When the clouds seem to remain gray,
The moon decides to stay grim.
The night sky unpretty and permanent
In a mind whirling in sin.
Where can I find my happiness,
When I cannot be comforted by the pages of the bible.
Is it as easy as to bring a knife to my neck to just end it all?

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His fast breaths paced down her ear as he held onto her breasts for support while he grinded his hips against hers in a rhythmical pace. He continued to reside deep in her waters, thrusting harder as he struggled to stay in control as her wetness and the softness of her walls drowned his hard. Her moans were his motivation, his mind whirling with overwhelming emotions at the sound of her mellow cries for him to never stop...

"Tell me what you love about me..." she begged as he rolled on top of her, pushing her legs down forcefully behind her ears as he grunted between heavy breaths. He was determined to overthrow her wetness but she was winning even though she was the underdog. He leaned forward, holding her head in his hands as her pupils dilated at the aggression and passion in his eyes.

"Maybe it's the light in your eyes when you receive my affection... or the way your perfectly sculpted lips shape the roundness of your face." He breathed as his hands roamed her body, he slowly descends further under the covers pulling her legs down with him so they rested on his shoulders,

"Please, please tell me more..." She cried as she felt two fingers open the lips to her treasure. He brought a hand up to her lips shushing her as he slipped his tongue into her dripping canal...

~~

The living room was such a lonely place. You'd buy 5 couches, but for who? A dinner table with 4 seats, but you only fill up one. One human being in a room that screamed family yet drowns you in uncomfortable silence... A silence that forced you to think about things you'd rather leave for a nightmare later that night...

The house phone rang 3 times before she heaved herself up to answer it. She was heavy on her feet. She was so drunk last night she had almost got herself into trouble with her highschool companion,

"Hello Chris..." she sighed knowing it was him as she had gotten use to seeing his number on her phone,

"Hey Robyn... I'm so sorry about last night and you know, the last 3 nights. It's been pretty emotional between us both. It doesn't have to be that I way anymore Robyn, I promise. We can go out and commit some crimes if that's what you really want to do. can I come over?"

"No you can't come over Chris, not now. I need some time alone."

The line went silent. She stayed staring into space nonchalantly waiting for his response; she didn't care for what emotions he might have been feeling right then. His calls had become routine.

"I understand. I am truly sorry." he said finally before hanging up.

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She stared at the door in front of her. At this moment in time her mind wasn't were her heart was. She couldn't step back and think about what she was doing or what would've been the best thing to do because how she felt at heart was taking her over. Her heart had a mind of its own... She knocked at least three times before he finally came to the door,

"Hey Robyn, where's Mason?" Parker asked as her as he stepped aside to let her in. She rolled her eyes at his kindness closing the door behind them before following him to his living room.

"I didn't bring him... I came to let a few things off my chest." she breathed while turning to face him.

"Oh, okay...." he said slightly worried about what she could possibly bring up since the subject clearly wasn't on Mason...

"Parker when you left me in highschool it didn't faze me as such but now I can't help but reminisce about the relationship we had before. It doesn't feel right, we have a child together and we're living separate lives as if I'm both the mother and father. We're supposed to be a family, and whatever I do is cannot let go of that belief..." she said trying to comprehend the emotions on his face but her mind had become hazy; it was like her mind had lost it's function becuase she didn't bother for what he was feeling right then; she had let herself get lost in the eyes of the person her heart had fallen for. She grabbed his face in her hand forcing him to her lips using every second to taste every savory drop of his sweetness that she had been craving so dearly... He pulled away in suprise giving Robyn a look of uttermost disgust,

"Robyn, I understand that having a child together might make you think this way but this is just crazy! It has been years since we had broken up and for you to come back to me like this and make out with me while I'm in the middle of a serious relationship just isn't right!" he yells at her causing her to look at her lap in shame. She got up before making her way out the door without a word to Parker; she didn't need to say anything becuase she was sure he was tired of hearing her speak...

>

She clambered into her bed falling face front into her pillow. She let the tears she had been building up soak the perfectly white sheet creating a puddle of distress to form beneath her. She was a fool for thinking he'd still love her by approaching him after years of them parting. She closed her eyes trying to find some sleep since her heart was heavy, but the voice in her head continued to keep her awake...

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