At hospital

* taehyung, suga ,hobi and namjoon reached the hospital they saw jimin sitting outside *

Tae: jimin?

Jimin: ooh you guys are here.

Suga: did kook wake up?

Jimin: yes hyung he woke up but.......

Tae: what happened?

Jimin: ( sighes ) he ain't talking anything since he woke up. He is acting cold we tried to talk with him many times but he is not responding.

* tae sighed and looked down with teary eyes *

Joon: tae go and talk with him.

Tae: no hyung I can't.

Hobi: why? Just give a try.

Tae: I can't... I can't see him like that hyung. I signed the paper to kill our baby and how am I going to face him? what should I tell him? ( teary eyes )

Hobi: don't think like that Tae, you did that to save kook it was not your fault. Atleast you saved kook's life by doing it.

Joon: hobi is right Tae don't think like that.

Suga: now just go inside and talk with kook he needs you now.

* they all insisted him to go inside. And Tae entered inside the room with heavy heart. He saw kook laying on the bed with an emotionless face, y/n and jin was sitting beside him in the Chair. *

Jin: ooh Tae you are here.

Tae: hyung is everything fine?

Jin: yes, you just sit here with kook we both will go and clear the formalities so that we can go home.

* jin said while looking at y/n *

Tae: can we leave the hospital after that?

Jin: yes, the doctor said so..

Tae: fine then I will sit here you both can go.

* jin and y/n left the room to clear the formalities to discharge kook. Tae sat on the Chair near kook's bed. He looked at kook and smiled *

Tae: koo-kookie ..

* jungkook didn't even looked at him. He looked at the wall with the same emotionless face. Tae sighed heavily and tried hard not to tear up in front of kook. He was feeling heartbroken after seeing kook like this but he doesn't want to cry in front of the younger and make him more sad *

Tae: kookie please say something.

Kook: I want to go home ( emotionless face )

Tae: sure. Let hyung finish the formalities.

* tae felt a little relieved when he heard reply from kook. At that time jin came inside *

Jin: tae, kookie come let's go.

Tae: hyung did you completed the formalities?

Jin: yeah now come lets go home.

* tae held kook's hand softly, jungkook stood up from the bed they both walked out of the hospital. They went towards their car tae opened cars door and made kook sit inside he then closed the door and looked at his hyungs *

Tae: hyungs we are leaving.

Joon: should we come with you guys?

Tae: no hyung it's alright, I will take care of him you guys can leave.

* tae said and gave a faint smile to them*

Y/n: tae if you need anything don't hesitate call us.

Tae: sure noona.

* tae went towards the driving seat and drive off to their mansion. The ride was silent as both of them didn't uttered a word. And at last they reached at their mansion, Tae and kook entered inside the mansion But kook didn't move forward he stayed at the door way, Tae turned and looked at him *

Tae: kookie why are you standing there come inside .

* kook didn't move a inch he was continuesly Looking at the stairs as the memories of him falling down from the stairs flashed in front of his eyes,his eyes become teary. Tae panicked when he saw tears in younger's eyes he ran towards him and hugged him tightly *

Tae: kook what happened? Is it hurting somewhere?

* kook hugged him back tightly and started to cry loudly *

Tae: kook why are you crying? What happened? ( panicked voice )

Kook: please let's go somewhere else I don't w-wanna stay here. I'm afraid to stay here.( crying )

Tae: kook you are safe now. Please calm down ( stroking kook's head )

Kook: n-no what if she will come again and try to do so-something. ( crying )

Tae: no she will never come.

Kook: no please I don't wanna stay here. please... ( breathing hardly)

* kook started to breath heavily as he got panick attack tae was too tensed watching kook's state he understood that the mansion, the place were he lost his baby has left a Truma in kook *

Tae: fine let's go to our penthouse now try to breath slowly. ( tae said slowly while stroking kooks head )

* kook tried to breath slowly but he failed miserably he felt his head spinning and he fell unconscious in tae's arm's *

Tae: kookie?

* tae tapped on kook's cheeks but he didn't woke up he understood that kook fainted due to the panik attack. Tae took him in bridal style and walked towards his car he slowly placed him in back seat and started to drive towards his pent house which was a little far from the mansion *

AT PENTHOUSE

* taehyung reached at his penthouse which was a little far from town area. Tae slowly took kook in his arms and walked inside. He placed him in the bed after that he slowly closed the room's door and walked downstairs he opened another empty room and walked inside. he then opened a drawer and took a bottle of vodka. He sat back and slowly started to drink it *

( tae pov )

He is suffering because of me. I failed to save our baby. even after knowing he is pregnant and alone at home I left him alone. It's my mistake. How pathetic am i, He will never forgive me.

* he drank until he lost his consciousness *

NEXT MORNING

* Tae woke up and walked towards stairs he looked at the room upstairs were kook was sleeping. He was too tensed and scared to face kook, he don't know how kook is gonna react when he gets to know that he signed the papers to kill their baby to save kook's life. He was scared to loose kook.. what if kook leave him after knowing this.....

Tae walked back to his room and changed his dress, he then cooked some food for himself and kook after cooking he left to office.*

-TO BE CONTINUED........