Then I Thought...
The truth is .. living in this skin behind my eyes in my mind where I placed the love of my life. For what feels like millenniums ago over night. The living man of my childhood days in my dazed dreams he rescued me. As did many others by his command. The savior of my brokenness and the healer of my land. ... he has a heart and he held it in his arms on cold winter days in the form of this girl. This woman I have grown to be Opening his arms was my heavenly escape. All the dreams ¶ sound the angels choir was so loud they fell from our sky and took up the town. As I gladly gave my king his crown. The breakfast room at our old school. A place that has became so new. In this era of time and space I ask myself where we went wrong .. standing at Pete's mighty gate. I flung it open from a dream now it's all opened and green .your welcome dreamers have a fine time I will see you on either side of life because I am in love and death is only an illusion. Good morning my beautiful ppl like heaven is open in slow swift motion where all my love is displayed and shown to the mercy's and all that seek them .. he wasn't ashamed of her in front of all our student body he still let me lay on his shoulder and snuggle. after all it was a rough night thinking and dreaming of the sunrising so we could see each other again. ah the innocent gentleman. the golden boy behind the scenes of all my life... I love you . regardless if you need me to or not. The love word that God damn word. And yeT it's all that matters . For without it nothing else could be felt at all. First comes love. And I feel she's all but given up on me. So I must chose love.…