Ok so some of you want a part 3 so I thought I would BUT there will be a twist because I didn't want to end it sad. So get your tissues and get ready for the BIGGEST PLOT TWIST EVER!!!

*Simon's POV*

I watched them lower her body to the ground. The guys stood around me watching as well, we all had tears running down our face. I can't believe she's actually gone. The love of my life is gone. I started to have flashbacks of our times together.

*Flashback*

"TAMI, GET BACK HERE" I shouted as I chased her around the house. I was wearing my tracksuit bottoms with no shirt while Tami had my shirt on with shorts.

"COME GET ME SI" Tami shouted; we both ran into the kitchen and stood on opposite sides of the island.

"Tami? Get back here" I said

"No" she said and giggled. We chased each other around the island when I finally catched her.

"Gotcha" I said which caused her to giggle more. I locked my arms around her waist so she couldn't move

"Si? Let me go PLZ" she said with a puppy face

"As much as I want to, the answer is no" I said

"Meanie" she said and pouted

"Fine this meanie won't kiss you" I said and let her go...

*End Of Flashback*

I smiled at the memory, she followed me the whole day asking if I was mad at her. It was funny because I didn't talk to her but then I did because I started to feel bad. I also had a flashback to the day I found her and had to tell the guys

*Flashback*

I sat in the waiting room just waiting for the guys to come. The doctors said she's dead and that I was too late. I was thinking about how stupid I could be, I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my name being shouted. I looked up to see the guys running over to me

"Simon, what happened?"

"Why are we at the hospital?"

"Simon, what is it?"

"Simon, you ok?"

"Simon, come on man say something"

"Simon, where's Tami?"

I looked at all of them

"S-she's d-dead" I said which got them to shut up

"What?" Vik asked

"Tami commited suicide" I said, by now they all had tears themselves

"Simon" Josh said

"I found her in the bathroom with a razor laying next to her. Her arm was bleeding. I-I-I w-was to late" I said and broke down in tears.

"I-I've f-fucked up" I keep repeating over and over..

*End Of Flashback* 

We couldn't sleep that night, too scared that we'll see her. In fact this is the first thing in God knows how long I've actually came outside, after her death I didn't leave my room. I just stayed there listening to her voice mail over and over just so I could hear her voice. Everyone was worried about me, Josh ended tweeting what happened and why we wasn't putting out any content. The haters all tweeted me, some were happy that she was gone but others were sorry and said they didn't mean for it to go so far. I ignored everyone that tried talking to me, my mum had to come down to the sidemen house just to get my health back to normal. Me and my mum would cry every night knowing she's actually gone, I knew how much my parents loved her.

*Flashback*

"M-mum, s-she's gone" I said and cried, my mum hugged me

"I-I knew honey" Mum said

"S-she's gone and I d-didn't k-know she was in p-pain" I said through the tears

"Simon, honey stop blaming yourself. Your just hurting yourself and her" Mum said through her tears. I looked at her to see that she was trying to stop herself from crying

"Mum, I-I c-can't live without her" I said and cried more

"Honey, I know she was important but don't say that. Listen to me, she's watching over you and trust me when I say this; you are putting her through pain just from watching the state your in. She wouldn't want you upset, she would want you up and fit" Mum said..

*End Of Flashback*

I snapped out of my thoughts when Josh shook me out of my thoughts, I looked at him.

"It's time to go" Josh said

"Can I be alone for a bit? I need to clear my head" I said weakly

"Yea sure man, give me a ring if you want me to pick you up" Josh said, I nodded my head. The guys all went home while I stayed

"I'm sorry" I whispered before going on a walk. While on the walk, I would just see her. I would see her face, I would hear her laugh, I would see her beautiful smile, I would just see her everywhere. I didn't realise where I was walking to but I knew that it will get me closer to Tami. I continued walking and just let my legs carry me. I finally stopped walking once I got to the edge of a cliff, I looked up at the sky and I saw her.

"Tami?" I said, she sadly smiled at me before disappearing

"No, babe please come back" I said but nothing came, I looked down of the cliff  and saw how far the drop was. I can't live without her, no one will miss me. I need her, I closed my eyes and take the step off. I felt myself falling, I'm finally going to be with her again...

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"TAMI" I shot up breathing heavily, I heard movement beside me and the lights came on. I looked around to see that I was in my room, I felt a hand on my shoulder

"Simon?" I heard her voice, I turned my head to see Tami beside me 

"Baby, your crying" She said and wiped my tears, I looked at her before pulling her into a hug which she returned

"Never leave me, never leave me please" I whispered to her, she pulled away from the hug and looked at me

"Si, what do you mean?" She asked in worry, I then realised that I had a nightmare about her dying 

"I h-had a nightmare about you dying" I said, she looked at me in shock before hugging me again

"I'll never leave you unless you want me to" She said

"No, I don't want you to leave ever. If we are ever agruing and I tell you to get out, please don't. Stay with me, I can't live without you" I said and let the tears roll down my face

"I'll never leave you and that's a promise" She said and kissed me which I responded to....

A/N

OK, that's the end of this one shot. I hope you enjoyed it 

Hope you had/have a lovely day and see ya

Tamiii x