Unworthy

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3 YEARS AGO

Dear Violet

I was afraid, terrified in the least with truth. I have always been that girl who was preserved and loved, more privileged than most of the people. But even the most beautiful flowers wilt and fall, that fall from grace is inevitable and I have already embraced mine. Yes I am ashamed of what I did, but hiding it has made it no better, the guilt of deceiving you and my dead friend is eating me alive.

By the time this letter reaches you, I will be very far away, my journey and plans too vicious for a pure person like you. I am a terrible being Vi and there is nothing that hurts me more than knowing what I ha done with our relationship....I have completely destroyed it.

Yes I have deceived you, lied to you and I don't...I can never expect you to forgive me...I can't even forgive myself.

The rumor that reached your ears was nothing but truth, Alaric did cheat on you..he cheated on you with me. I never knew that you liked him, that he was your boyfriend. I thought........he made me believe that we were together.

Violet I am a sinner and I promise to never show you my face, not until I have faced the repercussions of my deeds.

Alaric is a monster Vi, don't be near him, for the love of our dead mother please listen to this carefully, by now you must hate me but if you have ever loved me, don't be near him, don't even let his shadow fall on you. I am not the first girl he had wrapped in his clutches...there are many and they are afraid just like I am of his power.

Nobody helped me, the law refused to listen to us, the youngest girl he had sex with was 14. He is a criminal Violet and that was what Atlanta was trying to tell me before she was murdered.

I don't even know myself that from where I am deriving my courage to say all this to you but the fact that this is the last time I am contacting you cannot allow me to utter another lie.....yes I have slept with him. I am not innocent anymore.

I am not worthy to say anymore, I don't deserve to even call myself your sister anymore Violet but please know that I have loved you the most...I will love you and Dad more than anything.....I am ashamed.

I am sorry Vi, truly sorry for hurting you so much, you were a second mother to me...a mother I have lost due to my deeds.

I love you Violet.

Karma

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the chapter is dedicated to beautiful baby @thatlazyinsomniac

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