Chapter 1.58:

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"Condom?"

Riley looked over her shoulder, trying to catch her breath as her lips quivered against mine.  There was no way she would let me sneak inside her again without one.  At least one of us was able to keep our thoughts together long enough to think straight.

"Uh yeah... hold on." I panted and rolled over to grab one out of the nightstand.

I tore one out of the package right off the strip and slid it on over me. My ring was already drenched in a mixture of her and the precum leaking out. At least I got to play a little before I had to suffocate my poor dick inside of the damn circus balloon.

A few minutes ago, I had woken up from a liquor-induced, dreamless slumber by Riley's sexy little moans. Her back was pushed up against me and her leg was draped up over my thighs.   My hand was already between her legs with two fingers buried knuckle deep inside her. She was soaked and out of control, grasping every inch of me that she could reach as she shook with another orgasm.

I wasn't sure which one of us started it this time, but I was definitely going to finish it.

I positioned her body and slid inside her from behind, keeping both of us on our sides. My energy was still depleted from earlier and there was a nail being hammered into my head but I still wanted as much of this girl as I could get. I wasn't going to pass up another opportunity to keep her as close as possible.

Moving my hips forward, I fucked my girl again. It was slow and gentle; the muted tempo made me feel even more connected to her with every second that ticked by. I held Riley in place with my right hand between her thighs, lazily flicking my index finger over her clit like I was strumming one of my guitar strings.

Riley snaked her arm back around my head, wrapping her hand into my hair and knotting it in the tangles.  She turned her head back and pulled my mouth back towards hers until we were linked together in every way possible.

My eyes began stinging as I kissed Riley and had to blink the odd sensation away in the corners. I was falling apart right in front of her like a complete weak fool. I was a fucking blubbering, crying baby.  It felt like my life depended on this one kiss. I was in a freefall and she had complete control over me.

How did she do it? How did I let her get in so deep without stopping her?

"Ezra." She whimpered and trembled in my arms.

"Come for me, beautiful," I whispered, letting my pleasure go for the second time tonight.

Riley turned over onto her back and moved away from me after I pulled out. The loss of contact felt like a medieval torture tactic. The icy cold blanketed my skin as I plunged deeper and deeper into the darkness until I forgot my own name. I didn't understand why I was feeling so lost and sad. The drop was intense and I wasn't prepared for it.

Riley had her eyes closed with a contented little glow on her face like she knew exactly what she had done to me. She had stolen something from me and wasn't planning on giving it back.

I disposed of the full condom and grabbed for another unopened one. I needed to regain some of my strength and power. Touching Riley again was the only way I knew how to get what I needed. Feeling her give herself to me again was my newest addiction. I had to have more.

I climbed over top of her and worked myself between her legs. I pulled her down by her thighs and away from the headboard. I took my dick in my hand and slapped her swollen, red clit with my ring.  She winced and jerked away when I repeatedly tapped myself against her center in quick succession to prepare her for another round.

"Again." Her eyes popped open and went wide like saucers.

"Yes. Again." I said, tilting up her hips to shove inside her.

"Ouch." She made a strained face at me as I began moving in and out of her.

"What's wrong?" I asked, slowing down to a crawl.

"I'm... a little sore right now." She stuttered and clammed up.

I pulled out of her immediately and closed my eyes.

"Fuck." I let out a frustrated huff and ran my hand over my face.

Nothing else other than sex with Riley or the pills hidden in my room would get me through this dark, empty feeling that had taken its hold. I was too far gone right now to stitch myself together.

My head was frantically searching for something to hang onto. Something that could ground me and make me feel normal when everything surrounding me was so fucking far from it.

"I'm sorry, I haven't done it this much before." She placed her soft hand on my stomach and apologized to me.

It wasn't really Riley's fault she had enough, but my head was already sideways and I was having a hard time hiding my disappointment from her rejection.

"No, it's fine. I'm going to go grab another drink. I'll find another way to finish myself off." I lashed out as the irritation burned in the pit of my stomach. Being denied by her was a sucker punch to my gut and I had to let it out before it paralyzed me.

"You don't have to leave. You can keep going." Riley's voice sounded like it was under water as the pressure built in my head. I tried to shake it away, but the demon in my head was winning. I couldn't even look at Riley right now or it would be my end.

"Shit. No, it's fine." I clenched my teeth and ground them together.

"Ezra," Riley's sweet voice called out to me.

Fuck, a drink wasn't going to be strong enough to get me through this. Pills— blue, green, red, or purple with polka dots— that was what I would need. My mouth was dry and there was a lump in my throat as I thought about taking the whole bottle at once. The glorious ache as they melted inside me would be—

"Ezra, did I do something wrong?" Riley's timid voice cut through the fog as she ran her hand over my skin.

I finally opened my eyes to look at her.  She was chewing her lip and staring up at me with that same vulnerable look she had after the Camo concert. She was blaming herself for my deficiencies yet again.

"No. Why do you think you did something wrong?" I shook my head at her and knitted my brows together.

"Because you stopped." Riley squeaked out.

"You said it hurt." I defended myself.

"But I didn't say I wanted you to stop doing it." Riley gave me a sweet smile. All the weight lifted off my shoulders the moment I saw the way she was still looking at me. There was so much life and light in her eyes. 

She was so beautiful that it hurt.

"Are you sure?"  I raised my eyebrow at her.

"Ezra, I need you. Please." Her words sent a powerful shiver down my spine. Riley had no idea what she had just done for me and it wasn't like I could just open up and tell her. She muted the misery inside me that was urging me to use and helped lead me back.

I did it. I came back for her.

I would always come back for her.

"Good girl." I leaned down to kiss her lips to show her how much I adored her. She moved both her hands to my ass to guide me back in.

I tried to be a little more careful with her body this time around. Her hands started squeezing my ass harder and pulling me in when she adjusted and needed more. Riley let out small little whines of appreciation as her body tensed up with another rush.

"Look at you making a mess on my cock again, you dirty girl. Give me another one." I demanded as I forced her to come again.

"I can't." Riley fought against her body as it tightened again on top of me.

Her body betrayed her in the end; it gave me three more until I was finally ready to explode again.

We fell asleep intertwined, entirely spent, and glistening in sweat. 

When I finally found my way to consciousness hours later, my body was relaxed and felt better than it had my whole entire life. I had slept like a baby next to my girl. There were no nightmares or racing thoughts. I didn't dream of being high again or lay awake wondering if I should go count the pills calling my name. 

"Riley, what time is it?" My dry throat crackled with its usual morning hoarseness.

I froze when I realized how silent my room was. I couldn't even hear her breathing next to me.

I raised my hand to wrap around her, only to find the pillow she had been using tucked up next to me.  I jumped up and looked around my room for her.  My door was shut and her bag was gone.

I panicked and grabbed my phone.

Why would she leave without even saying goodbye?

When I looked at the clock, I answered my own question. It was 6:00 PM. No wonder she left me. I had slept the whole day away.

I sent Riley a quick text to check on her.

Me: You snuck out on me, beautiful.

I sat there in bed with my phone in my hand. I fiddled with my eyebrow rings nervously, waiting to see if she would respond.  It felt like it took forever for her to send something back.

Riley: You were passed out, didn't want to wake you.

Me: Band has another gig on Saturday? Can you come?

I wanted to see her again. Unfortunately, I had a lot going on this week at work. I had volunteered for some extra shifts because rent was due soon. If I didn't need the money, I would just blow them off and follow her around everywhere she went. Luckily, We had booked the gig. It was the perfect excuse to get her back to the house. It was just too bad that it was so far away. I wasn't sure if I could wait to see her again until then. 

Riley: Not sure. Am I allowed to come?

Riley was such a brat. I chuckled as I typed my reply back. She set herself up for this one. I could practically see her cheeks flush as she read it.

Me: As long as it's on my cock.

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