"What is in your back pack that you are being so secretive about?" I asked a little annoyed now. She had been teasing me all day with this back pack, not allowing me to even see what was inside of it.

"Okay so lesbian sex is a little bit different but not that different at the same time, we just use a little...extra help if you know what I mean," She chuckled as she reached inside her bag.

"I'm not following," I said slowly as I began covering myself up, realizing I was the only one fully naked but at this point it didn't really matter, she had seen every inch of me at this point.

She slowly began to pull out what seemed like a bunch of straps until my eye widened at what I saw attached to the straps...it was a dildo.

A purple one to be precise.

"What is that supposed to be for?" I asked, but I already knew the answer to my question. I just wanted to hear it from her.

"Clarity stop acting so damn innocent, what else do you think it's used for? I wasn't born with a dick and some girls actually like being penetrated...I was never really a fan it myself but I love wearing this," She said as she began strapping it to herself, obviously having practice for putting it on.

At first I thought it was going to look stupid on her, especially since it was purple but the way her face was still flushed, the way her lips were still red and bitten and the way her nipple were still hard poking through her thin tank top made her all together look so delicious, and this time in a very gay way.

"Is it going to hurt?" I asked as she climbed onto the bed, inching her way towards me.

"I'll try and make sure you feel as least pain as possible," She said before straddling my waist and pressing her lips forward onto mine. I felt the dildo of the strap slightly pressing into my stomach as she leaned closer, gripping my face into her hands as our breath became raged and our hands began to roam each other's bodies, my hands immediately going down to caress the smooth silicone against my flesh.

She kissed her way down my jaw towards my neck that was already sensitive from her little love bites.

"Do you want me to put it in you Clarity?" She whispered in my ear sending violent emotions to run rampage in my stomach and my lower regions.

"Yes please," I begged her as I began slightly digging my nails into her shoulders.

"Good girl," She said as she laid me back down on my back, her lips making their way back to my breast and her hand making it's way down to my now throbbing clit. The way she made me feel was something I couldn't quite express with words. It was like I could feel her hands all over my body, it was so stimulating and intense I almost couldn't handle it.

I was yearning for her.

She rubbed gentle circles into my clit as she continued to drag her tongue all over my skin, tending to every inch of space that she could, melting any any nervousness and fear that I had bubbling inside of me. She broke her lips away from my neck and positioned herself in front of my wet heated entrance as she slightly lifted my hips, looking into my eyes looking for any ounce of timidness in my face.

"Are you sure? We can stop right now if you want," She said as she raised her middle finger and her ring finger to her mouth and began lightly sucking on them as she smirked.

"Well now I really don't want to stop after watching you do that, I'm ready," I said as I sat up, I reached up to hold her face between my hands as I tenderly kisses her upon her lips. She smiled once more before playfully pushing me back down onto the bed and positioning herself in front of me, carefully sliding her two fingers into me as she slowly slid them in and out.

I moaned out in satisfaction, feeling her two fingers pumping in and out of my as her thumb continued to rub circles into my clit but this time a little fast. I grabbed a hold of her free arm as I held it tightly and looked her deep in her eyes, intense lust clouding her eyes and her facial expressions, her curls slightly falling in front of her face and her mouth slightly agape.

She finally removed her fingers and slowly, as she looked into my eyes, thrusted forward. Carefully beginning to fill up the empty space that was so foreign to me and as she continued to thrust forward I began feeling a sharp pain from within.

I hissed a I dug my nails into her wrist as she looked at me with concern.

"Does it hurt?" She asked hesitantly.

"Yes just a little," I said as I closed my eyes, trying to get used to this feeling.

"Well it's all not fully in so...I'm sorry," She said as she caressed my thighs.

"You don't have to be so-" Before I could finish my sentence She quickly thrusted forward, fully filling me up and leaving me breathless for a moment. It was a quick sensation of pleasure and pain that I couldn't quite describe. She stayed still for a moment as she leaned forward, gently swiping the hair from my face and caressing my cheek to reassure me. I felt small pains shoot in my lower region as Lia slowly began moving her hips, thrusting in and out of me. Slowly the small amount of pain began to turn into much more pleasure than I was expecting. My groans of slight discomfort soon began turning into moans of pleasure and satisfaction. I saw a smile grow on Lia's face as she ducked her head to turn her attention to my breast as she continued to pump in and out of me.

"Lia it feels so good please don't stop," I moaned out as I grabbed the back of her neck pulling me closer.

"How good does it feel?" She lowly whispered in my ear.

"It feels so good," I moaned out louder.

Her hand found her way down to my clit and began rubbing light circles to me, filling me with a million sensations that began to overwhelm me. I felt an intense pressure building up inside me like before but this time much much more intense.

"Lia please it's too much!" I said as I grabbed her wrist and held onto it tightly, digging into her skin.

"You gotta take it, you know you can take it," She said as she began thrusting harder into me.

"FUCK!" I screamed out as I felt an explosion of euphoria wash over me as feel good sensations began crashing over me like a violent wave. I bit the bottom of my lip hard as my muscles convulsed for a little until my body finally decided to calm down.

"Oh my gosh that was intense," I said as I closed my eyes, trying to collect myself.

I realized I was being selfish in that moment, I had done nothing for Lia and she was the one doing all of the work and I had put no effort into this at all. I sat up and slightly pushed her away from me so I could sit on my feet and look her in her eyes.

"Lia I want to make you feel good too," I said, slightly pushing her falling hair out of her face.

"No it's fine I just wanted to make you feel good, I wanted your first time to be special and with me," She smiled as she slightly caressed my face.

"No, that's not fair," I said, my hands slowly traveling down to the hem of her shirt and pulling it up over her head. She looked me serious in my eyes, not bothering to even argue with me as I pulled it over her head, exposing her breast to me. They were bigger than mine which I used to be jealous of but now I had no reason to be jealous because in this moment they were all mine.

I gently reached up to squeeze her perfectly shaped breast as I scooted closer to her, her nipples hard and ready to be teased, just staring at me begging to be touched. I brushed my thumb against her right nipple as she slightly jumped back from the sudden touch. This was the first time me ever seeing another woman naked in person. This was the first time me ever seeing Lia naked and she was in fact beautiful. I lowered my head, capturing her soft skin into my mouth as I kneaded the other with my hand. Her chest lightly vibrated from the sounds of her moans as she ran her fingers through my hair. Her skin was so soft and smooth as I ran my hands down her body with the slight excepts of the rough patches of scars on her body. I griped hard on her ass, feeling up the plumpness and softness of it. I felt around for the harness straps to attempt to take them off so I could pleasure her in more ways than one. She realized what I was trying to do and quickly took it off of herself and threw it across the bed as she sat back, exposing herself to me.

"Clarity you don't have to do this, I know you don't know what you're doing," She said, looking at me with slight concern.

"Shut up, how else would I learn?" I said, rolling my eyes before slowly sliding her panties away from her body and revealing just how wet she was and how much she begged for attention without needing to say anything. I buried my face between her legs, leaving wet kisses up and down her inner thighs, trying to mimic what she has done for me. All I had to do was pay attention to how she was reacting to my touch, it couldn't be that hard.

Finally I turned my attention to her slit, lightly dragging my tongue against her wet folds as the sounds of her moans began filling my ears like music. The way she moaned was so sexy, the way she grinned her hips against my mouth was so attractive, her fingers tangling into my hair made me never want to stop pleasuring her. Her clit stood out like a sore thumb, poking out and prominent as it grew stiff. The moment my tongue glided across her little button her moans grew louder and her fingers gripped harder against my hair which I didn't mind. If it meant that I was doing something good for her then she could pull on my hair all she wanted.

She grew wetter with every minute I spent down there pleasuring her, her juices running down my face as I kissed and sucked all on her labia and her body writhed about in pleasure. As my tongue focused on her clit I decided to mimic her and insert two fingers into her entrance, feeling the moist ridges of her walls as she tightened around my fingers as I began pumping into her.

"Fuck Clarity, harder please," She begged as her lower back arched off the mattress. Following her pleads I began going harder, my fingers thrusting in and out of her, trying hard to keep the tempo until I felt Lia palm my forehead.

"Ow, what was that for?" I grumbled as I rubbed my forehead and saw Lia staring at me with an amused expression.

"Sorry, didn't know how else to get you to stop," She chuckled as she sat up and stared at me in my eyes.

"Why did you want me to stop? I could have kept going," I said.

She grabbed my face and kissed my lips, even though I didn't wipe my mouth and I still had her juices all over my face but she still kissed me with much passion and hunger as if she didn't care. She nibbled on my bottom lip and as I tried to tease her with my tongue she ended up grabbing it and lightly sucking on it before pulling away and licking her own lips and staring at me with satisfaction.

"I just wanted to see how good I taste all over your face," She said seductively as she swiped her thumb across her bottom lip.

A chill ran down my spine as she said those words. She was so sexy it sent a tingle throughout my body.

"That's not the only reason though," She said as she laid back down and motioned for me to come closer to her. I crawled over top of her so that I was now hovering over her, us both naked and incredibly close, with such sexual tension in the air.

"Turn around," She stated.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Turn around so that way we can both please each other at the same time," She said..

"Why can't you be on top, this is awkward," I said as my face slightly heated up.

"Clarity my face has already been buried between your legs so nothing should be awkward anymore, besides my ass would probably smother you," She chuckled.

Fair point.

I slowly turned around and placed each leg on either side of her head so either of our faces were between each others legs as she wrapped her arms around my lower back and pulled my heated core down closer to her face so that she could indulge in my sweet spot. It was hard to even focus on her, The things she was doing with her tongue were mesmerizing and hypnotizing. The way her tongue would flick against my clit, the way her fingers swirled around my sex was intense.

We went at it for many hours, Lia showing me different things and positions, her continuously using the strap on me because she loved the way my face looked. As I began to grow tired it was like she still had so much energy left inside of her even though she was the one doing a lot of the work.

"Lia I can't take anymore I'm so tired," I groaned as I turned over and kicked Lia away who managed to get the strap in back onto her naked body and had just finished pounding into me.

"You don't want to go another round?" She smirked as she looked me into my eyes with an amused expression.

"Why do you have so much energy?!" I gasped as I rolled away from her and buried my face into the pillow.

"I always have this much energy when it comes to sex," She said as she crawled over to me and rested on top of my back, her naked body pressing against mine as she began kissing my shoulders.

"You're a demon," I groaned and lightly moaned at the same time.

"You love this demon," She giggled.

I did love that demon, when I looked at her it made my heart flutter and I wanted nothing but the best for her but I knew that in some ways I was holding her back. Me being naive held back her healing because I was so oblivious to her problems. I wanted to help her but I wasn't sure now and maybe it was something she needed to resolve on her own, she needed to focus on herself and this made me question our current relationship.

"What are you thinking so hard about loser?" She said as she rested her head against my back.

"Just thinking about you," I said honestly.

"I know I'm just that amazing," She chuckled.

"Lia you said you want to go to state college to get away from your family and friends to better yourself right?" I asked.

"No. I said I want to go to state college to better myself EVEN IF it meant being far away from my family and friends, don't twist my words Clarity," Lia huffed against my back.

"Sorry, we just wouldn't seen each other for a while because our schools are hours away so it's just a little sad that's all," I said quietly.

"Well I would come visit you as often as I possibly could, even if that meant driving to you every weekend," She said, drawing circles into my bare back.

But that wasn't what I wanted, I did want to see her as much as possible and be in her arms as often as I could that would distract her. That would distract her from healing herself, from sports, from college life all because she was putting me before herself. Just how she was whenever she was going through problems with her family she would put my stupid little problems before hers and I wanted her to stop. I wanted her to focus on herself first and not me anymore.

Before I could respond back I felt my eye lids growing heavy from exhaustion and before I knew it I was falling fast asleep with Lia right on top of me.

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