Y'allllll 😭😭😭she's so pretty. I'm lowkey jealous lmao. I thought she looked familiar when Cleo posted the pics then I remembered she's in that paintball video.

I'm sad as shit knowing Gekuyme is gonna grow up with out Jah. that legit breaks my heart but I'm glad him and Jenesis will have the family and everyone else that is there for them and will protect them.

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"Damn this is crazy" Faith said as our eyes wandered around. We're back stage and we just got here. There are so many people.

"I'll text the guys and see where they are". I quickly took out my phone and texted the guys in our group chat telling them we're here and asking where we should go. I looked back up at her. "I guess we'll just chill here till one of them answer us" I said shrugged. She nodded agreeing.

"Shit there's some hot ass guys here" she said with a smirk. I laughed and looked down at my phone to see Stokeley answered me.

"He said they're by the left of the stage" I told her so we turned around and started walking over there. I know mad people gonna be here. Plus everybody is going to the club after. There's the boys, Trippie, Ki, Denzel, yung bans, smokepurp, lil pump, lil gnar, and truthfully I have no clue who else. "I think-" I got cut off as someone bumped into me.

"My bad I-" they stopped talking as we looked at each other and laughed. "I ain't sorry anymore" Isaiah joked. "I'm playing" he added.

"You going back to the guys? We're trying to find them" I asked him. He nodded.

"Yeah lets go" We followed him and as we did, I looked around at the people back here. My eyes landed on Smokepurp, who honestly looks good as hell. I looked away and shook my head. Sorry Jahseh. I smiled to myself. I'm dumb. "Y'all just got here?" Isaiah asked us.

"Yeah. There's mad people back stage. Why?"

"There's a lot of performers and they all got hella people around them" he told me. I nodded understanding. I looked up and saw Ki and I think that's Lil Gnar walking in our direction. Ki smiled and nodded his head at me.

"Yo Stas!" He said from a distance as we started walking closer to each other. But then Isaiah wrapped his arm around my shoulders and started to walk us in a different direction. I sighed and was going to look back at Ki, but Isaiah got my attention by saying, "hey" I looked up at him.

"Let's just get to Jah" I nodded and he moved his arm away from me then we continued walking to where the guys are.

I feel bad. I've been avoiding Ki a lot lately. And now I see him in person and he tries to come up to me, but I get pulled away. I feel like shit because of it. I said it's for the sake of my relationship, but what about my friendship?

I need to stop and just focus on the concert and Jahseh. We followed Isaiah through a door and there was all of Members Only chilling in some break room.

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"Oh he's cute as hell" Faith said making me laugh. We're watching Smokepurpp perform right now. We're standing on the side near the room we've been chilling in. Jahseh and all of the boys already performed, but I lost Jahseh. I talked to him after he got off stage though, but then he wanted to go say hi to some people and I wanted to stay here and watch. "It's crazy being able to experience this things"

"I know" I agreed. "And being so close to some of these artists is even crazier. Watching all the fans go wild to them coming on stage and them know all the words, screaming them back to the artist. It's amazing"

"I always thought we'd be the ones in the crowd" she said with a laugh. I smiled and nodded. I looked around the back stage and I saw Ki again he's walking towards one of the rooms. His eyes traveled over to me. All he did was shake his head and walked into the room. His eyes were full of disappointment and sadness. I sighed and looked back at the stage.

"Yo Stas!" I heard from behind me. I turned around to see Coolie. "Jah got into a fight" he told me. I groaned. He's always fighting.

"Faith ima go find him. You coming?" I asked Faith. She shook her head.

"Ima talk to Purpp when he gets off stage" she told me with a smile. I laughed and playfully rolled my eyes.

"Ight see you in a little" then I walked with Coolie away from her. "Where are they fighting? In the arena?" I asked.

"Nah the parking lot" he answered me. "It's really fucking bad. He knocked the guy down then jumped on him and shit" he explained to me. I shook my head.

"He needs to stop fighting with everyone" I said then sighed.

"Yeah I know" he said back with a chuckle. We walked outside and saw Trunks walking back towards the door. I didn't see a fight going on.

"Where is he? Where's Jahseh?" I asked Trunks.

"He left-" I cut him off.

"He left?" I asked shocked. Trunks nodded. He just left us here. He left me here. Bruh he's mad as hell. Now I'm mad as hell.

"Craig and Gabe pulled him away from the guy then Jah just left the whole parking lot so they chased him out, took him to the car and he insisted they leave" he explained to me.

"Oh my fucking god" I said shaking my head.

"You wanna leave? We can go calm him down" Trunks asked me. I nodded quickly.

"Yeah lets go" I said then looked around. I saw Bhris walking back inside. "Yo!" I said stopping him. He walked over to us and nodded his head at me. "Make sure Faith gets home safe. Please. I have to leave" I told him.

"Word. I got you" He said before walking away.

"Ima come with y'all" Coolie told us and we started walking away from the building. Ima yell at Jahseh when I got home. He legit just left me here.