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-Summers Pov-
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Billie and I are at my checkup appointment. I'm kinda sad that Mya couldn't make it, since it conflicted with her and Ro's therapy session... but I understand.

I've been stressed out lately since visiting my mom. I worry so much about her and I hate my stepdad so much. I know it's not good for me to stress but I can't control it... I know I've been regressing a lot... that also worries me because I know it's annoying.

I lay on the paper lined bed freezing. Billie notices and pull off her hoodie, throwing it over me. "I don't know why they think these thin ass blankets are sufficient." She exhales.

"Stay put princess, I'll go grab you another blanket."

"Okay, thank you." I smile

Billie seems like she has been out of it... she goes back to work tomorrow and I'm going to miss her... I'm going to try my hardest not to regress today... I want to talk to her and make sure that she is okay...

I hum when I was older... it's a song that Billie wrote... I love listening to her sing and play guitar... it's so relaxing.

She comes back with me a blanket. I watch her spread it out, over me. She even tucks the corners so air doesn't flow in. She still has her hoodie over me.

"Daddy... aren't you cold?" I ask

"No lovebug I'm fine." She kisses my nose and I giggle. She sits next to me in the rolly chair, playing in my hair. It's so hard to fall into little space because I feel so safe with her.

"Daddy..."

"Yes angel?"

"I'm sorry I've been age regressing so much..." I exhale

"Summer, stop apologizing for that... when I say I love you... that means all of you, not just certain things about you... I love you..."

That brings tears to my eyes... I quickly wipe them away "thank you, I love you too daddy."

"Baby don't cry." She kisses my tears away. "And don't thank me, it's an honor."

-knock... knock-

"Good afternoon Ms. Aroura." A older woman walks in with red hair.

"Hey..." I sit up.

"I'm doctor Hendricks... I will be your new prenatal doctor... since your previous is on a maternal leave."

"Okaii... this is my fiance Billie."

"Nice to meet you both." She smiles.

"First things first, I'm going to take your temperature and blood pressure and then get a few tubes of blood... how does that sound?"

"Horrible." I mutter, I hate getting my blood drawn. I look over at Billie.

"You'll be fine Babygirl." She speaks to me.

"You don't like having your blood drawn huh?" She ask as she wraps my arm in the cuff.

"Nu..." I shake my head.

"I promise it will be super quick, I've been in this profession for 18 plus years... easy peasy... I promise."

"Okaii..." I sigh "can I pwease... I mean please have a pink bandaid and candy?"

"I um... the pink bandaid is doable... but I'm not sure if we have any candy... how about a apple and fruit punch?"

"Yes, okaii... I like apples." I smile

"Great sweetheart, now be very still." She starts the machine and the cuff squeezes my arm for dear life. I try my hardest not to flinch.

"Ouuch..." I whimper

"I know... almost done... 70/62 that's a bit low... have you eaten today?"

"Yes... I had nuggies and grapes and milk."

"Excuse me?"

-Billies pov-

"She had chicken nuggets, grapes and milk."

"Oh okay I see, that's pretty well rounded... oh almost forgot let's get you on the scale little lady."

I watch as Summer hops down from the bed following the doc to the scale where she is weighed.

"Looks like you've only gained 2 lbs... you should've put on at least several." She looks at Summer. "Have you still been nauseous?, or having morning sickness?"

"Yusss, peanut doesn't like a lot things and I throw up... even after taking my meds."

"Peanut?"

"Our child." I exhale

I'm sorry but this doctor seems slow as fuck.... it's not rocket science to put two and two together... even if Summer is in her little space...

"Oh, I see... well let's get your blood work done with."

"Nu..." Summer looks over at me and scurries my way, plopping on my lap.

Let's forget I got 12inches and balls between my legs...

"Angel... you can do this alright?" I grit my teeth, and rearrange her on my lap.

"I'm sorry..." she sighs. "Okay I can do it... please hold my hand."

"Of course... you don't have to ask."

She climbs back on the bed, while the doc preps. She comes back over to Summer adjusting the monitors, moving them out of the way. She wraps a tourniquet around Summers arm. I feel my girl gripping the life out of my hand. When the doctor reaches for the needle, Summer buries her face in my shirt.

"I got you sweetheart, take a deep breathe but dont move."

"Okay..." she murmurs

"Deep breath..." she slips the needle into Summers vein. She let's out a squeak but stays still.

"That's daddy's goodgirl."

"Alright, all done sweetheart, let me grab you a bandaid... and send these to the lab."

Summer lifts her head and looks down at her arm. The doctor places a hello kitty bandage on the area.

"Oh its pretty..." Summer smiles

"Yea... that's really cute baby."

"Can I sit on your lap?"

"Yes bunny... gently, come on." I sit on the chair and Summer sits on me carefully."

"Doctor?" Summer speaks

"Yes dear?"

"Can we wait on our ultrasound... I really want Mya to be here too."

"Mya?"

"Mya, is our partner..." I answer

"I can arrange for that... but if you both would like... I can do a ultrasound today and with your next appointment."

"Yay!, two?"

"Yes." The doctor chuckles.

"Can we daddy?" She looks at me with her loving cheerful eyes.

"Of course silly."

"Okay doctor, thank you."

"No problem, I will be back with your apple and juice."

"Okay."



-Myas pov-

"Hi, I'm amber I will be you guy's therapist."

Royal and I sit in the the cozy dimly lit room. The color scheme is neutral and the sofa is plush. There are also children's toys in the corner of the room. She has a vanilla and lavender candle burning to also set a calming mood.

I study her appearance, she seems to be a bit older than myself. Tall, petite with a cheerful demeanor.

"Hello I'm Mya and these are my children... Royal and Billie."

I had to bring Billie with me. I mean baby offered to watch her but I wanted her to focus on Summer. I feel like the biggest bitch for not being able to attend her appointment... but if I would have rescheduled, we wouldn't have been able to be seen for another 6 months.

"Oh my gosh look at your babies... Royal you're very handsome and look how cute your daughter is." The therapist gleams.

"Tank you... I look like my dad and her name is Billie... her is not a man but her is my dad... she is strong but have blue eyes and hair... her isn't a ghost and I'm not chocolate milk."

"I-" I blush from my son's remarks.

"Oh... I bet your dad must be very handsome... and I'm happy that she isn't a ghost... and I'm happy you're not chocolate milk." She chuckles "Well how about I get to know you guys..."

"Okaii!" Royal smiles

I watch as she takes a seat in the love seat across from us. She has her notebook in hand, ready to evaluate our lives... to judge me... and see how fucked up I really am... please help me get through this session...

"So let's start with mommy..." she looks at me with her fake warm smile... "what prompted you to seek therapy now?"

"....well... I feel like we need it... we've been through a lot these past years..." I fidget with my wedding ring nervously.

"Me black daddy, fight mommie and make her cry... him call her bad words and I dont like him... me will fight him." Royal bursts out.

I sink into the sofa and cover my face as tears stream down my face. "This is why..." I exhale.

"I understand, you made the first step... okay." She hands me a tissue.

"Don't cry mommie... its Otay... Dad said her will not let anything happen to us and me either... I will take care you and me sister too."

"Thank you baby, I love you." I wrap my arm around my child and snuggle him.

She asks us very generic questions to change the mood. I'm grateful because I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. She decides that its better if she see us individually as well... and I agree... there are so many things that I don't feel comfortable saying in the presence of my child.

He doesn't deserve anymore damage from me. I leave the session feeling like utter shit... but I have to brush it off... Billie is spending time with Bun and that's perfect because I want to spend some quality time with Ro. We're going to get icecream and then to the Miami Seaquarium.
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-Billies pov-

"Okay hun, I'm going to put the gel on your tummy."

"Okay."

I run my fingers along Summers scalp, watching the doctor. "Okay sorry if the transducer is a bit chilly.

"What?" Summer tries to sit up and look.

"Princess, it's the wand looking thing relax... I got you."

"Okay daddy..."

"I'm sorry, I know these things have weird names."

"Its okay doctor..." Summer responds.

We all eye the screen as she runs the object over my girls stomach. She pauses the wand over her lower stomach...


"Congratulations... you guys are having twins..." the doctor smiles. "Sometimes this happens... we only see one fetus and then later on the other comes out of hiding."

"Daddy, we have two nuggies... look how cute they are..." Summer tears up, covering her mouth.. "Maybe Shrimp came back?... do you think one could be her?"

I'm speechless for a moment as I watch the monitor.... and then it hits me what Summer just said...

"Angel... Shrimp... is... she's in heaven but she's watching over her siblings now...." I feel lightheaded.

"Dad, are you okay?" The doctor asks.

"Yea... I just need a second..." I respond. "I'll be right back babygirl." I kiss her forehead.

"Okaii..."

My mom always told me that I'd have twins... even though me carrying a child was impossible... she always wanted twin grandchildren... she would tell me how she would dress them alike and teach them all about stupid ass plants....

"Fuck..." I cover my face, and take a deep breath... "get it together..." I pull my hair up out of my face and go back into the room.

Summer is sitting up signing paperwork. I go take my seat next to her. She looks at me with worry on her face. I feel like I could throw up... I lay my head on her thigh and take several deep breaths. "Baby, it's okay." She speaks softly, rubbing my shoulders. I feel my muscles writhing.

It takes me a few minutes for my tic attack to subside. I don't think that Summer has ever witnessed them before. Mya has only seen me tic a few times. I'm normally good at hiding it... by fucking.

I gather my loves paperwork and we set her appointment for 2 weeks from now. Her prenatal has changed, this new one is supposed to encourage weight gain and increase her appetite. What these fuck doctors don't seem to realize is she can't keep food down.

We step outside and the sky is dark grey, like it's about to rain. That's Florida for you... We get random rainstorms. I hold on to Summers hand as we walk to the car. She isn't regressed anymore, I guess my tics knocked her out of little space.

She clenches my hand as she studies the sky. "Honey love, I got you."

"Okay... thank you." She smiles softly.

-Summers pov-

I'm not sure... I think Billie may have tourette's or maybe she's just so stressed out... She said she wanted to take me somewhere special... I'm glad because maybe I can try to see how she feels... I really want her to be okay... I'm hope that me being pregnant with twins didn't cause it...

I lean my head against the window and stare at all the colorful cars passing by. I zone out not even realizing her singing... When it does click, I look over at her... she's singing a song I've never even heard before.

"Daddy..."

"Yes beautiful?" She glances over at me and then back on the highway...

"What's the name of the song that you were singing?" I puzzle...

"It's called All I ever wanted."

"It's so sad...." I murmur

"Angel... you want me to sing Copycat?"

"I mean... the song is beautiful... your voice is beautiful... it's like heaven..."

"Mmhmm... you're heaven my love and thank you." She winks at me

"I- tank you." I blush.

"You have a beautiful voice too... especially when you're moaning for me... and cuming on my-" she stops herself.

"Billie... are you disappointed that I'm having twins?" I exhale

"What?... no, hell no I'm happy and I feel blessed... it's not that at all... I'd never be disappointed about you having our children."

"Okay... well what is it?"

"Summer I don't want to talk about that right now... let's just enjoy our outing."

"K..." I murmur, leaning my head back against the window.

She's becoming closed off again... and last time it happened she left us for weeks...





I wake to Billie nuzzling my neck. I open my eyes, smiling at her affection. "Wake up baby."

"Okay, I'm awake daddy." I stretch

She opens my door and I step out. I look in front of us... it looks like a old museum? She leads me up the huge marble steps between two Columns. We walk inside and she starts singing.

"Don't ask questions you don't wanna know
Learned my lesson way too long ago
To be talkin' to you, belladonna
Shoulda taken a break, not an Oxford comma
Take what I want when I wanna
And I want ya"

Her voice echoes throughout the museum, sending tingles through
my body. She smirks at me. "Sick huh?"

"Its so cool... you made me feel tingly...." I exhale

"Mm... I like making you tingle..." she steps behind me wrapping her arms around my waist... "I'm going to lead you to my favorite spot..." she walks me up a flight of steps.

"Aah!" I yelp, when I almost slip from a stone crumbling beneath my foot. Billies grip tightens around my waist. "Daddy's got you... you're safe." We continue until we are on a platform... I look around... it's like the walls have fallen down...

There is blankets spread out near the end of the platform, she leads me to them. I sit on my knee's crawling to look over. We are up so high, beneath us is water... I see chunks of stone and columns from this museum peaking out of the blue abyss.

"Babygirl... careful, don't lean too far."

"Okay..." I come back to the pallets.

I watch as Billie, sits and opens a bag. She pulls out grapes, carrots, cheese cubes, salad... juice and a sandwich. I look at her face and she looks so beautiful and serene. I'm so happy that she brought me to this special place of hers. It almost sounds like the place Mya told me about.

"Angel, I hope that you're hungry." She looks over at me and smiles.

"Yes daddy, thank you." I blush.
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She wraps her arms around me and we watch sun gleam against the water. I nibble on a bit of everything. "Here daddy." I lift a grape to her soft pink lips.

She opens her mouth letting her tongue graze against my fingers. "Thank you." She smiles at me. "y-youre welcome." I pluck another, holding it to her lips. She takes the grape from me in the same manner as before.

I feel my heart beat pacing... and my nipples hardening... I can't even process the feeling that I have between my legs.

Nu Summer... you have to talk to her...

"Billie...."

"What's up baby?" She eyes me.

"Can we talk now?"

"About?"

"h-how... you've been feeling...." I try my hardest to look into her eyes... she looks so intense sometimes...

"....I mean sure..." she leans her head back and takes a deep breath... "I've been stressed... I guess."

"Why daddy?"

"Just shit Summer...."

"Billie please talk to me... you made a promise..."

"I did huh..."

"Yus...."

"I didn't trust your mother from the start... and then that son of bitch laid his hands on you Summerella.... I have 4 children without one stable grandparent... and let's be 100 percent real... I caused my mom to swallow a bottle of pills because I was a dick to her... multiple times... because I couldn't forgive her.... she wanted twins... it's like a slap in her face tha-" she pauses, balling her fist. "That we're having twins and- she isn't here...."

I feel tears wetting my tank top... I feel so bad...

"Daddy... I'm sorry that I contributed to the way that you feel." I hold on to her hand

"Sssh... stop apologizing."

"I'm not finished..." I curl my bottom up. "Its not your fault that she took those pills... you had every right to feel how you felt and to Express them to her... moms are supposed to protect and keep you safe... it's not your fault what happened to you Billie." I eye her... "she couldn't forgive herself for what she did to you... but you can forgive her and yourself... it's not too late... please let go Billie... it's eating away at you."

"Fuuuck!" She sobs

"Its okay to cry daddy..." I hold her.

"I fuckin miss that psychotic ass woman."

"Her and Shrimpy are having the best time in heaven... I was worried but now I know our daughter isnt alone." I cry with her.

"I love you

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