joined you in this ." , he admitted awkwardly while rubbing his nape . I nodded and smiled . He smiled back .

"I had confusions in Algebra . The equations are the worst ." , I said while remembering the moments I spent in solving one goddamn equation .

"Good to see you relieved though . And , equations are not a hard task . You should just get the understanding of it . I'll explain you afterwards . First , tell me all your other doubts. " 

I started off with all my doubts regarding the specific chapter . I noticed Mr. Jeon noting down everything I said in his small diary . After I finished listing down my doubts , he sighed and said , "It's going to take a long time to clear these huge doubts ."

I awkwardly smiled as he chuckled to himself while looking at the doubts .

"So , tell me . What do you want to start off with ?"

I thought for a second . "I want to start off with the one which doesn't take time. " I wanted to spend more time with him , but also , I was poorly exhausted , and I wanted to go home .

"Hmm . Let's go with the doubt which takes most of the time . " It seemed as if Mr. Jeon wanted to spend more time as possible .

I readily nodded , and he smiled at me while opening his composite textbook . I paid attention to what all he was lecturing . I was never expecting myself to be attentive in lectures .

Sometimes , our fingers used to slightly brush against each other , which caused Mr. Jeon's cheeks to get a small tint of pink . He used to shake it off by continuing his mathematical explanation and I used to smile like an idiot while adoring him .

The lecture was going smoothly , and I solved some sums too , but then I felt my eyes closing while he was speaking about the Algebraic methods . Soon , I felt a support for my head to lie down , and I fell asleep .

Just that I had no idea that I was taking support of Mr. Jeon's shoulder to sleep on .