these past 4-5 months have been insane for me. There was bad then good then bad then even worse. I lost some "good" friends who I thought I'd have around forever, gained some real friends who are now family in my eyes, met an amazing boy who I've been dating for the past 4 months and has helped me through everything and he genuinely loves me for me, but the worst thing that has happened these past months was the death of my best friend.

It has completely ruined me and I've never been so heartbroken. My life isn't the same it was months ago. I'm not the same person anymore. I feel as if I can't live without her, but I'm living for her. For her memory I'm trying to make the best of things. And I am trying to get back to my own self.

If I am able to find my inspiration again for this book, I will continue it, but if not, I apologize.

Thank you to those who actually read this and read my book. And I'm sorry for being ghost on here.

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