-Summers pov- 6:15 am

I wake up early as I always do. I stretch and crawl off the sofa to go pee. I wipe myself and notice that I'm spotting. My period shouldn't be here for another 2 weeks. I shrug it off... Its probably that plan b pill working.

My dumbass has no idea how it works... I'll google it later....

I wash my hands and go to the kitchen. I decide to make breakfast for Mya and Royal. I promised Billie I'd take care of Mya while shes away. Her, baby Bil and Royal have to eat.

I pull out eggs and vegetables. I'll make omelets and French toast. I don't know where I learned to cook. I take it that maybe someone in my biological family must have been a chef.

I crack open the eggs and chop up the vegetables. I jump when I feel someone at my side. I look over and its Mya leaning her head against me. Shes in a oversized tee and her hair is in a messy bun. She looks so gorgeous.

"Morning Mya."

"Good morning Summer." She murmurs "Do you need any help?"

"No, I'm fine just relax." I smile

"You sure?, I just need to occupy my mind."

"Hmm... you can make the French toast batter for me."

"Okay." She grabs a bowl and gets to work.

I feel so bad for Mya and Billie... she's pregnant and she needs her babys father for support... And Billie needs Mya....

I'll try my best to keep her from stressing out....

"I love the scent of cinnamon."

"Hmm? Oh cinnamon... me too, it's so nostalgic." Mya replies

"Yea... Cinnamon is bae."

"You're cheating on me... I thought I was bae?" Mya teases

"Hm, I'm sorry mya but somebody already claimed me."

"Huh? Who's that?"

"Royal." I laugh

"Haha... he does like you. Oh, I wanted to thank you for entertaining him while baby and I spoke."

"Don't thank me... I don't mind... he's my little buddy now. He kicked my ass in hoops tho." I giggle as I start frying up the omelettes

"Him and Baby are really good at that game... I suck ass too Sum." Mya laughs

I'm so happy shes laughing....

"Hey Mya..."

"Yes luv?"

"I wanted to apologize for calling you asking to have sex with Billie... I shouldn't have even let that cross my mind..."

"Summerella, its okay... I appreciate you asking and not trying to sleep with her behind my back."

"Never... but I did bring it up to her... I'm so sorry..."

"I know you wouldn't... and I also know you have needs Summer... Billie can make a nun drop her panties... it's ok my love."

"I-" Mya and I both burst out in laughter.

"She can!, and if you ever wanna cuddle I'm here... I don't sleep well unless I'm with someone... Royal says he's too big now."

"I can imagine." I blush "oh Mya we didn't have sex... her mom kind of stopped that... and please can we cuddle sometimes?"

"I'm sorry luv and for sure."

-Billie's pov-

I feel like shit, I smack my phone shutting off the alarm. I flare my nostrils and drag myself out of bed. I'm hungover asf after facing my bottle of cheap vodka. Motioning to my closet I pull out a hoodie and sweats.

I take the quickest lowliest shower of my life. I throw my hair in and bun and brush my teeth and I'm ready to go. I grab my bag and keys and go downstairs.

My mom is at the kitchen table with some older woman. They both eye me.

"Billie, this is Mrs.Johnson."

"And... this is I dont give a fuck..." I walk out the front door.

It's hot as Satans asshole and im wearing a hoodie. I pull it over my head. I'll put it back on at school. I toss my shit on the back seat and drive home...

I pull up in the driveway, parking. I grab my keys and open the door, heading inside. Mya, Summer and Royal are at the kitchen table eating breakfast.

"Baby!" Mya smiles putting her fork down. I head over and embrace my angel, kissing her.

"Hey Dad! Summie and mommy make us food... her- I mean them make you some too."

Awe... Royal calling me Dad just made my day...

"Sup kiddo." I kiss his forehead

"Uh- hey Billie... here's your plate." Summer hands me the plate of French toast, strawberries and a omelette.

"Thank you doll." I kiss her cheek and her face turns as red as the strawberries

I'm not hungry... eating will probably make me sick tbh... but I'll eat a little just because they made it....

I take my seat next to my princess. Royal and Summer are next to eachother on the opposite side. I watch Royal scarf down his food. That boy has a huge appetite to be so small. Summer is picking at her plate.

"Baby..." Mya grabs my attention

"Yes, my love?"

"Are you okay?"

"Eh, I am now that I'm home with you."

"I missed you a lot... I know I'm just clingy."

"I missed you too darling." I rest my hand on her tummy. "Hows my mini doing?"

"Good... he/she just misses their daddy."

"Hmm... don't stress, shit will work out my angel."

I eat a few bites of French toast and it's good as fuck, also the omelette. I notice Summer has only eaten a few berries off of her plate. She's scooting around a mushroom like she's playing hockey.

"Doll."

She looks up from her plate at me. "Yes?"

"Eat a little okay."

"Okay." She nods, taking a bite of her omelette

"Good girl."

Her cheeks flush red again...

"Good girl Summie! You will be strong now!"

"baby boy... inside voice." Mya scolds.

"Sowwie mommy... me and daddy just want Summie to be stronger."

He's so cute man...

Summer eats a quarter of her omelette and a few bites of French toast. I read the side effects of her meds. 3 of them cause a loss of appetite but she still has to eat.

I clear the table and do the dishes since they cooked. I kiss Mya goodbye and we head out. Im dropping Roy off at school and he's ecstatic about it.

I take him inside and walk him to his class. The teacher greets him from the door and he runs to her hugging her. She looks at me oddly and approaches me.

"Ms. Walker!, this my real Dad her name is Be-lee."

"Oh... uh... okay nice to meet you Billie, I'm Ms. Walker." She smiles "have a seat Royal."

"Bye Dad, I love you!" He hugs me before running to his seat.

"I love you too kiddo."

I head back to the car. Summer is in a daze staring out the window. When I close the door she comes to.

"You good?"

"Im fine."

I notice that her bottom lip pokes out into a pout... and I die from her adorableness...

"What's on your mind and be honest." She looks at me and then down at her hands as she fumbles with her fingers.

"Since being here with you and Mya... it makes me wonder about my family....like my birth mom... I wonder why she didn't want me.... how can you and Mya care about me when she didn't even love me?..." she confesses "it's just new to be around a family that is not toxic... I feel so weird... I dont know how to process kindness and other emotions. I just want to hide and shrink away."

"Summerella... I wonder the same shit about my biological father... all that matters though is that you have a fam now that cares about you... I know it's not the same but you can't set your worth based on how they treated you..." I speak to her making sure I'm giving her full eyes contact. "You deserve to feel love Summer, you deserve love... and to be straight up with you... it pisses me off that you doubt yourself like that... get it through your head... fuck em... and everything takes time... you're doing fine."

"You're right..." she's struggling to hold back her tears

"Come here." I open my arms for her and her crys against my chest. "Let it out babygirl."

"Im-im so angry!" She sobs

"I know.. I know." I lift her face. "Summer you'll be okay.."

"O-ookay... I- I have to be strong."

"Nah, not right now you don't.... I'll be strong for you... cry that shit out until you feel better."

Her face is so red and she's still holding back tears. Bruh it gets to me because I'm the same way... I hate crying with a passion... people see that as a weakness when you break. I get all my emotions out through sex.

"Bil-Billiee... I- Feel better." She sniffs, but I know she's holding back...

I pull her in pressing a kiss to her forehead. "I'm glad mamas."

It's like we are all going through some shit, life's a fucking bitch and so is my mom.

I know it's wrong but I kinda wanna just fuck Summer senseless until she's numb and can't feel anything... she's a version of myself minus the sex addiction and cockiness... but she's a sweetheart and deep down I don't want to ruin her... I want her to feel better...

-Summers POV-

Right now I'm feeling so awkward... like bitch all she did was show you that she cares about you... I wish that I was a stuffie so that it would be okay for me to be loved and cuddled... So I wouldn't look like a slut for wanting to be touched... I kinda hate myself but I'm trying...

"fuck em... and everything takes time... you're doing fine." I repeat Billies words in my head, drowning away the negative ones...

I peek over at her from my phone. I can see why Mya loves her, she's tough but in a loving way. In a perfect world, I'd be little enough so they could adopt me. I smile to myself and go back to playing Candy crush when I notice I got a text. I open it up. Like literally nobody texts me besides Mya and Bil.

/Sup baby
6:40am

                              Umm... who r u?

This Lanzo bby 😎

                 ..oh hi? How u get mi #

U work here dats easy 😂 wea u been bby? I miss u... ❤

  Does Hector still want me there? Kinda quit like a idiot

Summer 💀 Hector perv ass wants all the women here

                                   Lol 😂 yeah!

U should let me take u out Saturday 😏

                                             Um......

Come on ion bite... unless u like dat mami 😈

                            I'll get back to u...

Ight dont keep me wadin 2 long
I'm sensitive 😏❤

/

Is this a trap? I put my phone down when Billie pulls up to her school. Zoe's standing outside of her car. Great... Billie gets out first and then I get out. Zoe eyes me and rolls her eyes as expected.

I'm in shock because Bil hugs me in front of her and some other kids.

"Uh! Billie who the fuck is this fugly rat!" Some pretty girl with blonde hair screams at Bil.

Is Billie cheating on Mya?

"Ashley not today..."

"Billie I said that we are SOULMATES and you downgrade to this gremlin?!"

"Bitch go suck somebody's cock... your insults are just as lame as you."

"And Trashly, how does that make you feel?" Zoe laughs, acting like she's holding a mic.

"Bye sweetheart." Billie kisses my cheek and Ashley storms off and a rage....

"Goodbye Billie... will you be coming home tonight?"

"Most likely not, I'm working tonight... but I'll facetime you guys when I get off."

"Okay." I nod and get in the car.
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I go right back to Mya's place. I knock on the door and she answers it. She's still in Billie's tee shirt and fuzzy socks. I join her on the sofa. She's watching Impractical joker and eating grapes and popcorn.

She tosses some of the blanket over me and scoots closer. I take a deep breathe and try not to be weird about it. I like that she's close to me, it feels nice.

"Hahaha!, Summer Joe just lost." Mya points at the tv.

"Yeah, I'm suprised" I giggle

"Right, I for sure thought it would've been Murr... can I cuddle against you Summer?"

"Uh- yea... sure Mya.." I place my arm around her shoulder and she lays the back of her against my almost non existent breast.

"Thank you Summie."

She just called me the nickname that Roy gave me.... I get a warm feeling in my tummy...

"No problem Mya..."

"Would you like some?" She holds the bowl of grapes and popcorn up.

"I'm okay, thanks..."

After a few shows, I'm totally comfortable and laughing with Mya. She makes it easy to feel that way though.

"Sum omg I have to pee, this is like the 10th time and its still early." She pouts.

"Aww it's just baby Billie." I rub her shoulder

"I know huh... I can't wait until I'm over the critical part of my pregnancy....if I ever get out of it."

"Mya, you will.... you just have to take it easy and not stress or beat up sluts." I tease

"Oh... haha, that bitch still has it coming... just wait...."

"Nope Mya, she's not worth it... plus you're too beautiful to fight."

"Awwws... thann you Summie... you're beautiful yourself mamas." She caresses my chin. My whole body shudders.

Both her and Billie like touching my chin... It tickles but also feels good.... I'm like a freaking puppy or kitten... I just like to be touched..

"Just being honest and thank you." I try not to blush

"And so was I my love." She gets up and goes to the bathroom...

I open up my messages, staring at the texts the Lanzo sent. Does he really wanna take me out? I've never been on a date... I'm just going tell him the truth... I'm a lesbian... I don't want to lead him on, period.

/uh hey Lanzo....
9:35 am

Sup bby... ❤

                  So.... yea.... I'm a lesbian

So am I... but fr Idc you told me already
I just wanna hangout and get to kno u

       Oh okay... I'm pretty boring 😂

Ur sexy & dat dont matter 2 me bby 😍

               If I were to say yes... where would u take me?

                  I'm takin u out to eat and maybe we can have some drinks @ my spot...

I'd rather not drink but dinner is fine... ig

                     Coo bby I'll hit you up tomorrow... I'm pullin a double

Kk... 😊 /

It would be cool to have a Male friend, I guess... he's super flirty but I think that's his personality...

-Billies pov-
(Last period)

"Billie I kno we haven't been seeing eye to eye but what's up, you're not yourself... you been giving off psychopath vibes."

I ignore her and continue writing my paper...

"Daddy William..." she tugs a strand of my hair and I elbow the fuck out of her.

"Stop pulling my damn hair... we ain't fuckin." I grumble

"But oh we could be." She rocks in her chair... making me chuckle because she's a weird ass cunt.

"Bruh, Maggie threatened calling the cops on Mya... if I didn't come home...."

"Wait.... mom did what?"

"Yeah man... Mya is on bed rest because some shit went down....long story." I scoff "oh and the faggot child molesting bitch isn't even my real dad... but who knows that could be a lie also."

"I'm sorry bud... damn... wait what?"

"Yea, she had the nerve to say I need to be on meds again... she's blaming me for being so fucked up like she's been the perfect mom..." I vent "anyways do you wanna stay the night?"

"That's heavy, my friend and duh... just no touchy touchy on my no no square."

"Bruh... yo ass sleeping on the kitchen floor... my room is carpeted and hard floor makes it easier to clean after my pets."

"Fuck off... you're not my dom."

"You want me to be though."

"I'm calling Mya no wait should I be calling Summer."

"Your jealous is showing princess."

"Fuck you." She laughs.

"Ms.Donahoe and Ms.Eilish should I separate you guys?"

"Fuckin please." I laugh at Zoe's face.

"Mr. Goldberg... you are quite generous sir... I would love to be separated from this big dick creature."

"Eww rat, don't talk about my husbands genitals you freak."

"You too Ms.Thomas... I'm done with you high school brats! Whole class detention on Saturday."

Yea.... like anyone is going to show up...

"My dad can have you fired Mr. Goldberg... besides I have cheer practice Saturday... Daddy you should come watch me?"

I ignore her... making the class laugh...

"Billie?!"

"What a insane as bitch bro." Zoe shakes her head.

|at work|

I clock in 30 mins before my shift and head to my locker. I'm stopped by Steve, he waves me to his office.

"Sup Bil?"

"Not shit really..." I reply

"Man you seem stressed... is all good with your babymomma?"

"Eh, she's on bed rest so I can use as many hours as I can get... next week I'm going to start half a day at school... so put me on."

"Word, I got you son. Damn my baby mommas had the same issues... she'll be good man."

"Thanks and I know."

"Dont tell the guys but you my best worker... it takes you a hour to load up our big trucks while it takes them 2.5 hours. Shit's ridiculous... ima raise you to $18 a hour son.."

"Bruh dont fuck with me cuz that will help out hell of a lot."

"Man I'm being 100 and ima have you trained to do deliveries and what not... that's where the pay at fr fr."

"I appreciate that." I give him daps.

I head to the loading dock and get to work loading up the delivery trucks. The guys do be bitches when it comes to lifting heavy shit. They must not get pussy on the low. If they did lifting 50+ pound boxers wouldn't be a issue.

One of my