It's been a week since I found out Trevon and those two kids murdered my brother. My fucking ex boyfriend and some lunatics that fought my brother only once.

Jahseh wants to hurt him. But I won't let him. I can't let Jahseh get in trouble with the police. No way. He doesn't get it. He can't get locked up again.

"Ta?" I heard Jahsehs voice. I looked up from my laptop and saw him standing in my door way. "Did you hear me?" He asked with a chuckle as he walked into my room. I shook my head. "I asked what are you doing?" He laid on my bed and looked at me. I'm sitting up right now and looking at my laptop.

"I'm looking at old pictures" I told him. He nodded.

"I want you to look up these lyrics" he started. I looked at him confused and nodded. "I was listening to this song that has Trippie in it. And his part is how I feel about you. Hold on" he explained then grabbed my laptop. I smiled a little bit as I watched him. "Only read Trippies part though" he told me then put the computer back in front of us. I saw the lyrics on the screen and read the name of the song.

"Love is hell? Is loving me hell to you?" I joked making him laugh. He shook his head.

"Just read it" he said smiling. I looked back at the screen and scrolled down to Trippies part.

'Yeah, you know I can't be without you
You my baby, yeah, I can't live without you
I'm so crazy about you. Can't imagine having babies without you. You my baby, you my ride, yeah With me, baby, is where you reside, yeah
Yesterday I had no time But guess what? Today, baby, I got time, yeah
I'm so crazy 'bout you, yeah
Thing One and Thing Two, yeah'

"Awe babe" I said after reading them and I faced him. I actually felt a tear form in my eye. That is so perfect.

"Are you crying?" He asked and started to laugh again. I nodded and pouted.

"I just love you so much baby" I told him then wrapped my arms around him laying my head on his shoulder.

"That verse is exactly how I feel about you. I'm so crazy about you. I for real can't see myself with you" he told me. I looked up at him and he wiped the tear that fell. He chuckled then kissed me softly. So he could see us having a child in the future?

"You're so good to me, Jah"

"You deserve it" I pressed my lips against his. I never want to leave him.

***

Being in this house is weird. The last night I was here was when my dad was yelling at me telling me how bad Jahseh and Stokeley are. What a joke. Luckily my dad isn't here. Just my mom and I. And it's not weird between us. We're laughing and actually enjoying each other's company. Like how it used to be.

"You seem very happy now" My mom said as she sat on my old bed. I'm already sitting on the floor going through a box.

"I am" I told her and nodded.

"So tell me about Jahseh" she started off. "Are you in love?" She asked.

"Very much" I answered her as a smile started form on my face just by thinking about Jahseh. "I've never met anyone like him. I've never met anyone who relates to me so much. He is an amazing guy. To me, he's perfect." I told her.

"That's great. You deserve that kind of love" she said back to me. "I'm sorry for pushing you away" I nodded slowly. She looked down at her fingers then back up at me and smiled softly. "Even though we were shitty parents, you grew up to be an amazing girl. I'm proud of you. I'm happy to see you have good people surrounding you" she told me. I smiled too.

"Thank you" I said quietly. I went to continue to talk, but my phone started to ring. I looked down to see it's Jahseh calling me. "One second" I said as I stood up and walked out of the room. "Hey Jah" I answered the call.

"Hey. What time should I come get you?" He asked. I leaned against the wall.

"Actually, I'm going to Uber home or my mom will drive me" I told him. "I don't know how long I'll be here for"

"Are you sure?" He sounded unsure.

"Yes"

I'm going somewhere after I leave here so it's best if he doesn't know. Because I'm unsure myself.

***

I kept my eyes straight as I followed the guard to where I'm suppose to go. Not sure what I'll be saying, but I want to know what I did so bad to deserve everything that was given to me. The guard stopped walking letting me know to sit there. I took a deep breath and looked at the glass.

And there he was, staring back at me confused to see me. No emotion on his face. I sat down and we both grabbed the phones at the same time.

"Missed me?" He asked with a smirk upon his face. I just stared at him in disgust. The smirk dropped. "Why are you here?" He asked me.

"Why do you love to make my life hell?" I asked Trevon.

"Does your little boyfriend know you're here?" He asked ignoring my question.

"Don't ignore my question" I'm already getting so annoyed.

"Don't ignore mine" he said back. I sighed.

"No he doesn't" I answered him. He laughed.

"Of course not" he said shaking his head. I hate him. I wish I could just punch him as hard as I can.

"Why did you do that to Xavier?" I asked with my voice shaky. I didn't think I'd ever ask him the question. I thought I'd never find out who did it.

"I didn't pull the trigger"

"You still helped to murder him" I said getting even more angrier. I felt my breathing getting heavier. I just wanna cry, but I won't in front of him. I just wish my brother wasn't dead. "Why?" The word came out quiet, but still manageable to hear.

"Because I told you, I will make sure you have no one. I found this kid that wanted to get revenge on your brother so I thought it was the perfect opportunity. And I know that broke you. Your perfect, overprotective, big brother is no longer there to protect you. I knew that would be the biggest thing to ruin it. I'm always right" he explained to me with a smirk on his face.

I slowly shook my head. I'm speechless. How could he be such a monster? The literal devil. He has no heart. I wish I could break the glass between us and kill him myself.

"I was thinking of hurting Skies, but that probably wouldn't do as much damage as bad as Xavier's death. Then I thought about that precious boyfriend-" I cut him off.

"You will never ever lay a hand on either one of them-" he cut me off now.

"Enough people hate X so I won't have to worry about what I would do" he said with a laugh. The fuck does he mean by that? "And me and Skies were close friends are one point so I wouldn't do that to him. Even though he stopped talking to me because of you"

"You're a psychopath. I hope you rot in here" I said then stood up and walked away. I quickly got into the elevator and wiped the tears that I finally let fall. I was holding in my tears the whole time. Just the thought of my brother gone breaks me so much. I walked out of the elevator and into the jail lobby. I grabbed my phone and wallet from the cop and gave him my visitors pass back.

I saw I had one text from Ki. All it said was Hey. But I can't deal with that right now. I shoved my phone into my pocket then walked towards the main doors so I can leave. I need to order an Uber, but I'm not doing it in here. I gotta get out of here.

But as I walked through the doors, I saw Jahseh leaning against his car staring right at me. He's been waiting for me. How did he know I was here?

"What did you think we were going to get out of coming here?" He asked me as I got closer to him. "More pain? Why would you come here?" He added.

"I needed answers"

"Answers to what questions, Stas?" Is he seriously annoyed with me right now?

"I want to know what I did so terrible to make Trevon hurt me mentally and physically then to help murder my brother" I told him.

"You didn't do anything wrong. He's just crazy" he said walking closer to me and grabbed my hand. "You're perfect. You can't let yourself believe you're the issue because you are not. It's all him" he explained to me. I sighed then he pulled my body to his, hugging me tightly. "Come on get in the car" he said pulling away. He opened the car door for me. I sighed as I got in. I watched him go around the car and get into the driver seat.

"How'd you know I was here?" I asked.

"Did you already forget we have each other's locations?" He asked with a laugh. I smiled softly and nodded.

"Yup" I said back. I forgot we did that the other night. He grabbed my hand.

"Please don't ever go back there" he begged.

"I promise I won't" I told him.