Mahienver sultan's POV:

It's been around day or two since the princes were poisoned with plague and Mahidevran was banished. I knew Mahidevran was evil but I would've never thought her heart that cold and that she was that cruel. My life has lost every meaning since Osman was in the condition that he was in, my heart was syncing everyday and what hurts the most is the fact that I can't even see him. Recently, Suleyman fainted, he's currently laying in his bed and doctors don't think it's plague, but that he was poisoned. However they don't think the poison was strong and they say he will recover fast. I hope they're right because my life is already hell.

,,Sultanim, please eat something. You haven't eaten for two days." Canfeda said in a sad tome as I looked at her emotionlessly. My heart was like stone since Osman and Suleyman became sick.

,,Don't you I can't? I can't do anything now, not until Osman recovers." I muttered.

,,Sultanim, please. You forgot you have other children, you must be strong for them." She said making me feel like the worst mother on earth. I tried to be strong, but I couldn't do it. It would be the same if one of the triplets got sick, may God forbid.

,,I'm trying, Canfeda, I really am, but I can't. My life is falling apart and I feel like I can't fo anything about it. I'm absolutely hopeless." I said. The tears build in my eyes quickly, I closed them tightly trying to hold the tears back.

After I pulled myself together I went to visit Suleyman along with Mihrisah, Halime, valide and Hatice sultan. The doctors say he's doing better but that he's still not out of the woods.

,,May his majesty recover quickly." I mumbled looking at Suleyman's unconscious body laying on his bed.

,,Amin." Everyone muttered back... I honestly felt helpless, but I prayed and hoped for the better days to come.

,,The doctors said he will be able to get up in a few days." Hatice said trying to make things batter. I hoped she was right because I didn't want to lose him.

,,Let's hope that will happen." Halime added turning her gaze towards Hatice.

The next day:

I was outside of Osman's chambers watching him through the glass window. Even though the doctors say he is feeling better, my heart still broke into millions of pieces seeing him laying in that bed fighting for his life. I wanted to come into that room so badly but I had to think about my girls. What would they do if they lost their mother? I didn't even want to think about it.

,,Everything will be okay, sultanim, don't worry." Canfeda said to me patting my shoulder.

,,I hope so, Canfeda." I sighed trying not to burst Into tears.

,,Sultanim." One of my maids, Nuray, came up to me and bowed down.

,,What is it?" I turned around and saw her standing shyly still in a bow position. She looked almost scared.

,,The triplets..." She mumbled. I almost had a heart attack. I immediately thought of the worst. What if they caught plague as well?

,,What happened to them? Answer me, hatun?" I raised my voice at her. I could see her flinch, still not daring to look me in the eyes.

,,They, they made a mess in the room... Shirin sultan cut her arm on a broken glass, but she's okay, don't you worry." She said. I felt relief but I was still mad at her for leaving them alone.

,,Why did you leave them alone? I told you to keep your eyes on them no matter what!" I scolded her.

,,I'm so sorry, sultanim, please forgive me... But the mess is cleaned up and Shirin sultan was taken care of-" She began saying. I just left brushing her off. I don't have time for this. I'll deal with her later.

I rushed up to my room, the triplets awaited me there. They were lined up in shame. I could see they regretted it by the looks on their faces.

,,What did I say about this? I told you not be naughty and not to make a mess! You girlss aren't that little anymore!" I said to them with a scolding tone.

,,Who's idea was this?" I asked them. Beyhan and Raziye looked at each other and then looked at Shirin. I knew at the first glance that this was her idea.

,,You told me ot would be a good idea if we look through mother's wardrobe!" Little Shirn then said.

,,Shirin!" I exclaimed her name as she looked the ground.

,,I'm sorry validem. It will never happen again." She looked up at me.

,,Promise?" I raised my eyebrow.

,,I promise!" I then smirked looking at them. I knelt down in front of them placed both of my hands on the top of thier shoulders.

,,My beautiful daughters... You were born as sultanas, don't you ever forget that. And always act like one. When the time comes, you will be ruling this court. Everyone will bow down before you, and everyone will listen to your orders... Nobody can buy you or sell you, nobody can give you orders, that's because you will be stronger than me. The blood of the ottoman dynasty flows within your veins." They listen to me carefully. I then pulled them into the tight hug.

After a while I went to Suleyman again, alone this time.

,,When will you wake up, Suleyman? When will you open your eyes?" I said pathetically, holding his hand in mine.

,,Please don't leave me like this, don't leave our family." I said. Suddenly his eyes tickling drew my attention.

,,Do you know how much I love you? Would my love ever bring you back? Will you wake up once u realize how big my love is?" I almost started crying.

,,Suleyman?" I came closer to him, he opened his eyes.

,,Thank you God!" I said out loud as I started crying out of joy. I felt like I could fly, the thing I prayed for finally came to me.

,,Moonlight..." He muttered tired.

,,I'm here, your majesty, I'm here." I wiped the tears off my face smiling widely. I rushed up to the door and saw Sumbul in front.

,,Tell everyone his majesty woke up!" I said making him smile and start marching up to harem as I stayed with Suleyman for a while. Later, everyone came to visit him.

He then decided Mustafa will be locked in his chambers for breaking his boundaries while his mother was banished. I wasn't surprised by his decision, Mustafa needed to be humbled. I hope this will make him learn his place.

In the meantime Osman and the other princes started recovering and I was very happy. The weight finally fell of my chest.

,,What do you mean he called for Sadika hatun?" I puzzled my face in shock after Canfeda told me Suleyman called for that girl.

,,It is what it is, sultanim." She said. The blood in my veins boiled. Even if Suleyman called for the other hasekis, I wouldn't be that mad but how can this girl suddenly come and take him away?

I calmly walked up to the shelf and took my pills and swallowed them.

,,No, no. I wouldn't let this girl steal him away." I said before rushing out of my room. I won't let her do this to me, not this time.

,,Sultanim, please!" I could hear Canfeda behind me, but I didn't care. I was at Suleyman's chambers soon.

,,Sultanim, his majesty is busy, please come again later." Hasiobabasa said. I pretend to leave, as he turned around I marched up inside coughing Suleyman standing in the middle of the room.

,,Mahienver, how dare-" He began saying but I didn't care I just came up and kissed him. He grabbed my face and started unbuttoning my outer dress as his green robe fell on the floor after I took it out.

,,Goomorning, my love." Suleyman said after we both woke up in his bed. I never felt so relieved in my life.

,,Good morning, your majesty." I said with a soft tone before he kissed my forehead. Afterwards we had breakfast and chatted along for a good time.

I spend a beautiful morning with Suleyman and then I decided to take a bath in the hammam. I was very relaxed and felt beautiful.

,,Canfeda, I think I'm ready to leave, bring me my towel." I said with my eyes closed. But there was no answer. Then I could hear the door locked and someone coming up to me.

,,Canfeda?" I opened my eyes and saw a girl with some type of mask on her face. But before I could say anything she started drowning me. I couldn't do anything. I was lacking oxygen and I thought I was going to die. I tried to get her hand off me but I couldn't. She seemed to strong for me underwater.

was to weak to do anything in general. And the whole time I was thinking about my children, what will they do after they found out their mother was drowned to death.

I was accepting my faith. My mouth started filling with water. But suddenly I felt a relief of pressure. I could hear the doors suddenly break and Suleyman and Canfeda running up to me. Some concubines started chasing the girl but she already ran out of thru the back doors.

,,Everything will be okay, my moonlight." He hugged me tightly as I was sobbing my soul out on his chest. I was so thankful that God saved me from facing the death today.

,,I'm sorry, your majesty. We couldn't catch the girl... We didn't even see her" The concubines said after coming back to harem. All I knew now is that finding her will be impossible since I couldn't even remember how she looked like.

Then I got out of that bathtub, I was dryed but still shocked to death. I was in Suleyman in his room trying to remember what the girl looked like.

,,I'm so sorry, Suleyman... I can't remember anything about her." I said hopelessly. But then my hopelessness turned into anger. There was a possible murder in harem, I wouldn't sleep peacefully knowing that fact.

,,It's okay, my moonlight. Everything that matters right now is that you're okay." He said before hugging me.