in real life

timothée's perspective

i look around at the picnic i made for amelia and i making sure everything is perfect for the events that are about to take place.

i asked her to be my girlfriend in a rushed and non romantic way, the way i ask her to be my wife needs to be amazing. i feel my hands shaking as i readjust things on the blanket.

tommy said she'd love this and i'm really hoping she will. but what if she hates it? and what if she says no? we've only been dating for a year maybe this is too early.

my anxious thoughts are quickly taken away by the sight of amelia walking up to me in her white sundress.

wow

even if she says no and never wants to see me again. i'll never forget the smile on her face every time she walks to me. her beauty is unmatched.

i stand there admiring her before she opens her mouth to speak and takes me out of my trance.

"this is beautiful baby!!! you did this all by yourself?" she asks her smile becoming larger before pulling me into a tight hug.

"a little help from tommy but yeah mostly me" i say with a playfully cocky tone to which she laughs at before pressing a quick kiss to my lips and sitting down on the blanket. i join her on the blanket before speaking up once again.

"actually i have something to say" i quickly say and i find my hands shaking once again. she notices and puts her hands over mine in a hold before nodding with encouragement.

"i know we've only been dating for a short year but i don't think time really counts or even matters with us" i say and she smiles brightly with a nod of agreement. i stand up from the blanket and she immediately becomes visually confused.

"i love you for your kind heart, your ability to make anyone happy by simply walking into a room, and and way you light up my life by just being shamelessly you" i say and she smiles widely once again before speaking.

"babe what's going on" she says with confusion in her tone of voice yet still smiling brightly at everything that is happening in front of her.

"just let me continue. i realized you were the one for me not only when we were younger but now. the moment you walked back into my life the only thing ever crossing my mind was and still is you. i'll never not love you" i pause and look for any sign that she doesn't want me to be doing this but there is none. she looks perfectly happy.

"you are the light of my life and i can't imagine us not having a future together i hope you can't either. i hope our children will have your strength and heart more than anything in the world. you are the strongest person i've ever known" i continue before seeing her smiling brightly with a tear leaving her eye. i lean over and wipe her tear off before finally getting down on one knee.

she looks at me in pure shock yet her smile grows even larger.

"i promise to love you more and more every day of forever. will you marry me amelia monet?" i finish and take a deep breath before looking her in the eye. to my surprise, she leaps into my arms with tears streaming down her face.

"of fucking course i'll marry you timothée chalamet" she says the words i was hoping she'd say ever since i could remember. i hold her even tighter and a tear streams down my face as well.

"i love you so fucking much" she says before pulling me into an affection filled kiss as tears stream down both of our faces.