I pushed past bodies as I made my way down the halls to the cafeteria.

Let's just say my previous lesson with Blake didn't go as bad as I thought.

After our "kiss" we continued to read our scripts until the bell rang. Our next lesson was tomorrow which was dress fittings so I wasn't worried about having to kiss Blake again. My attraction towards him was really starting to piss me off. My brain was telling me to do one thing but my body was reacting differently.

"Blake stop ignoring me"

I glanced towards the lockers, only to see Tiffany hanging around Blake's locker.

"Blake!" She whined again which made me cringe.

I slowed down my pace so I could watch them.

She was clinging onto Blake's arm, looking up at him like a lost puppy.

"Look" Blake sighed, pushing her off him. "I don't want you. Never have, never will"

She scowled, storming after Blake who began walking away from her.

I snickered.

Her body jerked to a stop. She turned around, glaring hard at me before a smirk soon drifted onto her face.

I raised an eyebrow.

Without a warning, she strutted towards Blake, pulling him by his jacket towards her, before grabbing his face in her hands and smashing her lips onto his.

My heart dropped in my chest.

A massive lump began to form in the middle of my throat, suddenly making it very difficult for me to breathe.

I'm pretty sure my face was of pure horror as I silently fumed at the sight in front of me.

Instant Jealousy consumed my body as I just hopelessly stood there in the middle of the hallway looking like an idiot.

What could I do?

I continued to watch her shove her tongue down his throat, fisting his hair tightly in her hands.

Red clouded my vision and before I could register what I was doing, I was storming towards them.

I hated her. Ohh I hated her with a burning passion.

Since fricken day one she had caused me to feel so much hatred towards her, and now she was sucking face with him!

Before they could go any further, I was about to claw at her face but Blake pushed her back, "what the fuck?" 

I stopped in my tracks. I was literally right in front of them.

Tiffany glanced over at me again, smirking smugly before walking off.

I closed my eyes, mentally cursing myself.

I was about to make a run for it but it was too late. He had already seen me.

I breathed in heavily, trying to calm myself from what I had just seen.

I tried to mask my emotions. I didn't want him to know how much that had effected me. The only thing I could do was retrieve my eyes away from him and glare down at the white tiled floor.

Dragging my feat against the tiles, I made myself walk past him, trying to remove the image of them locking lips out of my head.

My eye brows furred as I felt a sudden tug at my heart.

Why was i getting so worked up over this?

Was it because I thought I would never see him kiss someone else because he kissed me?

•••

I played with my salad, letting the lettuce slide down my fork as I picked it back up again.

My mind kept wondering back to Blake and Tiffany kissing.

Tiffany.....

Fkning bitch.

Sl*t.

Whore.

Evil specimen.

Stupid Li-

"Heaven!"

I jerked up in my seat, looking up from my food to see Caroline, jade, Sky, Alec, Luke and jake all looking at me like I have grown two heads.

I glared at them all, gripping my fork tightly in my hand.

"What's up with you?" Caroline asked curiously although you couldn't miss the amusement in her voice.

I grumbled under my breathe, letting my fork drop.

"What makes you think there's something wrong?" I asked, my voice sounding strained.

"Well for starters, you were violently stabbing your salad to death with your fork." Alec smirked as he motioned me to look down at my salad which was indeed shredded.

My eyes grew wide.

I slowly looked back up at everyone to see them raising their eyebrows at me. I rolled my eyes, giggling shakily.

"just have a lot of things on my mind." I smiled.

"Mm you sure?" Alec arched an eye brow at me as he gave Caroline a look.

I narrowed my eyes at him. "Yes I'm pretty sure I would know how I'm feeling." I snapped, while he just smirked at Caroline, giving her another look.

I glared at the both of them, obvious to the fact that they're giving each other secret eye messages infront of me.

"Ok Heaven whatever you say" Caroline sang, making Alec chuckle lightly.

I rolled my eyes, glancing over at Luke and sky that were playing a cute game of thumb war.Luke's tongue was out as he was concentrating hard onto trying to get his thumb on top of sky's, who was smirking in amusement.

"Hey"

My body began to burn at the sound of Blake's voice.

Looking around the table, I noticed that the whole group stopped what they were doing and stared at him.

I stared at him too and boy did I regret it.

There was a pink lipstick stain on his  lips from when Tiffany kissed him.

If I was angry before I was furious now.

"Damn" Alex whistled, making me want to strangle him.

Luke laughed, "So this is why you're late to lunch" Jake got up, slapping Blake's back. I ignored the sick feeling in my stomach and grounded my teeth together.

"It wasn't like that" he gritted, his eyes shifting onto me.

I didn't dare meet eyes with him.

I remained silent, ignoring Caroline's eyes that I could feel burning holes at the side of my face.

You know that feeling when you can feel everyone's eyes on you? Well that was what I was feeling right now.

Cause everyone including Blake were looking at me.

My eyes were fixed on my plate where my destroyed salad lay.

Were they trying to get a reaction out of me?

Trying to see if I was jealous? Angry? Hurt?

Slowly, i lifted my head up. I wasn't surprised to see that everyone was already looking at me.

I wanted to leave.

I cringed at the loud scraping my chair made as I pushed it back with my body. I abruptly stood, walking away from the table.

************

Storming down the empty corridors, I blinked back tears.

I was feeling so confused with myself, so lost.

My stomach turned as I rounded another corner.

How could I embarrass myself out there like that?

"Heaven"

I walked faster as soon as I heard Blake's voice from behind me.

What did he want?

Loud monstrous steps padding against the floor only encouraged me to walk even faster.

"Don't walk away from me!" I heard him shout.

I scoffed, "now you know how it feels"

I was met with silence.

My eyebrows knitted together when I could no longer hear the footsteps behind me. Did he leave?

My heart clenched. Fucking of course he did!

Ugh why do I even want him to chase after me anyway?

I rounded another corner, only to let out a squeal of surprise as Blake's body emerged in front of me.

I gasped, turning around but I was too slow. I felt his hand grasp my elbow, tugging me back.

I was roughly pushed up against the metal lockers, the rich smell of his cologne filling my nose as he pressed his body against mine.

My skin burnt from the sudden contact. I gritted my teeth, hating the way he effected my body.

I struggled beneath him, thrashing my arms around in attempt to get away.
I didn't want to face him!

I needed to get away from him.

My wrists were grasped tightly in his hands before he slammed them against the lockers on either side of me. Wedging his body between my thighs, his lips brushed over my ear.

I wanted to fight him. I wanted to do so many things but somehow having him so close to me, calmed me down.

I stopped fighting, my breathing coming out in ragged pants before I gave up.

I closed my eyes, pressing my head back further, in attempt to create some distance between our faces.

My breathing quickened at the feel of his hot breath fanning my cheek.

"Open your eyes" he whispered. His voice was soft yet still demanding.

I shook my head, keeping my eyes shut.

I parted my lips as his hand cupped my cheek, tilting my head up.

"Open them" he whispered again.

Without thinking, I hesitantly opened my eyes only to be met with his deep blue eyes staring back at me. His jaw clenched, the grip on my jaw tightening ever so slightly.

"Admit it" he gritted through clenched teeth.

I gulped, "admit what?" I whispered.

He continued to stare at me intensively, "Admit that you want me"

My eyes glazed over with tears.

Oh no no no no no.

Not now! You are not going to cry in front of him!

I shook my head, blinking rapidly to stop myself from breaking.

"No"

His eyes hardened, "admit it!"

My nostrils flared, "no!"

"Seeing Tiffany with me made you angry. Admit it!"

I shook my head again, breathing heavily.

He chuckled darkly. "You are just as stubborn as me, Kitten"

I scoffed, "I don't care"

He cocked his head to the side, arching an eyebrow.

"I don't care. I don't care. I don't care!" I hissed.

"I don't care at all! Seeing you with Tiffany didn't even make me glance over in your direction. I honestly don't give a damn about you. Nope, not at all. You and Tiffany kissing didn't make me jealous pff- it made me disgusted yes. It made my stomach turn- yes, but it never made me fucking jealous! So you can do what ever the hell you want with her. I really don't care!"

By the end of my rant, my chest was heaving up and down as I stared breathlessly into his eyes which were filled with an emotion I couldn't describe.

My heart stopped in my chest as Blake swiftly dipped his head down to my level. Brushing his lips against my ear, he whispered something that sent shivers down my spine.

"Your a shit liar"

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