y/n pov

I wake up. Obviously in Taehyung's arms 'fuck you y/n' I slowly remove his hands and then put a pillow in his hands. I get up and stood but I fall on the floor.

"Huh!! Gosh my neck, my back" I whisper to myself. I look at Taehyung he's still sleeping. I immediately stood holding the bath rode around me tightly.

I went to Taehyung's closet looking for a hoodie. I took his white hoodie. I look back at him, he's still sleeping. I made my way to the bathroom.

After my business, I come out with a Taehyung hoodie which comes down to my knees. I slowly & carefully go to the door. I bite my lip nervously.

I shouldn't have done that!!

"you're up!? where are you going!?" I froze in my place hearing Taehyung's deep voice. "Oh, God!! why do you hate me this much!?" I whisper looking up then I slowly look back.

"Hehe" I fake smile at him showing my teeth. "I thought you must be tired coz of last night," he said with a tint of red on his cheek. I made a thin line with my lips. I thrust my hair back.

"Oh!! how did we come to the bedroom!?" I said wait why did I say that. Oh!! fuck you y/n. why did you even ask that kind of question? you useless bitch.

Taehyung cheeks puffed up as he sit straightly while smiling "I bring you after wearing bath rode on you" hearing his word I nervously nod my head.

"Cool. NO I mean it's not cool. I didn't mean it. I mean, I think I should go now" I bow and am about to leave.

"what do you mean!?" he said I turn around and looked at him. he remove the blanket & stood on the floor. he's also wearing a black both rode. what did he mean by that?

"What!?" I ask him clueless "I mean you're going to stay here right!?" he said crossing his arms over his chest. "And why would I do that!?" I ask him as I come stood in front of him.

"I mean we're 'ok' right!!!" he asked me. he gulps as his arms fall on either side of him. he emphasized the word 'ok'. I just sigh "Taehyung!! I don't get it. what do you mean by 'ok'!?" I ask him confused.

"I mean we're not together!?" he asked slowly. I immediately shake my head "No, we're not" I said looking at him.

His eyes slightly turn teary "I mean we're happy right!! you even said you'd trust me," he said while gesturing with his hands.

"I said that but you don't know why I said that," I said. he breathed out then look up.

"Wait!! So, what about the last night!?" he said taking a step close with his red eyes. "Forget about it Taehyung," I said & about to turn but he hold my elbow turn me back.

I gulped looking at him. His eyes are teary and red. His veins are popping out from his neck.

"What you mean by 'forget'!?" he said as his grip tighten. I slowly remove his hand taking a step back.

"Think of it as a one-night stand," I said looking down.

"NO" he screamed "why would I!? you're my wife y/n. Hell, I can make love with you but how can you say such a thing!?"

"But we're not together!?" I said as I thrust my hair back feeling frustrated. I didn't hear anything from him. So, I thought of leaving.

"Then, why did you do that!?" he said. I turn to him. I frown "what did I do!?"

"you agreed to do it last night," he said with his teary eyes. I blink away my tears.

"You enjoyed it right then why are you making it a big deal" I feel like bitch while saying this but I can't do anything though.

"Enjoy. I_I make love y/n not lust you" he said with his wide eyes. I cross my arms around myself.

"I lust you"

"w_what!?" he said. His whole body stopped its moments.

"yes, I lust you. I_I just used you" I said looking down and biting my lip hard not to lose my shit.

"y_you used me" he slowly said I feel pung in my heart as I heard his words. why I'm feeling like that?

"you used me as a man, y/n"

"So what!!?"

"wh_what!!?"

"soo many trying to get into my pants and you also did the same," I said glaring at him.

#silence
#alongsilence

"get out"

"w_what!?"

"I said GET OUT" I flinched as he screamed. A long, thick tear falls from his left eye but he immediately wipes it. I look down and then made my way out.

I come out. I look around. "It's ok y/n. everything will be alright" I said to myself then pet my fast-beating heart. I blink away my tears.

I see a familiar figure leaning on a Benz while taking on a mobile. I made my way to him. he looked at me. I open the door and then sit inside the passenger seat.

After a minute he also hop in then started the car. I look outside the window. I feel like a huge burden fall off my heart.

"I think everything you see now is only red," he said with a chuckle. I look at him "I'm angry Jungkook" I said with an expressionless face.

"yes, you're angry with yourself"

"I can't argue with you. If you spite truths like that" I said making Jungkook chuckle. "But where are you going!?" I ask him.

"I'm going to meet my childhood friend Eunwoo but first I need to drop you home," Jungkook said. I nod my head.

"Are you ok!?"

"Huh!"

"I mean last night you fall inside the pool."

"I'm fine"

"you sound like not fine."

"I don't have anything for that."

"Is it Taehyung!?"

"No, I have something else but Taehyung also half"

"Then let me take down that half."

"Huh!!"

"Tell me. I'll hear you, I'm all ears."

"About Taehyung!! I don't know how to explain this but we just get into an argument."

"Are you feeling happy now"

"What!?"

"I mean. It must ease your burden right!?"

"maybe"

"Don't you give him a chance if not at least try to forgive him y/n?"

"you're taking your friend's side."

"No, I'm not. I'm just giving you a piece of advice like a WELL WISHER" Jungkook grinned at me while still driving. I looked at him.

"Taehyung loves you. I__" I cut him off "you should stop if you're talking about love shit."

"maybe yes but you have to listen to this y/n," he said looking at me. I leak my lips and then nod my head.

"Taehyung is not happy. Taehyung had a hard time finding you. He always drinks just to get wasted. Thanks to Jin hyung he stopped drinking too much. He wants to see you, see his child but he couldn't find you in Korea.

He wanted to find you. So, he started making some deals internationally. He made deal with the Japanese mafia and then ordered them to look for you. He made deals in other countries also.

Chinese mafia fooled us & try to kill Taehyung coz he already gains soo much power. we trusted them then went to China & they attacked him. He was all alone but managed to survive.

But he didn't stop there finally he became King to the whole of Asia. He deals soo many things just to find you. I mean for men like Taehyung, girls will get into a queue but he only wants you y/n.

It's just can't you feel his love for you? I know he did wrong by making you go through soo much shit & using you but still don't you think it's enough now. Can't you see the smile, and happiness in his eyes whenever he sees you & twins?"

Jungkook stopped the Benz in front of my house. I look at him.

"I want to tell you this coz I'm also selfish about Taehyung coz I want him to be happy. Think of it as sympathy or whatever it may be just if you wanted to forgive him. I thought it might come in handy."

Jungkook give me his famous bunny smile as I also smile at him "thanks Jungkook" I said. He nods at me.

"Be safe?" I said then closed the door. Jungkook wave at me and then went. I open the door and went inside. I sit on the couch and then let my tears fall which I'm holding for a long.

"He made so many enemies & nearly dead just for me. Am I being selfish I think I didn't" I burst out crying. Holding my chest.

"y_you used me."

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

"Eomma"

"Eomma, wake up"

I slowly open my eyes as I feel someone shaking me. I look up & see Taewoon, Taeyeon. Huh!! My head hurts. when did I even fall asleep? maybe I cried too much. I see a couch blanket on me. I didn't cover myself with this then who!?

"Oh!! Woon, Yeon what time is it!?" I said as I slowly sit "it's 7:30 PM Eomma" Taewoon said "omo, I slept too much I will cook dinner" I said then stood.

"No, Eomma. Appa buys us food he bring us here. we already eat ours it's time to eat dinner for you. So, we wake you up" Taewoon said I widen my eyes.

"A_Appa is here!?" I ask them & they both nod their heads "yes, he brings your mobile" I look down at the table & see my mobile.

"you guys should wake me if Appa is here from now on ok!?" I said they nod their head. "Eomma, come eat dinner" I nod and follow them.

I unpack the food and then started to eat "So, what Appa did do!?" I ask them. I'm curious. I want to know who covered me with a blanket & yes, I can ask them directly but still, I can't stop myself to know about Taehyung.

"Appa, bring us then we see that you're sleeping. You didn't lock the door. Appa covered you then kissed you & he feed us" Taewoon said.

"He said not to wake you coz you're sick. He told us to feed you after you wake" Taeyeon completed.

I just look down and bite my lip but I started eating. "So, what did you guys do!?" I asked.

"We play some time then Appa took us to his company," Taeyeon said. I point my fork to the twins "you guys are skipping school" I said while chewing my food.

Twins giggled "it's ok Eomma. It's the end of the year you don't have to worry" Woon said. I just sigh I can't fight with these little creatures.

I finished eating then I noticed the twins yawning from time to time. "Hey, guys. are you sleepy!?" I ask.

"Yes, Eomma. We haven't slept last night!?"

"WHY!? I mean you guys should sleep right!?"

"We're hearing ghost stories from uncle Jungkook" I glare at them.

"Yeh!! You guys are kids and be kids ok. From now on don't see about ghost documentaries" I said.

"No, Eomma. We didn't see anything" Twins said nervously I glare at them "stop lying to my face your Appa said that you guys are watching it," I said then they gulp.

"Eomma, I'm sleepy"

"Oppa, I'm also sleepy"

They said & kiss my cheek then went to their room to sleep. I just sigh and then clean the dishes. I come to the dining table to clean it but Twin's drawing books caught my attention.

I take them I open the first book & smile as I see my work on it. "Wait... Taehyung also draws right!! Let's see" I sit on a chair and then open Taewoon drawing book but my eyes get teary as I see the drawing.

"Why did you do this!?" I said as the tears fall from my eyes. That jerk draws me. me!!

"How much you love me!?" I cry silently. I look at the drawing again "my cheeks are not that chubby you jerk."

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

After a refreshing shower, I sit on my bed but I remember something. I didn't lock the doors. I immediately made my way down and then locked the door & windows.

I look for my mobile but it was not on the table. "maybe it's in the kitchen" I walk to the kitchen to look for my mobile but I didn't see it. "where are you now!?" I'm looking here and there but something caught my attention.

I see a water bottle on the kitchen counter & I clearly remember I clean the countertops and there is nothing on it.

That means someone is here.

I look around trying to spot anyone. I don't know who come but that person takes my mobile preventing me from calling for help.

"Oh! I forget to give water to the twins" Saying that I take two bottles and then went to the twins' room. My hands are shaking but I look around and then went inside the twin's room. I put the bottles on each nightstand. Then examine the room.

Thanks to God I didn't see anyone. I took the key from the drawer then lock the twins' room door & hide the key beside the flower pot. I get down.

I went to the kitchen grabbing a knife. I come to the living room. "Is anyone there!?" I said slowly hoping that someone to come out.

"I know whoever you are. You took my mobile. Just come out c__" I hear something break behind me then I immediately look back. I see a tall figure attacking me with an axe.

I fall on the floor & he lifts the axe to attack me. I immediately roll to my right. I hold the knife tightly and then penetrate it into his leg. He didn't scream but I hear him "fuck"

I try to crawl out of reach for him as he falls on the floor. He hold my ankle, I try to kick his hand but he pull me down and hovered over me.

I breathed heavily as he penetrate the knife on my bicep. I growned then I hear "little Rosy" I widen my eyes as I see green eyes looking at me.

He slowly removes his mask and then smiles at me with his red lips. Tears continuously fall from my eyes as I see Uble.

"Uble!!"

"Oh!! I'm so proud of you. you should always remember me" he looks down at me with his emotionless face. "Uble, please"

"Shhh! I have to kill you now then twins. So, be a good girl" He said then put the knife on my neck. "I always dreamed of doing it," He said as to push the tip into my skin making it bleed.

No, if he kills me then he will definitely go to twins to kill & the door won't be able to hold if he breaks it with his axe. I don't have anyone to save me now. I should play clever.

"U_Uble take me"

"What!?" He harshly said.

"Take me. I will trade myself with twins' life just kill me after you do whatever you want with me" I said my voice is shaking, my forehead is sweating, and I can't able to see him in my eyes.

"Are you sure little Rosy!?" He asked while tilting his head. I vigorously nod my head. "Sure, I also need to clarify something," He said making me confused.

Before I say something he holds my PJ shirt collar then hoists me up dragged me to the table. I whimpered as he smacked my head to the table. I see stars for a moment. I feel blood oozing out.

He hold my collar again then smack my head again & this time I feel dizzy as my eyes started to close heavily. The last thing I felt was Uble pulling me, throwing me on his shoulder.