Right after we said  Grace, Evee scooted her chair back.

"Excuse me, I think I left my phone in the kitchen." She said storming away.

I got up quickly following her before anybody could stop me.

"What the fuck?"  She said pissed, I could tell she was mad as fuck because she talked with her hands.

"I don't know, I swear.. I'm just as pissed off as you "

"I'm going home." She said turning sharply on her heel.

I sighed grabbing her arm. "Baby please" I groaned

She glared at me "I told you not to call me that"

"Evee pleeeaassee" I groaned. " I didn't even invite her! I invited you.. because I like you."

She looked like she wanted to snatch away from me and leave still. But she took a deep breath.

"Okay, but I swear to god I'll fight her"

I chuckled. "I know, you my little white Ali"

I kissed her cheek. I was surprised She let me. "Just try to chill... for me?"

I caught my mom rolling her eyes as me and Evee walked in. I guess she expected her to leave.

Why would she expect that though? Does she know more than I thought?

Everybody's plates were  piled up except me and Evee's , so we started fixing our plates.

I watched Sophies eyes light up as she watched Evee's fix her plate.

Noooo please leave her alone.

"Evelyn.."

Evee's eyes shot at her so hard if they were bullets she'd be dead.

"Could you be a doll and pass me the string beans?"

I could see her trying her best not to spaz. She put on a very fake smile and slid the string beans closer to her.

"Wow is that your actual name? Evelyn? I was wondering who in the world would hate their kids enough to name them Evee" My mom chimed in. Of course Sophie looked entertained.

Evee looked like she wanted to say something so bad but instead she shoved macaroni into her mouth.

" there is nothing wrong with her nickname, honey if you like it I love it."  My aunt chimed in .

My mom narrowed her eyes at Aunt Tasha like her speaking annoyed her.

"Oooo Michael these yams are so good!... are you enjoying your food Sophie?" My auntie said looking at her.

Sophie looked a little surprised. "Yes, everything is delicious" She said cautiously.

"It was all made by a RICH BLACK man." My aunt said putting the emphasis on rich and black.

My mom rolled her eyes. "See Michael, this is why I didn't want her to stay this long she always makes everything about race."

"Actually," my Aunt said setting her fork down. "I was saying that because while she was out with me and your mixed daughter she was telling us how black people are lazy, poor and uneducated. I just thought this was a perfect teaching moment."

My mom chuckled. "She's not wrong. Show me one successful black person and I'll show you 10 on food stamps."

My aunt adjusted her jaw like she had to process how much of a dumb bitch my mom is. She squinted her eyes "Kristy you do know there is currently more white people getting government assistance then black people right?"

"Lemme guess you got that from CNN?" My mom said in denial as always.

"No, I got it from the governments website. You're just mad because you're little Cheeto man lost the election."

My dad cleared his throat. I could tell he was just as embarrassed as I was.

"Now everybody knows the election was rigged! If you want to be stupid and be a brain dead libtard you do that but don't deny the facts!"

Aunt Tasha laughed "stupid? If you want to talk about stupid let's talk about the dumb bitches who support him after he's made of very clear that women are just objects to him"

My mom scoffed "when this country goes to shit I can't wait to see you cry about how much of dumb bitch you were"

"She's not a bitch! Don't call her that!" I yelled slamming down my fork interrupting.

My mom tilted her head like I lost my mind.

Aunt Tasha rubbed my back "it's okay baby, I can handle myself."

"Samayah, you and your friends go up to your room before I lay you out. You know you don't get into grown peoples conversations" my mom growled.

I pushed away from the table storming away pissed the fuck off. My hand was on the doorknob to my room when Evee wrapped her arms around me from behind.

"Hey, calm down... calm down, I know you're mad. Your moms being a bitch."

I groaned  and turned facing her still letting her hold me.

"It wasn't suppose to be like this!"I whined "I just wanted to eat dinner with my family without any fights or anybody calling anybody a bitch and she fucked it all up! I swear she's fucking Evil!" I said almost slamming the door in Sophie's face.

She slid in awkwardly after I held the door open.

Evee already looked like she wanted to fight. I know she didn't like the thought of her being in my room.

"Sophie I swear to god if you start shit with me I'm fighting."  Evee said with her eyebrows raised.

Sophie chuckled "what? Do you think if you act like a ratchet girl Samayah will want you? Is that why you look like a whole hot Cheeto girl?"

"And Bitch I look better then you" Evee said frustrated.

"Why are you even here?" I groaned

"Because your mom invited me. It would be rude to turn her down... plus I was hoping we'd get some alone time... but." She said looking Evee up and down.

"Oh bittcchhh" Evee chuckled swinging her arms walking up closer to Sophie.

I grabbed her by her waist leading her to the bed making her sit down.

"Both of y'all need to chill."

"No she needs to stop running her mouth like I won't  pop her in it"

I Sighed "Evee stop"

Sophie smirked like 'yeah go get your dog'

"And Sophie shut the fuck up."

Her smile faded.

It was quiet for a hot second. Evee was on her tik tok. She finally made a video saying we are back on good terms and her notifications have been going crazy.

I was looking over her shoulder watching her reply when I caught Sophie out of the corner of my eye.

She was being her usual nosey self, trying on my hats, looking at the purses my mom bought me that I don't use.. she caught my attention when I saw her open the drawer. Yes, that drawer.

I jumped up. "Stop." I growled through my teeth.

I was trying not to get Evee's attention but I'm sure it did.

"What?" Sophie smirked "Don't tell me you haven't used this on her" she started to pull it out but I pushed it back in.

"Used What?" Evee said hoping up. "Used What Samayah? It better not be what I think it is."

Fuck.

"Evee I-"

"Oh it's exactly what you think it is... she looovvveeesss fuckung me. I bet my cums still on it. You should taste it."

I tried to push Sophie and stop her but the strap went flying in the air. I let go of Sophie trying to catch it but it hit Evee in the face.

Next thing I know Evee kicked her shoes off and was stealing off on Sophie. She had her up against the dresser and was knocking her shit. Not that Sophie wasn't trying to fight back.

"Bitch!" I heard her mutter as she pulled Evee's hair. Evee didn't care though she was too busy getting her hits in.

Honestly I let her get a good few hits in before I tried to stop her, because what Sophie did was straight up disrespectful.

I would beat her ass if she threw a dick in my face too.

I ran up trying to pull Evee back but she wouldn't stop. When she did, I realized I didn't really think this through. She's mad at me too. She turned around and swung on me. Lucky I dodged it, then she swung on me again. I grabbed her trying to get her to stop.

She started pounding the hell out of my back "get the fuck off of me! Get the fuck off!" She yelled.

"I will! But you have to stop hitting me!"

She glared at me.

"Will you stop?"

"Yeah."

As soon as I let go she smacked the shit out of me.

She stared at me then shook her head walking out of the door.

"That bitch is crazy!" Sophie whined trying to wipe the blood from her nose

I stared at her disgusted. "You get out too!"

I stood in the doorway watching Sopiie leave and my aunt Tasha walk up. Evee was long gone.

Aunt Tasha did a double take when she saw Sophie's face,

She gave me a look coming up to my door.

"What the hell ha-"

She stopped staring at my strap on, on the floor.

She pointed "I'm not even going to ask about that... but why the hell is Sophie bloody?"

"They fought again." I groaned sitting on my bed.

She glared at me walking around the dick and sitting beside me.

"And you let them?"

" for a second Yea... cause what Sophie did was fucked up. And when I tried to stop them Evee started beating my ass too"

My aunt shook her head. " why do I feel like you deserve it?"

"Yep" I felt a tear slide down my face "and she's probably never going to let me explain."

Aunt Tasha sighed wiping away my tears.

"Call her Samayah." She said patting my thigh. "That girl is in love with you.If there's something worth explaining, she will forgive you. I have to go pack"

"You're leaving?" I whined.

"Oh yes, I'm not staying in this house with that lunatic."

"Take me with youuuu" I whined "I just want to move somewhere else and just start over"

She glared at me "if you don't call that girl and stop running from the problems you caused."

She got up and stepped around the strap "and put this damn dick up before you get in trouble for real."

"Aunt Tasha" I said right before she walked out the door.

"Yes?"

"What if I'm not ready to be in love?"

"Then don't call her."

I stayed up hella late listening to old school love songs my dad use to play when I was little, trying to figure out what to do.

I'm done with Sophie. I can't be with her. She's mean, she's rude, she's racist. It doesn't matter how good the sex is.

No I'm not stupid, I know Evee isn't an angel,she can be mean at times too.. and she's clearly a fighter, but I can't stop thinking about her, and that has to mean something.

I finally worked up the nerve to call her at 1 am

It rung 3 times before it went to voicemail.

I called her two more times and she let it ring. The fourth time I called it didn't even ring. She blocked me.

Fuck.

How the fuck am I suppose to- Facebook.

I called her on messenger.

"Stop fucking calling me!"

"Evee wa-"

She hung up in my face.

I called her back.

"I swear to fucking God!"

"Please Don't hang up.. for real, let me explain."

"What the fuck do you have to explain Samayah? Don't even try to tell me any bullshit because she knew EXACTLY where it was."

"No I'm not gonna lie, I did fuck her with it."

She chuckled "I swear to god, Samayah don't call me back."

"Let me finish! " I yelled scared she would hang up.

She was quiet, waiting for me to say something that mattered. "I haven't fucked her since I told you I wasn't going to anymore"

"And that's suppose to make it better?! Mayah you used the fucking strap on her. You not even a dude and you still can't keep your fucking dick wrapped! You really had me feeling sorry for you, feeling guilty that I asked you to use the strap because it meant so much to you! What happened to you being in tears because it reminded you of Alexus?!"

"She caught me while i was vulnerable. I had a lot going on and she wouldn't take no for an answer and I was fucked up and tired of thinking about Alexus"

"So she's the reason you're over her."

I couldn't say anything, what was I suppose to say? I told her I wouldn't lie.

Click.

Fuck. I saw that coming.

I ordered us some burgers from her favorite spot on Postmates. Then I jumped in the shower.

When the food came I went straight to Evee's.

"Oh my god, Mayah! Go the fuck away!" She whined.

"Shouldn't have gave me the password to the gate." I smiled a little.

She rolled her eyes. "I'm so fucking serious"

I sighed "I know you are. I'm sorry, Evee stop. I already apologized. And you know I'm not messing with her anymore"

"At this point Samayah I don't care, I'm not going through this over and over again. As soon as I think we're getting somewhere it's always more bullshit with Sophie."

"And it won't be anymore! I'm done with her."

"Yea for now. And in a week I'm going to find out you're fucking again. I really can't handle it. You made your decision when you fucked her."

"No. I don't give a fuck about Sophie! I made my decision when I felt like I was going to die when you blocked me. I made my decision when I paid postmates $45 to get this food from across town for you."

"I wanted to be the one to make you get over her. I told you that."

"And you were. You're amazing. I'm not worried about Sophie or Alexus... I want you, I choose you Evee and I can't hurt you again"

I could see her eyes water as I talked.

"I- I can't Samayah." She said as tears ran down her face. She looked like she was mad at her self for crying. I came over and wiped her tears. She stopped me "I can't take it. I want to believe you but I'm not going to be okay" She said shaking her head looking up at me in tears. "You're all I have"

I wanted to cry too. "Evee give me a chance.. please! I didn't even get a real chance! Sophie brought up old shit and ruined it. You let her win."

"And maybe she should."

I sighed. "No, no she shouldn't because I want you. Her sex didn't get me through my breakup. It was you, spending time with you.. laughing with you, cuddling, kissing, singing, dancing on tiktok."

She looked away

"I know you fell in love with me" I said grabbing her hand.

Her head snapped back at me. She looked at me like she saw a ghost.

"I'm not going to hurt you. I love you too."

I said before kissing her. Part of me expected her to spazz on me but the other expected her to break down.

She didn't do either. She kissed me back.

When we pulled away she got up and went to get her shit to roll a joint.

"I won't be able to handle it if I admit it and you hurt me. I can't trust you Mayah"

"I know.. I fucked up a lot but I'm not going to be stupid anymore, I see what I have with you.. I want you to be my girlfriend."

She didn't say anything. We smoked the whole joint in silence. Just occasional coughing and a few lighter flicks.

"Okay." She sounded weak when she said it.

I held her tight. My brain was going a mile a minute i finally did it. I committed.

After a few more serious moments and tears we ended up high as fuck eating cold burgers. It felt like we were on the right track again, towards a relationship but most importantly a friendship.

"You have to stop bribing me to forgive you with food" her face was more serious then playful.

"If you'd smoke less you wouldn't have the munchies and you could turn me down." I smiled

She rolled her eyes mushing me. I grabbed her waist "why you beat Sophie ass like that?" I chuckled.

"I told that bitch I was going to fight her if she did something stupid, and she did something stupid as fuck. She's lucky she isn't in a body bag right now. And then had the nerve to pull my fucking hair, like she didn't do some nasty ass snake ass shit. I can't wait till I go to college and get away from her bitch ass. I swear imma want to fight her eveytime I see her."

She started ranting.

"My aunt Tasha took one look at her and was like "Samayah why the hell did that girl leave your room all bloody?"

"Was it bad?" Evee asked amused.

"Yeah you got her pretty good.... I swear you got me good too, my back gotta be bruised."

She lifted up my shirt in the back and looked. She pouted "damnnnn I'm sorry baby, I swear I was just seeing red. I just started thinking about how long it took for you to get over Alexus and I was like I'll know when she's over here when she'll use the strap on me.. and you used it on her."

I sighed. "Yep. I really fucked up... I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry baby... Evee?"

"Yeah?" She chuckled probably wondering why I was calling her name while she was looking at me.

I grabbed my bookbag and pulled out my strap.

"Will you let me make it up to you?"

She looked at me shocked for a second, then laughed "you're not coming anywhere near me with that shit, I'm sorry. Not after Sophie's been all on it. We can go get one tomorrow but hell no. I'm not touching that shit. You might as well throw it away"

I laughed "fair enough."

When we woke up the next morning the sun was brighter, music sounded so sweet, food tasted so good.. maybe I'm being dramatic but I was happy.

"Good morning girlfriend." I smiled as a sleepy Evee looked up at me.

She smiled a little "well good morning to you too girlfriend."

I ended up fingering her up against her shower wall.

"Oooooo aaahhh f-fuck baby, yeeesss!" Evee squealed.

Her wet burgundy hair clung to her body.

"Mayah! Damn.." she giggled pushing my hand away.

I giggled too. Last night I knew all She needed was to get fucked.. and I would've fucked her if her high ass didn't fall asleep.

But that's alright, I made it up to her later. We went and bought a new strap, she made me throw the other one away. She was hella excited to use the new one when we got back, honestly she wore that shit out.

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