I always feel like I'm running
Even though I'm just sitting
My mind are in haze
I feel nauseated

I always feel like I'm running
Even though I'm just lying
I feel so tired
I feel so wasted

Im hurt but I act as if I'm fine
I bury what I feel just to be seen okay
Im in pain but I never showed it
I put on my façade so they wont notice

I just wanted to feel the pain
I feel so numb that I don't feel any
I just wanted to cry and shout

Im so tired of myself
For locking all the emotions
Just to be seen by everyone that I'm okay
When the truth is I am not

Im so afraid of showing my emotion
Because I feel like showing it means showing my weakness
But I'm tired being strong
Holding in from within just for it not to be seen

Im so tired of myself
I feel like a robot
Why can't I let myself to be just human
Who somewhat feel emotion

I'm tired of running
But I cant seem to stop
I'm tired of running
But even how much I tried I can't stop