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au: minecraft smp election, in this au, phil is in the smp.

plot: schlatt blows up your prized flower garden because you disobeyed his orders. the garden has been there since day one of the smp 

pronouns: she/her, it's easier for me this way but there will be they/them pronouns in the future!

guide: 

age: 16

y/n: your name

e/c: eye color

f/c: favorite color

h/c: hair color


grayson - purpled

luke - punz

toby - tubbo


you fiddled with your hands nervously as schlatt approached his podium. ever since he was elected, he'd first off, had forced you to be his assistant next to tubbo, kind of like a left hand woman, then had l'manberg's walls torn down, and now here he was, probably here to force everyone to do some reckless things to "extend our nation".

schlatt cleared his throat and stepped up on the dark wooden podium. an evil smile settled on his face. 

"now, i've gathered you all here on this fine afternoon to show you all something very important." schlatt hadn't chosen to do his speech at the stage, but rather next to your prized flower garden. on your first day on the smp, you, dream, tubbo, and philza had built it, and you had always cherished it. 

you looked around, and caught a glimpse of wilbur and tommy listening in on an old tower nearby. you snapped your attention back to schlatt as he grabbed your arm and dragged you next to him. you felt him dig his nails into your shoulder, and you tensed a little.

"my lovely assistant, y/n, has failed to do the task i have assigned to her." schlatt said, looking down at your shorter figure, your eyes widened a bit.

"what i'm about to do shows you all that i will NOT take any bullshit. you do what i say when i tell you to." schlatt said, his face darkening and his smile disappearing. but reappearing as he turned to tubbo.

"so, tubbo. i want you to do exactly what i say." schlatt said, his voice low. he handed you to quackity, who held a firm grip on your wrists, pinning them behind you. you quickly shot a glance at tubbo, who met your eyes, before quickly looking away. you couldn't identify the emotion on his face, guilt? sadness? who knows. 

schlatt opened a chest behind him.

and pulled out a flint and steel.

along with 3 pieces of tnt.

you audibly gasped. your heart raced 1000 miles a second, you tried to break free of quackity's grasp, but he only tightened his grip.

you watched in horror as tubbo took the items.

"tubbo, look at me, please don't-" you pleaded. the brunette turned and shot you an apologetic look. your eyes started to water. you scanned the crowd, they all had disappointed looks on their faces for tubbo. phil stood up and started to run towards tubbo, but was stopped by purpled loading his crossbow nearby and pointing it straight at his throat.

"tubbo, please...we built that together, man!" phil shouted, but tubbo didn't stop walking. you could see a few of his tears trailing down his face. he didn't say anything.

a few others started to protest. they knew how much the garden meant to you. it was a symbol of all your closest friendships.

"tubbo, c'mon!" sapnap shouted.

"tubbo, this isn't you!" niki pleaded.

"toby, you know how much that garden means to y/n!" karl called.

"tub, you'll regret doing that if you do it, please, just step away!" eret tried persuading.

you could see purpled falter his stance a little, even he seemed upset about this, but was too afraid to speak against schlatt.

"toby, please..." you cried, tears streaming down your face. you and phil watched in horror as tubbo lit the tnt. 

"i'm so so sorry, y/n.." tubbo said, barely even above a whisper as the tnt hissed. he, quackity, and schlatt pearled away from the garden. everyone rushed over and covered you, phil being the one doing most of the covering, seeing as he held you tightly, in a fatherly way.

you sobbed into phil's chest as you heard the explosions go off. everyone huddled closer, some shouting in pain from being burned. you could see sapnap's shirt as he covered your backside, karl as he shielded the frontside of phil and sapnap, niki and fundy holding your hands as you cried, purpled had discarded his crossbow and shielded niki and fundy, as well as eret, since purpled wasn't tall enough to shield both of them. punz had also discarded his weapon, and had built a small cobblestone wall to try and stop the tnt from burning some people, which obviously didn't work. the cobblestone had been blown to bits, cutting some people's exposed skin. bad and skeppy had thrown healing potions down as well to try and heal everyone.

the explosions finally stopped, and you lifted your head to see the damage. 

you immediately broke from phil's hold, running and shoving past people to reach your now destroyed garden. you fell onto your knees and choked out a broken sob. 

phil immediately ran and crouched next to you, you fell into his arms and just started sobbing. it broke everyone's hearts to hear you sound so broken. phil had tears streaming down his face as well. 

"hey, kiddo, look at me, it's gonna be okay." he cooed, his father instincts had kicked in for you. you were only 16, your teenage mind couldn't handle all this right now.

you could hear schlatt and quackity  laughing on the hill in the distance. your eyes landed on tubbo.

your best friend.

all you saw was red, you stood up, picking up purpled's crossbow, and aiming for schlatt, but just as you were about to pull the trigger, someone swiped the crossbow from your hands, making the arrow go the complete opposite direction. you whipped your head around to see who it was. phil, with a tear stained face, shook his head.

"this is a little reminder of what happens when you cross me, citizens of manberg." schlatt cackled, quackity adjusting his LAFD beanie, and tubbo fiddling with his sleeves.

you crumbled to the ground once again, burned flowers and broken fence pieces all around you.

phil sat next to you and pulled you into his fatherly embrace again. stroking your h/c hair and consoling you.

"it's gonna be alright, i promise. we'll get schlatt back, just wait." phil whispered, his heart breaking over hearing you sob, he looked up and saw everyone looking just as broken as he felt. 

karl had his face buried in sapnap's shoulder, hiding his own tears and red eyes. karl had declared himself your uncle, and it was no secret that he was the coolest uncle there ever was. he let you borrow his sweaters, he let you drink monster when phil and eret weren't around, and he always got you gifts out of nowhere. sap was your big brother figure, you guys were always joking around and playing pranks on people. you always apologized on his behalf when the reckless texan set something on fire or killed someone's pet. you were the main reason he didn't start any big wars other than the pet war with tommy.

purpled looking down, probably in shame that he worked with schlatt to do this, punz doing the same. you and punz had some prank war history, and you guys were mining buddies, luke would always let you have the diamonds, since he claims he already has so many. you had helped grayson build his famous ufo and a bunch of other strange things he wanted to build. you guys always had a fun time when you were together.

niki's hand covering her mouth, muffling her own sobs, before turning to fundy and hugging him. the fox hybrid only hugged her back, crying as well. niki was the closest thing you had to a mother and a sister, she would make sure you were always fed and healthy, but also played a few pranks on you like a sister would do. fundy was your second brother figure, you loved braiding his tail and helping him code new things. he, like niki, made sure you were healthy and fed, and also played a few pranks on you, sometimes they worked together.

eret had on his glasses, so you couldn't see his eyes, but you know he was trying not to cry. but he let a few tears slip. eret was your second father figure, you guys had matching strawberry dresses, and you loved exploring his gay castle. he was always listening and fully supported you if you had made a big decision you were unsure about, or just needed to rant.

bad was full on sobbing, skeppy rubbing comforting circles on his back. bad had always been your second uncle figure, he hated seeing you sad. if you were crying, he was crying. he would always lend you anything you needed, and forced skeppy to give you the biggest room in their house. skeppy was like the really fun cousin you always wanted. he'd helped build your house and decorate it, and you guys liked to swear around bad just to make him made, and sometimes say silly things like " sofa king " to make it sound like bad had sworn.

your crying didn't stop, but it had calmed down. you sniffled and looked at the destruction properly. the flowers were wilted and burned, most were just ash and soot. (AHA WILBUR SOOT) the fence had completely come down and was shattered everywhere, you had a few splinters on your exposed skin, but nothing too big.

"p-phil, he actually b-blew it up..-" you managed to choke out. niki and bad ran to your side as well and started comforting you silently, and let phil do the verbal talking.

"i know, i know, kiddo. but in the end, he's not worth it anymore. you still have everyone here, even me. we aren't going anywhere, okay?" phil comforted, his voice gentle as to not make you cry more. you were still shaking, you noticed phil had a few burns on his face, and his signature green and white striped bucket hat was singed, and so were his clothes.

"phil, you're burned.." you pointed to his face and clothes, he only chuckled.

"i can always fix it up, it's just a few burns." he stood up and pulled you up with him, and embraced you. you hugged him back, and everyone then came in for a group hug. 



what nobody knew is that tubbo didn't have a choice.

it was either that,

or watch you get executed by schlatt's hands.

and he just couldn't bear the thought of his best friend being killed because of him.

so he did what he had to do.



nobody noticed the green hooded figure who watched everything go down.

he was filled with sorrow and rage.

he had shed a few, no, a lot of tears as well.

you guys were really close, he considered you his own sibling, it hurt him seeing you upset.

your once shiny and bright e/c eyes, were now dull and filled with hurt and betrayal. 

and it truly broke him.



the tall boys stood side by side on the old, rickety tower, watching in horror as everything went to shit before their very eyes.

you had always been the cheerful one, the girl who brightened everyone's day when you walked into the room.

the blonde was very noticeably angry, his fists were clenched, and he was rambling to the taller brunette, every 2 words, a swear would pop out.

the brunette was only half listening, he loved you like you were his own daughter, like phil. it absolutely shattered him seeing you like that, and filled him with rage that tubbo would ever do that.

the two boys felt the same things. sorrow and anger. sorrow for you, anger at schlatt, quackity, and tubbo. mostly tubbo.

they just hoped everything would be okay soon, that your eyes would sparkle with happiness again.

and everything would be alright.



you were filled with nothing but rage, but it was covered by sadness. 

you had been sobbing for the past hour, nothing could comfort you.

not eret in platform heels and a dress.

not karl and monster drinks.

not niki and her pastries.

not punz and mining.

not even phil with his words and gifts.

you just wanted everything to be okay.

you wanted to see dream again. your only blood relative. you missed your inside jokes and training with him for battles.

you wanted to see tommy. you wanted to hear him crack his obnoxious jokes and even to hear him swear. he always made you laugh, even when your pet parrot died. you wanted to sit with him in your little spot by the pond with a jukebox and just talk while mellohi played in the background.

you wanted to see wilbur. you wanted to steal his many beanies and pretend to be him. you wanted  to have him sing you to sleep when you were having a restless night. you wanted to have your little writing sessions together again.

you wanted to see tubbo. you wanted to forget everything that happened 4 hours ago. you wanted to go catch bees with him again. you wanted to laugh with toby again, to have your silly little fashion shows with karl's sweaters and eret's many crowns. you wanted to hug him again.

phil was spending every minute with you, you enjoyed the company, but you were still really upset. but with phil there with you, your spirits were lifted a little each time he consoled you.


"everything will be okay soon, kid, i promise." 

"i'll believe you, you've never broken a promise, dad."



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