Chapter 55 - Do You Believe Me?

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I still have not talked to Jahseh. It's the next day and it's around eleven in the morning. I haven't gotten out of bed yet even though I woke up two hours ago. I only got about three hours of sleep. I couldn't sleep thinking about everything.

How could he think I could cheat on him? I'm not his ex. I'm not like her. She could have easily told him she loved him the cheated the next day. I could never. I don't want him to think I would. I thought he would have believed me.

I heard a knock on my door, but I ignored it and kept staring at my wall. I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone.

"Stas?" I heard Isaiah's voice on the other side of the door. Now I'm definitely ignoring. I heard my door creek open. "I see you're awake Stas" he joked. Is he for real?

"Get out" I snapped at him without moving. I heard him sigh and heard him walking closer. I picked my head up to look at him. "I don't want to talk to you"

"I was really drunk and high last night. I was so cross faded and out of it. I'm so sorry for fighting with you like that" he apologies as he sits at the end of my bed. "It just really looked like y'all just fucked. I didn't want my boy to get hurt again" he told me. I sat up facing him.

"We didn't. Nothing happened" I told him.

"Okay. I'm sorry. Ski just yelled at me so if you want to, you can too" He said shrugging. "I mean I'd rather don't, but it's cool"

"Jahseh isn't talking to me" I said quietly and looking down at my hands.

"So nothing happened?" I looked back up at him and shook my head.

"I don't really want to talk to you right now" I told him. He nodded and slowly got up. He looked at me like he was going to say something, but instead he just turned around and walked out of the room. I laid back down and sighed. Considering I only got about three hours of sleep, I'm staying in bed and hopefully taking a nap.

I just want to talk to Jahseh. I don't even know what to do. There's not even a way to prove nothing happened because we were in the bathroom so obviously no one was around to witness anything. He just has to take my word for it and believe me.

If I saw a girl and a guy walk out of a bathroom together, honestly I would think they fucked. I get it. But Stokeley and Isaiah know I wouldn't do that. I thought they did. I guess not Isaiah.

I wish Jahseh would text me back.



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I woke up from my nap maybe a few minutes ago. I don't know. I haven't look at the time yet. I've just been scared to check my phone to see if Jahseh breaks up with me. I just want him to come home already. I want to see him. He'll be home in three days, but that feels like such a long time since everything that's happening.

I rolled over and finally grabbed my phone. I went through my notifications to see Jahseh called and texted me. I sat up quickly. Probably shouldn't have done that considering it made me a little light headed since I just woke up. He texted me saying, 'I love you'. I try to call him back, but he doesn't answer.

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Jahseh: i love you

Me: I love you too
Me: do you believe me now?
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I locked my phone and got out of bed. I think I'm going to go downstairs, grab food, then come back up here. I put my phone in my sweatshirt pocket and walked out of my room. I heard Stokeley talking from downstairs. I walked down the stairs to see him, Isaiah, Trunks, and Coolie. They all looked at me.

"Hey Stas" Coolie greeted me and smiled.

"Sup" Trunks said to me. I just nodded at them with a straight face then walked into the kitchen. Stokeley and Isaiah didn't say a word to me. Not like I want them to anyway. I felt my phone buzz so I leaned against the counter and grabbed my phone.

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Jahseh: idk

Me: how can I prove I didn't? you just gotta believe me
Me: you gotta trust me

Jahseh: i did it so why shouldn't I believe you'd do it to get back at me lmao

Me: jah I forgave you for that and we said we'd forget about it

Jahseh: so?

Me: it was just Skies with me he's my best friend not someone I'd fuck anyway lol I wouldn't even fucking cheat on you

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I sighed as he read it and never answered. This sucks. I grabbed a box of cereal and went to walk out of the kitchen. But when I did, Stokeley stood in front of me.

"Hey" He said in a low tone. "You okay?" I shook my head. "Have you talked to him?"

"Barely" I told him.

"Does he believe nothing happened?" He asked me. I shrugged. I quickly looked down at my phone as it buzzed in my hand. I saw Jahseh calling me.

"He's calling me" I said then quickly went outside and answered. "Hey" I sat down on one of the chairs out here.

"Hey" He said back quietly. Do I say something about it first? Do I talk about something else? I just sat in silence. We both did for a few seconds. "Are you telling me the truth?" He asked me breaking the silence. I could tell by his voice that he's confused and a little hurt. I know he doesn't know what to believe.

"Yes" I answered him. "I wouldn't do that. After everything we both been through with cheaters, I wo- if you want you could even ask Ki. Nothing happened J-" he cut me off.

"I already did. I asked him" he told me. "He said nothing happened"

"Exactly. If something happened, I would have told you straight up. I wouldn't lie"

"But I know you guys fucked" he stated. What? We both told him nothing happened.

"No-" he cut me off.

"I'm not talking about last night" he told me. My eyes widened a little. Oh my god. How does he know? Ki and I only had sex once. Way before I met Jahseh. It was a drunk mistake. "Didn't think I'd know about that, huh?" He asked with a low chuckle.

"How?" I asked confused.

"He told me. I made him swear y'all didn't fuck or else I'd fuck him up so he told me that then swore nothing happened last night" he explained to me. I took a deep breath taking it in. I wish he didn't know, but he is my boyfriend, he should know everything.

"It was a long time ago"

"I know" he said back. And with that, it got silent again. "I believe nothing happened. I know you didn't cheat" he told me. Oh thank god.

"I don't want you thinking I would"

"I know" he repeated. I heard him take a deep breath. "I love you" He quietly said.

"I love you too" I said with a smile forming on my face. I felt butterflies in my stomach just hearing him say that. I feel like this is real love. I hope our relationship gets stronger from here. I don't want anything to ruin us.

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