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"Y/N-chan?" You hear a voice calling you. You slowly squinted your eyes open and saw the man with a mask starring into your glistening eyes.

"Kiyoomi-kun?" A shed of tears fell from your eyes as you were happy to see someone you knew. You pulled him closer by putting both your hands behind his back. "Thank God you were here. There was this guy that followed me from the train station and I thought he was going to kidnap-"

"It was me," he interrupted you.

"What did you do?" You stopped leaning on his chest and looked up to glared at him with confusion.

"I was the one following you around. Sorry, I didn't think that you would take it as stalking or kidnapping," he apologised.

"Is this your new excuse? I wasn't thinking straight? Why the fuck were you following me in the first place? Do you know how I sent a message telling people how scared I was that I was going to be kidnapped? No cause clearly you were only thinking about yourself? Asshole." You pushed him a away walked back to your house.

"Please can we talk this out and be reasonable? I want to work this out," he went after you.

"Work out what? We haven't spoken to each other in eight months and now you want talk? Make it make sense," you eye rolled.

"If you let me talk then I can explain it to you," he grabs your arm and pulls you closer.

"Let go of me. You are nothing but a stranger to me. Why would I want to reason with you?" You eject your arm away from but his grip grew tighter.

"I won't let go until you listen to me," he tightened his grip even more.

"Let me go," you got frustrated as his arms wouldn't budge. He ignored you and kept silent. You bent down to get a better moment to get him to let you go. He pulled you back up. "Let go of me," you commanded as tears grew out of your frustration.

"I don't care if you cry or call for help, I will not let go," he looked at you very seriously.

"Fine," you sniffled. "Can we go inside though? I'm really cold," you shivered. He nodded and followed to the entrance door. You grabbed your keys from your purse and unlocked the door. You both walked inside and went straight to the living room. You turned on the heater to heat up the room and got a blanket from the basket near the couch. You didn't bother to ask him if he wants one because you don't feel like being polite. You went to sit down on your knees on the other side of the couch, being far away from him.

"So where do you want me to start?" He asked.

"Why did you follow me today?" You straight forwardly asked.

"So my car is at the repair shops today so, I had to use the train to go home. It was horrific but I won't get into too much detail there. Anyways, before I went inside, I saw you and Oikawa-kun talking and I happened to over hear your conversation that involved me. You told him you weren't going to the school dance because of me and Rio-chan being together. And Oikawa-kun asked if you were over me and you responded with you are not. After hearing that, I wondered why you still liked me? I know it's stupid but, I just want to know if you were over me," he was looking at the floor the whole time he was talking. He was embarrassed explaining what he did.

"Fine, if you want to hear what I think, I don't mind telling you. It's not like it will change anything, right? Well, as you guessed it, I still have feelings for you. I think about you on the daily. What ifs always play in my mind when I least want them too. You being in my class didn't help with me getting over you. So go on, say your hurtful comments," you responded being so ashamed of yourself.

How can I be this pathetic?

You started to fidget with your finger nails as you feared the words he was going to let out. You haven't recovered from the previous comments yet.

"And why would I do that?" He lifted his eyebrow.

"Because, I'm fat ugly ass looking germ, remember?" You felt as you going deep inside the shame hole as the more you spoke to him you would downgrade yourself for your shameful action.

"Why would you believe this things I said? You know it's not true."

"No, you were right. I am exactly that. The way I spoke to you...it's no wonder you said those words. It's fine, I can handle it, go on," you looked away from his vision so that he couldn't see you cry.

"I'm not going to do that to you," he rejects.

"Then why did you come here? What was the point?" You whipped your face.

"I wanted to be sure if you liked me."

"Well you got your answer, now just go home. I'm already embarrassed enough. Plus, Nakamura wouldn't like you being here. I don't want any trouble with her anymore," as you were talking you started breaking many of your nails.

"Rio-chan wouldn't be mad at this," he got up from his seat an walked closer to you.

"Why not?" He sat down next to you.

"Because I'm not dating her," he took off his white mask and put in his pocket.

"Oh haaaaaaaaaaaaa, nice joke," you eye rolled your eyes.

"We never got back together. I don't know where that rumour came from," he explains.

"On the daily she would tell me what you guys would do on the weekends and shit. So the answer is her," you scoffed.

"She wanted dick but I wanted something else so it would never have worked out," he looked away all flustered.

"Then what did you want?" You became nervous as the atmosphere changed.

"I wanted a girl who is tall, perfect body, who can dance like a champion, who is honest, around the same age as me, gets along with my friends, who is so fucking smart but she doesn't know it, loyal to her parents and she is a germaphobe," he described you without hesitation.

"And who might that girl be?" You gave him a mean look as you didn't believe he was talking about you.

"Um, it's you," he said it as if it were obvious.

"Perfect body? Where? Smart? Where?" You faked laugh and glared at him.

"Have you seen yourself?" He seems so unconvinced.

"Well yeah now, because I lost weight but before, you wouldn't have been saying this shit," you glared at him with annoyance.

"I don't care about what you think is considered a perfect body but whatever you do to your body, it is perfection to me and I wanted to compliment you on it. And yes you are fucking smart. And I know you don't think so that's why I said 'she doesn't know it'." You pouted as you didn't know what to think.

"Then why didn't you tell me this earlier? I would have came to you with open arms," tears of joy can out as you smiled with a small chuckle.

"No you wouldn't," he disagreed.

"How would you know?"

"Because you still haven't done it," he smirked. You grinned at him and jumped on top of his lap by giving him a big hug. He hugged you back so tightly which made you very happy. You could tell he wanted to do this for a while now.

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